I have actually contracted aids. I have fucked one person in my entire life, and she gave me aids. One person.
I never had a meaningful relationship in my life until a few years ago. I met a Chinese girl on interpals and we started a LDR. I met her last year in China, and we made love during our trip. She said she was a virgin (and on the pill) so we used no protection.
I got back March last year with no problems. Last week I got a very severe flu and went to the doctor. I have aids. Fucking aids.
One person. One. And I got fucking aids.
How can people even blame us for being bitter? How can they say we don't try? I went to the other side of the world for a gf. I was willing to help a girl who deserved a better life, and I was rewarded with aids. Fucking aids.
I've been crying ever since the doctor told me. It just isn't fair. I didn't party it up and sleep around, I tried to be the nice guy and help a sweet kind hearted Chinese girl. I got aids. I haven't even told her yet, I don't even know what the fuck to say to her. I loved her.
I'm currently at the edge of a national park crying in my car. Some anon here give me some hope, anything, that my life isn't fucked. I'm tempted to start walking and never turn back, just fucking go full into the wild and disappear. This isn't fucking fair.
The doctor gave me the whole speech of how it's manageable bla bla bla. He didn't understand though. My entire life I always had that hope, that someday I'd meet the girl. I thought I had met her for fucks sake. But this virus is literally the end of that hope. No woman, NONE, will want to be with someone who not only has AIDS but its a fucking loner too.
Enjoy your extremely painful death, OP.
You should've known all women are liars and whores. Now you're going to die from a simple cold that's so severe it causes delirium and extreme pain while you cough up chunks of your lungs and blood.
>had bareback sex with a Chinese girl
If your story is real, I'm sorry.
You have another decade to live almost normally.
Maybe a bit more.
It really sucks that you know your time is so limited, but you should make the best use of it regardless.
> Vaginal sex
A meta-analysis of 10 studies exploring the risk of transmission through vaginal sex was published in 2009.4 It estimated the risk of HIV transmission through receptive vaginal sex (receiving the penis in the vagina) to be 0.08% (equivalent to 1 transmission per 1,250 exposures).
>A meta-analysis of three studies exploring the risk from insertive vaginal sex (inserting the penis into the vagina) was estimated to be 0.04% (equivalent to 1 transmission per 2,500 exposures).4
A low risk doesn't mean impossible, you retard. AIDS is prolific for a reason.
Watch some Elliot Rodger videos. They will make you feel better.
Just become MGTOW. I don't plan on having a gf either on purpose. And there is always your safety net that should give you some comfort (suicide).
>has bareback sex with a Chinese green card chaser he met online
>surprised when shit goes south
Sorry, OP. If it makes you feel any better, there are women in the same boat as you. Go find them.
She is from Shanghai. This was the first city of our trip together.
My tablets year is one year early, so all exif data probably says 2013 instead of 2014 btw.
>I went to the other side of the world for a gf. I was willing to help a girl who deserved a better life,
Wait a minute, are you actually playing off your desperation to get your dick wet as being charitable? Holy keks
ok thats it, I'm for sure never going to have sex...
Unless I have her tested while locked in a castle to make sure she doesn't fuck Chad without a condor when I'm not looking
I mean it's one year behind, bad choice of wording. sorry
But she didn't get pregnant?
I've never heard of anyone getting it through kissing, but the vagina can easily tear a little during sex and if you get a bit of her blood in your urethra you could definately get it through PIV
With todays drugs you can last a long time. If you've got the money to pay for it that is...
Also it could be a false positive. I would retake the test after you get over you flu.
Jesus, OP. People are being pricks. I'm so sorry, man. You don't deserve what happened to you. I hope you find love one day.
Hold on let me find one. I took lots of pics and very few had either of us in them (I hate photos)
I don't even feel bad for you, that's what you get for having sex with the lowest of the low, goodluck in the rat league anon
Yes, definitely. It is a death sentence to always be a loner. Having sex with me is now potentially deadly. Why would anyone want this.
Thanks, your words are oddly comforting. I am just having a big break down right now.
Her little sister. her family lives near Beijing so we went on a trip to the great wall. Trying to find a good pic of her (have fucking thousands of random pics)
I think it's possible she got it from blood transfusion or donating blood or something. In China they put the blood back into your body after extracting plasma because of superstitions. China is a fucked up place I don't know how she got it.
Shit quality pic, still looking. Snapped this of her because she was doing the infamous asian squat.
Found one. Pic is her with a cousin we met while visiting Xi'an.
This morning on wechat.
I don't really know what to say to her.
I'm sorry for what happened to you, OP, I really am. Ignore the mean anons, this is some serious shit right here. My sorry probbably means nothing since I can't physically help you, but I hope things get better. I have an uncle with AIDS and he had it since the 80s. He's in his late 50s now and doing just fine, and this was before treatment for it got better. Do well anon, and I like your pictures. Asian Architecture is something that really makes me...comfy.
My best friend (and only) browses /r9k/ and I'd rather not let him know I have HIV, let alone a LDR chinese gf who gave me it... I don't want to show my face.
OP aids nowadays is not as bad as it used to be, like your doctor said it is manageable now, and may soon even be cured
Also, regarding the girl, two possibilities:
either you got it from her, and she already has it, so you can continue dating/fucking her as normal
or you got it from somewhere else, and she really was the virginal princess she claimed to be
And even if you do't want to fuck her again you are now a straight man with aids, which must be pretty rare, so you should be in a much better position to date another woman with aids
Thanks. Just sharing with you guys is kind of comfy. I like asian architecture too. They also have nice little statues around the city.
How common? I don't have any other doctors in the near area as I'm very rural. If it's common I will drive to the nearest city.
>In China they put the blood back into your body after extracting plasma because of superstitions.
They do that here in America too.
Plasma donation and whole blood donation are two different things.
It's not due to superstition. It's because when they take whole blood, they take a smaller amount of liquid. When they take plasma, they take a LOT of your blood out and then return it to you with isotonic solution mixed in place of the plasma.
If they took that much whole blood out of you at a time you'd become extremely weak and ill.
Well. I feel a little better after unloading onto you guys. Sorry for sounding like a loser, but I just feel so fucking depressed. I'm going to spend the night in the woods to reflect. I don't really know how to explain it, but I just feel like getting away from everything for a night and be truly alone. I'll probably drive into the city tomorrow to take a new test, or order some online if I can find them. Goodbye, and thanks to the anons who tried to cheer me up.
If Magic Johnson got the cure for AIDs
And all the broke mufuckas passed away
You telling me if my robot was in the NBA, he'd be ok?
Seriously though, I was gonna come ITT and tell you to fuck off normie etc, but you actually got a shit hand dealt to you.
Just a reminder to robots to stop trying. It only ever gets worse
>Stupid normalfag who couldn't be celibate ascended race gets what he deserves.
I wish this were true and I hope all Normals die of stds.
Biomedical Scientist here, this is a bullshit story made by a virgin.
Unless you post proof, as in the lab report showing (which the doctor would give you) you have HIV, and there will be two because to confirm HIV labs need to run both an antigen test and an immunoassay/ELISA you are bullshitting.
Can people get AIDS from having sex once, sure.
Can someone on /r9k/ who uses their 'diagnosis' to spin some bullshit 'see this is why we hate women right bros we are so hard done by' story? Nope
Grade A faggot right here.
I was saying to my friends just the other day that as a guy who never has sex I am more vulnerable to VD. They laughed at me and assured me that all ofthem and even the skuzziest of wohres they fucked had never got any bad VD through unprotected sex so it was OK. I told them that they'd built up a resistance to VD through their encounters by having caught mild doses and they just too kthe piss out of me. I told them I was like the south americans when the spaniards came and would be wiped out by VD and they just insinuated I was gay. Fucking norms.
and fuck that Martin Shrekli guy for jacking up aids medication.
we can fuck him in the ass too because his medicine is horse shit.
just toke up bros.
>let a hook up from grindr fuck me in the ass bareback
>he even cum inside me
>STILL NO STDS
What a glorious feel. I'll never have bareback sex again though.
I hope you contract something, chum
Simple. Everyone with aids has the limitation of only dating people who are insane, or already infected. Date another person with aids, their options are limited as well so their standards will be lower.
It takes a long period of time like years, but yes it can be cured. If you knew anything about why volatile plant compounds and terpenes work in curing illnesses, as well as undoing genetic modification from viruses maybe your gay dad wouldn't have died.
Not the same anon but holy shit you sound retarded. I hope you and your hipster faggot alternative medicine die in a low and painful death.
Trusting that kind of bs is why people consider you retarded in life.
>he fell for the 3D meme.
You know exactly who is to blame for this.
This fucking bitch gave you HIV OP. Travel to China and shoot her in the head. I'm not even joking. She lied to you and gave you a death sentence. If a woman did this to me my rage would be hotter than a thousand suns.
My deepest condolences.
I met a girl like that too.
She lied to me aswell like yours did.
I dont know if she gave me Aids or not but I dont think so, but im sure that she gave me chlamydia and like I said lied about all the other shit.
Its shitty that you only get an eye for these kind of sluts after they infested you with their rotten personality and vagina.