sorry Op it's hard to loose such a close friend, for some the only ones we know.
>Nope but nice try
you're lying. If you're white and dislike dogs, well... you're not white then actually. Must have a strong strain of nigger or moorish blood running within you. Dogs are the natural evolutionary companions of the white man. You're either a non-white or a sociopath, I suspect the latter. What a disaster.
>have boxer pitbull mix
>dog grew up with me, I watched it sleep on a washcloth as a puppy
>was mah nigga
>come home from school and see my mom crying with this thing wrapped up in a shower curtain
>she got it put to sleep
fuck i didnt even get to say goodbye
So did I. Honestly. About 4 hours ago.
She was 16 and it was an easy enviable death.
I held it together until after but I was still a mess. I'm sorry for your loss OP. I'll never be as close to anything as I was with that dog but she was a Collie and an absolute athlete right up into middle age. It was worse to see her alive trying to eat with her back legs collapsed and sleeping the rest of the day.
>dog is only 6 months old
>had a dream once that she died and wanted to kill myself