Well, I said I'd give 2016 two weeks and it's nearly time. Nothing has improved and I fucking still hate my life and everything to do with it. So I'm going to kill myself this Saturday hopefully.
Any other robots giving up?
Not everyone is capable of just bettering themselves just because they "tried". Maybe he was living out what seemed to be a good life but wasn't able to be himself which caused his depression. Stop acting like being happy/normal is something that just magically happens to you when you "try". Besides all you do with comments like that is make people like OP feel even worse because they feel like they aren't as good as others.
Fuck off and let him die in peace. Maybe he will make peace with God and have something that he can for once look forward to.
>Fuck off and let him die in peace
If he wanted to die, he would already be dead. You would know that if you weren't so stupid. The fact that he made this thread is PROOF that he DOESN'T want to die so I will try to help him until he is dead.
>Followed advice given by normies like just be yourself and lift weights, etc
Did you lift weights? People almost always become more confident after they slim down/bulk up. I feel like you started but lost motivation.
He just wanted to see how many people were going with him in a sort of approval seeking way. "Any other robots giving up?"
Honestly you're just being a dick by trying to stop him.
See this is what happens when you let /r9k/ become normal's new trend
See: THIS is a fucking normie. I can't believe that robots call me a normalfag when people like this exist.
What does this even mean? Normies just love saying shit. Like their fucking canned advice will somehow turn a persons life around.
Man up means act like a man. Look at the bigger picture. Realise you have responsibilites, not only to yourself but to society, and actively try to make yourself a better person.
The fact I have to explain that to you makes me think you're 12 and expect your parents to do everything for you.
>It works for non-defective people.
OH. So you know that the advice won't work for robots but you give it anyway? Wow. I hope you know how fucking stupid you are.
>Man up means act like a man
Ah, is that what you're doing? "Acting like a man" while browsing r9k? Please do not respond to me you fucking hypocrite.
Fuck me, normies are stupid and so easy to trigger.
2016 had such a good start. I got a better job, I got a car, and the 19 years of suffering (my age) seems to have paid off. Last year I was contemplating suicide and now I'm smiling. Anon don't do it, keep applying for jobs. Maybe get work experience but most of all just find something joyful to do. Go watch the sunset near a lake or sea, it made me happy. Maybe it can make you happy 2
>Because robots are a meme identity.
That doesn't even mean anything and you know it.
>You have literally latched onto a meme to explain your weakness and personal failings.
What's your excuse for your weakness and personal failings? Hm? Do you think you're better because you've just accepted them? You aren't. You're not a robot but you're no better than the robots, moron.
Good journey, OP.
Don't listen to normies saying "Din du you try make ur lyfe better? Dont do it, just b urself :^)".
Don't listen to robots saying that you are on only right way.
Do what you think is has to be done.
If you are tired enough, give it a chance or maybe your small hopes are what is gonna convience to try one more time.
Only what is really important, if you do, don't fuck it up. No way back, that would be your last road, warrior.
Love for yourself, and die when you want to, and on your own terms, OP you faggot.
Be sure to try and experience a genuine moment of pleasure before the deed. That's how I stopped myself the last time.
What do you desire, OP? Ask yourself that question everyday, and do everything you can to make it happen. There's no point in giving into the absurdity of life by means of suicide. Grab life by the balls and make it your bitch.
This time last year I was totally suicidal, OP. I was planning an exit bag or walking in front of a train. I could not see a way out
12 months on, I'm still here. I may not be fulfilled or even that happy but fuck me, my mindset improved
Pain is actually the best way of growing as a person. The sense of accomplishment and "fuck you world" thinking that comes from overcoming depression and hopelessness can be truly inspiring. I really hope you reconsider your decision to end your life and just keep fighting, for better or worse. Fight this bastard called life and never let it win
The first step in overcoming mental illness or physical disability is understanding that you may never have a normal life, and making your peace with that fact, before moving on to attempting to get as normal a life as possible.
desu have you tried drugs at all? I think a lot of people are frustrated they can't be themselves because they've been mega-cucked by their parents instilling deep-seated normie advice. A set of "moral standards" or parameters for "degenerate behaviour" they never bother to explore and see if it actually has merit as something that helps you "b yourself"
and you just assume depressed people are stupid and don't know this, and that they haven't evaluated their own subjective experience of life and determined it not a worthwhile pursuit? Surprised you can see us down here because that is one high horse.
Take a step back here, I'm >>25720402 but you shouldn't act like drugs solve everything. I mainly just want OP to have some fun if he's going to off himself for real, but then again, he might just be a whiny little bitch who doesn't have the balls, nobody knows that, not even him.
If you really tried, you wouldn't be giving up right now. Be honest with yourself. If you radically changed your life it could improve, but you don't want to. You're too tired to actually do something about it. Killing yourself is lazy.
Second part of what i said was mostly just me musing on it. I think a lot of people don't realize the full spectrum of what's out there because they don't bother to analyze why they feel a certain way about something.
Drugs were just the facet of life that drove that home for me, cracked open my world like a geode. I don't do them much anymore but they certainly made me question boundaries, and through stepping over some of those I believe I lead a better life than I was.
Plus I made and lost a lot of friends through that cycle, and people treat that as if it's a bad thing but it isn't. Being friends with other drug addicts for the most part is like talking with people from your neighborhood at a bus stop. You don't have to talk long, they have literally zero expectations of you as a human being beyond that you aren't a scum-sucking piece of shit, you have no obligations to hang out later and it's super informal.
Before you kill yourself, talk to us one last time on the day. I'll remember you man :')
i'm seriously thinking about it too OP
i hate my life, everything about it desu. i don't have the ability to experience joy or fun. i've been lifting and now i'm fit enough that people comment on me working out or whatever. also i have a very easy job that makes me more money than i know how to spend. i sell drugs on the side and basically have free, unlimited access to all the drugs i want to do.
i have a car, a tv, a pc, a smartphone. for many people i have it made, life on easymode
but it sucks, i hate everything. i experience no joy being around other people. i wish i could just sleep 20hrs a day and spend the other 4hrs eating one huge meal. just waiting until a major happening and a great cleansing of normies.
i have nothing to obsess about. i've been autistically buying vitamins and supplements hoping that one of them will fix my brain so i can feel happy again but i'm about to give up on even continuing that.
i can't even remember when i was last happy. back before i graduated i had the hope that life would get better when i was working and out of school but it didn't. and now that hope is gone.
Then you are a fool. I've tried for 30 years (dont count the first ten) and found nothing but failure. Graduated 2-year college with shit degree because my career counselor gave me shit advice in an effort to make the school more money by keeping me thier longer (did an extra semester before figuring it out). Joined USNavy. Kicked out for being drunken asshole when off-duty and telling my Senior Chief what I really thought of him when he asked me to. Worked construction for a few years. Foreman always telling me and everyone else I am his best worker. Leads to resentment from others. Ask foreman for raise and denied every time. Quit after a couple years. Become driver for rich old man. Old man dies, end of job.
There is more but dont want textwall.
Tldr. I've put in the effort and gotten the same rewards as if I hadn't.
But then you have to be near French people.
Actually went to the embassy to sign up several years ago, but when they found out I wanted le cape blanche they refused to speak anything but French to me, so I left.