mom keeps calling me. i skipped thnxgiving and christmas. no

why you cant

boot up apparently

>>25709092
i cant stand to face her

>>25709487
why not though senpai? did you fuck up or did she, and how?

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>>25708983
>you will never have a druggie gf who had to sleep around to survive day to day, and then rescue her from the darkness with your love
She'd probably dump me later for chad anyway :./

>>25709581
i've known a couple heroin addict girls

they all ended up becoming their drug dealers fuck toy because they get free drugs

>>25708983
dat yellow lighter, bad luck man

>>25708983
>injecting drugs

Jfc why would anyone do that to themselves

>>25709572
i did. i spend my days shooting up heroin and browsing the internet. watching movies sometimes. i look terrible. its all too much
>>25709613
i buy my heroin from a guy who lives 3000 miles away. so i cant fuck him.
>>25709721
i always thought it was white lighters that were bad luck?
>>25709782
the feel

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>>25709974
>i spend my days shooting up heroin

so whats it like being a failed normie?

>>25710120
its not great honeslty

>>25709974
/hopesonhold/

>>25709613
heroin dealer here, I have fucked some qt's for H but I rarely, RARELY do it. Heroin is a more valuable commodity than sex for those addicted. I could fuck this girl, sure, but why not just bang an extra bag?

>>25709581
Female drug addicts always just end up in their dealers harem. Then once they fuck up and steal his shit she gets turned out for pimping. Provided she doesn't land in prison or the morgue before then.

>>25709782
I've considered it, but not to get high, to sadoku. And not Heyron.

>>25708983
i wish my mom would call
its been years
the heroin helps though

>>25709974
watch oslo 31 august

it will make you feel better

You you have hiv or hep c op?

Hey Katie Cormier, kill yourself.

How do you make money op?

>>25712114
no. but I've also never shared needles. I've never even gotten high with another person. Im always alone. Its better that way
>>25712183
i got hit by a police car when i was 14. got almost half a million settlement. in 11 years ive only spent about $110,000. most of it on heroin and cigarettes

>>25712751
Op, for fuck's sake, you are rich, go enjoy it!
And for real, invest it, because with that much money you could be making enough to live on just off of the returns, so it'll last forever.
Or at least until you od.

Go live life though, at least you aren't poor like most of us.
Go skydiving or something for the adrenaline rush.

>>25712847
money doesnt buy happiness and isnt the cure to crippling social anxiety.
my money is taken care of. luckily i have family investing half of it because i dont even need it. so all my bills are taken out of that account which as far as i can tell never loses money.
but seriously skydiving sounds terrible and so does almost anything. I'm fairly content in the safe, lonely, dim lit, high speed internet having apartment with none invasive neighbors. i find solace in the stale smell and raw emotion

>>25712993
How the fuck do you have crippling social anxiety on a never-ending supply of heroin and limitless possibilities due to having money? I've shot heroin 5 times. beats the shit out of alcohol.

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>>25712751
start winding your habit down at 500k, youll make excuses not to but fucking do it. easy to slow down and then maintain or quit when you still have the resources to _feel_ confident about your near future

>>25713297
i found heroin when i was 17. for a couple years it was the only way i could go the the store or to a friends house. that was before i discovered delivery groceries and stopped calling all my friends back. at this point the heroin and anxiety live in harmony. and again money is only worth the heroin and top ramen that it buys. it will bring me no further joy.
>>25713335
>implying i have high hopes for my future

>>25710969
I don't see how people can get of on opiates. I don't use heroin but I've been doing.oxycodone for about a year and just switched to oxymorphone cause its stronger and cheaper

>>25713562
Muster up the willpower to tamper off?

>>25713861
I meant get off as in orgasm lol. But nah I'm hoping this kills me sometime soon lol

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>>25713498
hopes or not its about avoiding the worst life has to offer. its about being able to keep using without being having to quit.

>>25713884
Oh and oh ok

>>25712993
>my money is taken care of
>I'm fairly content in the safe, lonely, dim lit, high speed internet having apartment with none invasive neighbors. i find solace in the stale smell and raw emotion

You have no idea how jealous I am. All I want to do is fade away somewhere like that without ever having to worry about money.

>>25709613
None of them died?

>>25714020
yeah its not terrible

>>25712751

>injured by self-insured municipality with no liability limits
>settling for 500k

Senpai who the fuck was your lawyer. They fucked it up. That's an easy 1.5 mil

>>25714112
no, i only know of one person that died from an OD and it was a guy

>>25714555
The only heroin addict I've known died from sepsis. Was a very bad way to go. I wish it had been an OD.

>>25714544
injuries were really mild. by the time i would have been in front of a judge i would have been fully healed. first offer was half a mil. I took it

>>25714605
he must have used one dirty fucking needle for that to happen

or maybe really dirty water

>>25714627

Nah, should gave gone to trial. 14 year old injured by cop car? Highly sympathetic character. Depends on the state though.

is that you in the pic?

why can't you go over?

>>25709974
It /is/ white lighters, anon is retarded.

>>25708983
Does your mother even know anything about your current situation?

You should talk to her, she loves you, and cares about you. Just call her, you have no idea how much she'd appreciate it

op, take baby steps and get a job, it's the only way you are going to get comfortable around other people

That girl is my ex, used to shoot up with her back in the day but she moved and we broke up. last I heard she ODed and passed away last year.

>>25715188
normies give shitty generic advice like it's their jobs

>>25714658
fuck it honestly. im fine with what ive got
>>25714699
because shes going to ask questions. questions i dont want to answer
>>25715188
she knows very little. for the most part im able to convince her that im normie
i know she loves me. but im ashamed and cant tell her the truth. just empty fleeting lies
>>25715210
im not sure i want to be "comfortable" around others. again, im rather content with the way things are

>>25715340
mom keeps calling
>talk to her then
"""that's shitty advice"""

well there really are only two options here, either you deal with what you'll inevitably have to deal with now, or avoid dealing with what you'll inevitably have to deal with later

explain to me why the former isn't better than the latter

>>25715591
obviously the answer in a perfect world is to not deal with it at all

>>25716295
yeah well in a perfect world you wouldn't be shooting heroin

>>25716741
Or would she?

>>25716776
no she wouldn't

she wouldn't be slinking away from family gatherings out of shame either