>getting close to orgasm
>hold back a little
>suddenly building orgasm is gone
>try to bring it back
>bored and frustrated
who /low sex drive/
>only masturbate to avoid wet dreams which are messy and gross
>get ready to have a fap session
>something distracts me
>end up surfing wikipedia
>find myself two hours later sitting with my cock in one hand reading a ten page article about early twentieth century agriculture in south australia
i guess i'm pretty low sex drive
This happen to me recently I was in the middle of a good fap to one of the best one's in years since I'm on the happy pills. Then I remembered something about edging and held back my orgasm. My dick then went flaccid and I couldn't orgasm again. I swear I almost ripped off my dick in frustration after spending hours just trying to get it up. Life won't even let me enjoy pleasuring myself.
>actually feel like fapping for a change
>start going at it
>feels pretty amazing
>hear a noise
>have to stop for a couple minutes
>start trying to finish again
>it feels like shit now
>just beat it out as fast as possible and have an orgasm that gives me less pleasure than sneezing
>don't jerk off again for a week
Hate his place.
I rarely, maybe like once a month get legitimately horny. Most of the time I fap is because I am bored/want to feel good. To do this I have to spend up to hours browsing my specific fetishes for a fap that maybe lasts two minutes at most and a weak orgasm + cleanup.
>Get wet dreams anyways
I never should've found porn and 2D, now everyday I wake up with my hand in my dick so not to smear my underwear with jizz, it's already become a reflex.
This happens to me but only when I'm kinda lukewarm about fapping in the first place, and am trying to get it over with too fast. Like my body is going through the steps so quickly it loses focus and shuts down.
>getting close to orgasm after edging for an hour
>take hand off dick to prevent it and go another time
>misjudge, do it too late
>there's no stopping it now
>put hand back on dick and start rubbing in an attempt to salvage the situation
>cum tiny driblets in a pitiful orgasm that I barely feel
An hour I could have spent shitposting, wasted.
>been edging for a while
>getting close to orgasm
>start cumming anyways when i'm just holding my dick
feels good man. i have to nofap for a few days to get that to happen, but the orgasm is so much more intense and it lasts a few extra seconds too so its worth it.
My anxiety/panic always gets worse after I cun and stays that way for a few days after, and the more I cum/do it multiple times in a day, it gets even worse. I have to time my faps so I'm only extra anxious when I don't need to be anywhere. Maybe that's why I have no libido anymore, what the point in chasing chicks if fucking them will just fuck my shit up?