Who else /junkie/ here? I'm trying to kick, but have been using for 4 years. I started when my mother and sister died (car crash), got addicted to depression medication, stopped giving a shit and moved on to heroin (first smoking, then injecting). I've seen four of my friends die, both directly and indirectly because of the dope, and don't really feel the high anymore.
Also, AMA if anyone is interested.
INB4 "degenerate" - I already know I am.
Tried subutex for the first time on the 30th. Used all through 6th of Jan lol. I keep telling myself the shit just isn't as good as I initially thought. Yet I still want more. Should I just cut my connection to the dealer and settle with Cubensis once in a while? Is this how a serious addiction starts? From what I've had experienced people telling me is that it sneaks upon you faster than u kno .
On my own I used to just lay in bed and enjoy the numbness.
With other people it's different - a kind of shared experience that's hard to describe, but at the same time you're all experienceing different things. I've had sex a couple of times while high, but sex doesn't really have anything on shooting up - I've lost interest really and haven't even kissed a girl in two years, I just don't care about it anymore.
you live in western australia perhaps? Wanna trade supplies? i'll str8 up buy dope from yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i'm actually an addict too. Morphine's my game (im sure you know about seed tea).
you ever OD'd bro? if so, how did you survive?
I've never used Subutex, i think it would be hard to get without a prescription where I live. never heard of Cubensis.
As i said, I started with an addiction to depression medication and started doubling my prescribed doses, self-medicating, and started smoking. I did a bit a coke but essentially went straight from prescription meds to heroin.
>you live in western australia perhaps? Wanna trade supplies? i'll str8 up buy dope from yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I'm in the UK. I've committed a lot of crimes to get money and done some shit that makes me want to be sick thinking about it but fuck selling dope in the UK - British judges give out 10-year sentences for supply pretty casually.
>i'm actually an addict too. Morphine's my game (im sure you know about seed tea).
Yeah, never tried it myself.
>you ever OD'd bro? if so, how did you survive?
I never ODed, but two of my friends died of OD.
>the fuck kinda "depression medication" where they giving you? how can you abuse SSRIs?
I've had pretty much everything prescribed me. When you're taking four times the prescription dose of diazepam you're pretty much abusing.