At what age did you realize your friends weren't really

>>25704620
I think I was 11 at the time

Probably in my early 20's

>>25704620
Well i mean this basically hits after high school

Maybe after college?

You'll definitely have one or two best buds that will follow you through life and would take a bullet for you

Your family is usually one of those

The others are just acquaintances
normies just don't understand

>>25704620
Quite a while ago, but it's only been about a year since I cut everyone off.

>>25704620
Middle school, I left the friend group and made some new friends in highschool
I learned it again in highschool too

>>25704620
Count your friends, on your hand. Now look again, they're not your friends. Your life is a lie.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cye-1RP5jso

They suddenly decided as a group to act as if I wasn't there at some point in high school and never switched back.

>>25704620

Probably I ever thought it, but I fully realized it when I was something like 22, 23 years old.
I fallen again into thinking 3d people deserved something when I met my oneitis 5 years ago, but after 2 painful years I finally realized life and people have really no meaning.

I have one best bro that i love more than my life.

He's the only human i connect to, each time one of us read a good book, something that makes us grow our think better, the other one reads it too. We discuss philosophy, economy, politics, literatures, news, etc. Neither of us would still live if it the other wasn't there.

>tfw when he had a psychosis and now he's crazy and i don't recognize him. I mean he isn't logical at all anymore

>tfw i have to take care of him because nobody would and he would end up rotting in a mental institute.

Feels bad man

>>25704620
you cant have more than 3 close actual friends

>>25705889
Don't antipsychotics work on him? I'm schizophrenic and haven't had any hallucinations whatsoever for two years since I started taking them. Everything is still completely different from before because of the shitty side-effects, but I can think rationally, which I couldn't during my psychotic episode.

>>25704620
Around 16, I cut them all off shortly after I turned 17, when they all forgot my Birthday and I cried.

At about 5 years old.