like zero zero
I'm kinda starving here
at least I have half a bottle of scotch for tonight
Don't feel bad I live in my friends car when he's not using it. I literally have nothing. Same outfit for 3 weeks no shit. At least you got scotch. I park outside of mcfaggots and shitpost on a stolen iPod touch. I couldn't get money on PayPal if I tried.. An we read these warm neets compare waifu an cry wanting to kill themselves. Come live THIS fuckin life man
>nuuu muh motherboard ;__;
Drugs. And enabling my fiance at all costs to get more drugs. My family is well off. Now just throw money at me to make me go away.
I never wanted family to throw money at me and then fuck off. I just wanted family to listen. To say "yeah its okay. Come home for a few days" not "get the fuck out of here or I'll call the cops"
Arguably I've had all the support I could ask for. Not trying to crybaby but you should go tell someone close to you you love them today. Do it for me. Before you freeze to death on a park bench at night like my friend did 2 night ago.
I guess it happens progressively. But I'm retarded addicted to the most powerful opioid painkiller in the world.
You hear people say what their first time was like.
Imagine animu is real an waifu gives you the longest hug ever.
Then when it goes away you literally will sell all your possessions to just feel like that one more time. And when you do it long enough, without it you're physically sick.
>but you'll end up like me sick, in someone else's car, broke, hungry, and cold. Trying to think of an excuse good enough to get well. Or who you can Rob/rip off to get right.
Too far away. And that takes gas too bro. Too cold to walk.
>them feels though when there's an indescribable look of shame on everyone you knows face.
>then tell me you won't put a needle in your arm
I've got a room but it's utterly shit
I know most of that feels because some of my troubles come from opiates abuse too
I look too young and somewhat well self-preserved (as far as the look goes) to wanting to go there more than once in a while
thanks guys tho
nice to talk with someone sometimes
>tfw the only thing that stopped my decent into being a full blown drugfiend was a full blown psychosis with the whole package (voices, halucinations, depersonalization)
>tfw you now suffer from a light serotonin-syndrom and every day you have to tell yourself "if I take drugs I'll probably die"
>tfw you count the days till you get old, not because you'll retire but because you know you'll turn into a drugfiend and die quick
fuck mates, why has my brain an affinity for psychosis? I just want to feel good on MDMA and LSD again