Just finished my first week of giving up, quite liberating, not trawling around multiple dating sites only to get ignored or told to fuck off has given me so much more time to do anything else. Which is obviously nothing but thats besides the point.
I give up every two or three years but then a couple months later I'll give up on giving up and try again. It fucks things up socially and for work but usually I end up doing some kind of music or art or something that I'm proud of during the months when I've given up so maybe it's worth the trouble.
Sometimes I wonder if the times in between when I do my best to pass for a normie are the real giving up and the months when I "give up" are when I'm being most true to myself but I just don't have the confidence to sustain it.
>>Be loser living with parents and working PT >>Jealous of friends who own houses >>Had a vivid dream I had a waifu and qt daughter >>Decided I wanted to improve myself, lose 60 lbs >>Get job and go back to college >>Get own apt
But it's like I did this all for fucking nothing. The remaining single girls my age are super picky. If you don't have a house and job good they're not interested. Younger girls are weirdly flaky. I feel like there's rules I don't know but keep breaking. Like, a girl will seem interested and give me her number but then vanish like a ghost leaving me wondering wtf I did wrong.
>>Mon visage when I'm so close to just going back to being a NEET
>>25701730 Tell that to others of your species. I know it's wrong to generalize, yet I also know I'd better cope up with being ... this, rather than trying again and failing again. Who gave up did so for their own reasons, and at least for me I'm not looking back.
i constantly give up my life (job, college, high school) and then just sit at home infront my pc then i get bored again and that after a few days i give up again and sit at home again and then try again and the fail again and fucking shit i fucking hate this fuckign ashit FUCK
I work for the reserves, so my job is pretty nice. I feel it's about all I have left that's good, other than mindless indulgences like beer and vidya.
I gave up on my hobbies after being constantly told that all my work in them were shit. Drawing, 3d stuff... I'm sick of being told I'm shit for reasons I either can't control, or because I'm not doing something that some specific people demand. (Or worse yet, showing something, going "okay the primary feature thing is just blocked out so I can easily change it later, how's the layout IN GENERAL" and then they nitpick tiny bullshit that's easily fixed, demand I scrap the whole thing over it, and give me no notes on the project as a whole)
I'm just mad all the time now, too. Even reading stuff online sets me off bad enough that I hit my keyboard, even when it's things that aren't offensive. Even looking at things I kinda like, I get upset.
>>25702257 umm sources for your argument? and well you may feel like that for your personal reasons, but to me loving someone and nurturing them is enough giving back to me, the happiness i would give that person would be enough for me, knowing im helping them and knowing that they will grow to love me too
>>25702257 >Because DNA I haven't been following your discussion or know what you're talking about, but somehow I already know you're wrong about everything and should stop talking. Also kill yourself.
>>25702330 Source is everything around me. I'm Italian, I live in the normiest of cities band being a virgin at the age of 18 is considered the greatest sin you could ever commit. So, when I say love is a consequence of need, it's because I know. I don't expect you to understand, but one day you will realize. What if you spend so much love on a person and then you're told to fuck off? How'd ya feel about it? It's how I, if not us, felt everyday.
>>25702467 I still don't know or really care what you're talking about, but beginning anything with "Because DNA." is probably some biotruther idiot who thinks that MUH GENES is the direct cause of all your hot opinions and thus makes your opinions FACTS
inb4 >ad-hom, ad-hom! strawman strawman! NORMIES REEEEEEEEEEE this ain't no argument nigga I'm just saying you a dumb dumb
The one comforting thing that I find some peace in is that I can always kill myself if things get too bad. That door will always be there. Being a wagecuck, I guess I could buy some smack and OD. I hear it's generally one of the more pleasant ways to off yourself.
>>25701067 >Who here /gave up/? >How do you cope with it?
That's really contradictory because if you actually "gave up" then there would be nothing to "cope with", I've given up on ever finding "true love" because I realized it doesn't exist, humans are driven by lust (and delude ourselves to think otherwise with the help of brain chemicals). So I don't cope with anything, I don't even really think about it, just from the way you're speaking you clearly haven't given up and some part of you is holding on to your "dream", when you finally give up you won't even give a fuck, you won't even think about what you gave up on.
I haven't given up, but I don't really have hope either?
There's nothing going on in my life and I don't really think anything interesting will ever happen. I don't have any plans, goals, or ambitions, and I'm not going to be able to kill myself until my parents die, so I'm sort of stuck where I am right now. I'm too scared to leave my room, I really don't like other people and really don't want to be involved with anyone no matter what, but I'm going to need to do it eventually. Last time I had a job, I was anxious 24/7 and wanted to kill myself more than I ever have before. I'd get home from work and only have peace for half an hour before I started panicking about having to go into work tomorrow. What was I going to fuck up next, what shit are they going to give me, how much are they going to yell at me for working too slow, how awkward and autistic am I going to be while serving someone, how many low key jabs at me are they going to make, how much am I going to feel like killing myself by the end of the day?
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