>>25693327 This. The kind of tiredness that we feel is beyond any physical, mental, or emotional tire. Just existing makes me want to lay down and not get up. And yet at the same time, the idea of everything coming to an end scares me, and even if it didn't I don't think I'd like the process of dying very much.
>>25693327 Who only available methods of suicide are too painful to do to completion? I don't have anything solid to really hang from, so I try suspension hanging but that shit hurts. I tried to cut my wrists but it hurts too much to go deep enough to get the vein. I have no money for a gun, no money at all, can't even buy drugs to kill myself with. I literally have thirty pennies to my name, that's it. Also, really small town, no big building to jump from, everything's just high enough to break my back or legs but not high enough to guarantee death. As much as I want to die, I have a low pain threshold and can't override my instincts of "oh shit that hurts better stop".
>>25693562 Unless you live in the rural midwest, jumping off something tall is always available to you. Although a frightening percentage of people who survive say the regret the decision immediately after jumping. Makes you wonder how many people who killed themselves by jumping plummeted to their death wishing they could go back.
>>25693598 I live in a dirt road town in Florida. The tallest roof here is a Winn-Dixie, which is not hardly tall enough to jump from. There's not even an overpass or anything near me. Also it's lolflorida, no natural elevation to jump from.
>tired of living just to suffer >things haven't gotten bad enough for me to take initiative and end it yet It's like watching a really bad television show, but the remote's across the room and you really don't want to get up, so you just bear with it and hope things get better. Then one day the girl you love breaks your heart again, and you walk across the room, pick up the remote, and blow your brains out.
>>25693701 What the fuck part of thirty fucking dirty pennies sitting on my coffee table did you not fucking get? All the money I have in the world amounts to thirty fucking cents. No, I don't have a car. I haven't been to Tampa in years, because I have no way to get there. Even if I had bus fare, no bus goes out to Tampa, no bus even exists in my town.
>>25693754 If I could just sack up and push through and wait a few minutes, I could finally successfully hang myself, but all I ever wind up with is a sore neck. Now I have faggy emo cuts on my wrist, on top of everything. I don't know how nips stab themselves to death.
>>25693327 >tfw you're just waiting for the creation of artificial intelligence and the technological singularity which will result in immortality and resurrection of the dead the creation of AI is humanity saying "okay god, we're ready for you now
>>25693813 I know scientific breakthroughs are advancing at an exponential rate but I still don't see this occurring in our lifetime and if it does, it will be way out of the price range of the average robot.
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