I don't know why I don't look more like a girl after so long on hormones. I hate myself and I hate that I have to face the world like this. It's so hard going to work. Kind of considering suicide.
Please help me somehow :(
People are going to be mean here not sure why you posted. If you're being serious and want to reach out for help online try leddit. R/suicidewatch has helped me on multiple occasions. Don't kill yourself and I hope you feel better.
You could get a job where you work from home doing phone support. Pay might be shit compared to what you're doing now but maybe that'd be preferable.
>People are going to be mean
This is true. Maybe try >>>/lgbt/
What are you doing here? Are you b8? You know what will /r9k/ thibks about transexuals. I myself was tempted to tell you to kill yourself but ill make an exeption in the small chance that actually are another human being who is suffering. Go look for help and get out of here, for your own good.
if only you lived anywhere close to me, OP. I'd treat you as a princess like you deserve to be treated, regardless of how feminine you are. the only affirmation i need is that you feel like a woman, so that's what I'd treat you as
i'd cuddle, make out or fuck you for hours on end every day if it meant making you happy <3
Another retard falling for trans meme.
You are probably ok guy, being guilible is nothing wrong especially for a person with disorded.
But those who created and encouraged this meme should hang.
i'm in europe
i'd add you on skype and tell you how much i wanted to hold you in my arms every day with no prospect for ever meeting you face to face just so i could make you happy at least short term but
Transitioning is not a cure all. If you have second thoughts stop taking them.
Matter of fact "transition" Doesn't just include hormones, and from 18-25 and up it's mostly genetics and pass that they'll have little effect.
sad but true. If you dont start as a teenager or just at puberty you are a lost cause without a lot of luck and surgery.
this is the real reason its important for kids to transition, suicide is pretty much guaranteed if they dont start early
That said life is pretty smooth if you transition before you become an adult. You can look good and can start a collage/working life with all the logistics taken care of and be in stealth. dating isn't off the table either these days with men being more sexually open than in the past. You might be lucky find a guy that isn't a tranny-chaser which wasn't possible 10-15 years ago.
The suicide and sex-change reversals typically come from the ugly old fucks who expected a miracle from hormones and breast implants.
>If you dont start as a teenager or just at puberty you are a lost cause
The people who usually start this young are truly transgender. They were like the opposite gender and can pass before "transitioning" They couldn't hide it and adopted the role naturally.Those are the people who usually do this successfully, and they are a small minority of the modern "transgender umbrella".
i.e. they are transsexuals which is the whole point of the damn phenomena in the first place. This transgender umbrella shit got way out of hand and ruined it for everyone.
There was a time when you could keep your head down, start transitioning as a teen and get all your shit changed over and start a new life in the right gender as long as people didn't pry into your past. You may not have an easy time getting a husband but since trans stuff was an invisible issue even one or two masculine features wouldn't give you away.
Since getting your birth certificate amended required actually sex reassignment you didn't have floppy-dicked faggots in skirts crying about how they want to be recognized as womyn with a full beard.
Now even genetic girls are getting harassed if they have an online pretense because everyone wants to play Spot The Tranny. Literally every girl who posts a cosplay related pic or just herself without makeup is considered a trap until proven otherwise with interior pussy shot.
Fuck you SJWs, Fuck you genderqueers, Fuck you Jenner.
>2016, still getting penile inversion
Colon segment, Holmes. It lubes up naturally and is made of the same sort of tissue which will get even better with the stream of estrogen to your crotch. Dilation wont kick your ass everything else.
hey op, i know this thread was made like 5 hours ago but if you are still around and want someone to talk to, i made a throwaway email account just 4 u.
i'm also trans and was in a situation very similar to yours about 6 or 7 months ago. i know how shitting being in that place is. even if i can't directly help fix some of your problems, i know that having someone to talk about both big and small stuff in life helps a lot!
send me a message sometime if you see this <3
Not a bad runner up, but he doesn't tell you that if you get really bad granulation or are particularly young and sensitive you will have a HELL of a time with dilation. Like, the worst pain you will ever experience even doped up on Vicodin. The will also tell you to suck it up and wont give you good pain aftercare no matter how bad it is or how much you are bleeding for weeks after the fact.
Since they don't want you seeing other doctors you are in limbo since you need a laser burning session to get rid of the granulation. Its horrific. If you don't dilate from the pain you will close up completely in a matter of a weeks and at that point they wont even answer you emails anymore, or so I have been told by people on forums so it might not be true.
You can't beat the sensation though, I schlick about once a week on average easypeasy. Not hard to cum getting fucked either.
>You might be lucky find a guy that isn't a tranny-chaser which wasn't possible 10-15 years ago.
What's with trannies and their hate for "tranny chasers"? They're more accepting of who you are than any other man would be
hormones off everyones favorite online source at 15. was already fem cause of some sort of prior imbalance so I was already passing with long hair.
SRS at 20 in Thailand which is the minimum age there and the legal stuff immediately following.
Been almost 10 years now. I don't really think about it too much because with all the public drama its shameful and honestly its not part of my life anymore.
Wow that sounds really great. I'm about at the point where I feel like giving up. I was forced to go to an all boys high school so I never really felt like I had the option. After that I lived with my parents during college and was scared they would like disown me or something so I tried to shove all that desperately wanting to be a girl to the back of my mind. I just moved out of their house in early 2015 and they still partially support me while I finish up school but I finally broke and told my mom.
I'm 22 now and I have always been femboy-ish and I don't have any qualms with my face or anything but I'm starting hormones this week (assuming the doctor actually calls me back) and I already feel like all hope is lost and I'm going to have to live life as just a gay fuccboi or something.
I'm like very vicariously happy for you.
I don't hate them, in fact tranny-chasers are fine if you never-ever gonna lose the dick, because honestly I dont give a shit about those kinds of people being accepted as actual women.
That said, lets not be naive about it being a fetish thing. If a tranny-chaser actually saw you as anything close to a woman he wouldnt be seeking out a woman with a dick, would he? Also those guys will drop you like a ton of bricks if you even whisper "SRS" to them.
>They're more accepting of who you are than any other man would be
Like, accepting in that they will fuck you and be real sweet and tell you the things they think you want to hear. But past that its not like they wont be ashamed if their friends or family found out about you.
Also, although its impossibly rare, there IS that 1/100,000 straight guys that (assuming you are post OP) will continue to see you as a woman after finding out if you are completely passable but yeah don't count on it but it does happen.
Sorry to hear that. I would have died if I had to wait that long. I appreciate you being happy for me but if its any consolation transition just puts you back to "0" out of negative numbers of unhappiness. You still have to deal with generally shitty life bullshit, which you are likely behind on because you focused X amount of time and money on transitioning.
And then there is the emptiness from relationship problems, but I guess most people deal with that anyway.
transitioning and in general being trans is the least sexual/sexy thing I have ever dealt with. I dont doubt there are weirdos that get off on being "girls" (I have met a few) but the majority of actual textbook transsexuals is not related to sexual fetishism of even sexual orientation. In fact I would say 50% of transwomen I have met are attracted to women and about 30% of them exclusively so.
I get sick to my stomach evertime I am reminded that I am not typical or normal and that I dont have a working uterus or can have babies. If I had a time-machine to make myself right as a fetus I would.
Suicides are from people who can't pass or can't cope with not being "female" enough. The fetishists are happy as clams.
>in fact tranny-chasers are fine if you never-ever gonna lose the dick, because honestly I dont give a shit about those kinds of people being accepted as actual women.
That's acceptable. As far as I know, these are almost exclusively fetishists rather than having legitimate gender dysphoria.
It seems that I am that 1 in 100,000, then.
Why can't preferring dickgirls be a sexual preference like any other socially accepted sexuality like preferring people of your own gender?
You are seriously letting yourself be blinded by SJWs who fill you with bullshit that "you should be offended!".