>tfw you have psychopathy
>can never have a gf because bored easily and destructive
>isolate self until no friends
>shallow effect of emotions can't feel what other people feel
>leads to being unable to care about anything even my own existence
>only ever feel alive when I'm being destructive
>want to do crimes but I already have money and don't want to go to jail
>tfw I will never be a rapist
>hobbies include making people suffer in video games
>break people's legs in day z and watch them crawl around and beg for their life
What's your PCL-R score, you stupid preteen edgelord?
26 here and I don't think I'm that much, if at all, worse off than the typical robot.
Even told 2 gfs about it and they didn't give a shit because people put up with anything if they like you
edge post incoming. apparently I have something but it only kicks off at certain points. and I've only had a few instances. they think it's something to do with me being possessive of women.
>be in kindergarten, age 3 or 4
>no memory of this at all
>apparently during naptime I slept next to one girl and cuddled her
>teacher broke us up
>later that day I sat next to her
>leaned over and bit a chunk out of her cheek
>she still has a scar today, but has forgiven me and doesn't care.
>in preschool, age 5 or 6
>some girl I liked was teasing me
>stole her hat
>waited to the end of lunch
>sat behind her from a distance
>left it next to the climbing wall thing
>like clockwork, she goes next to the climbing wall thing to get her hat
>run up behind her full force and push right at the back of her head
>she drops face first into the ground
>drag her by the leg behind the climbing wall thing
>she was disoriented so kind of sat there staring off into nothing while mumbling
>go sit down in class as per usual
>10 minutes later principal comes in and drags me by the arm to his office
>spend the next week getting psych evaluation
>given the ok because they said this instance was "circumstantial"
>never seen her again, I think the school purposefully put us in different classes.
I only have a faint memory of this, and im working off what ive been told by parents
one more instance after this
>had gf in grade 5, was 11 iirc
>it wasnt really a gf, more a pretend thing kids do
>one day out of the blue she says "oh, chad is my bf now, so we cant date anymore"
>felt the internal reee building
>hid in the toilet for half the day
>came out with a plan
>PE was just beginning for the girls, everyone was throwing tennis balls to each other on the field (we were a pretty poor school so this is all we got)
>I was actually pretty good at this tennis ball throwing thing
>saw ex gf throwing the balls
>pick up a rock, maybe half a kilo or more (cant remember exactly, I was young so it could be any weight)
>walk up behind a building so I can get within 30 meters of ex gf
>lob it as hard as I can
>hits her square in the temple
>threw it so hard the rock pretty much stayed on course
>walked back around the building
>couldnt hear any commotion so assumed they didnt know she got wrecked
>go to the sports shed hoping it's open
>look around, see some of those tubes you put baseballs on before hitting them for practice
>pull one out of the ground, feels good in my hand
>walk upstairs to the foreign languages class
>it was empty
>walk through to the english class
>chad is right there
>the rage burns
>walk up right behind him
>swing tube straight at the back of his head
>heard the bigges "crack" noice ive ever heard in my life, it was actually very comical
>he's facedown at his desk not moving
>raise bat above my head
>teacher belly flop tackles straight onto me
>assistant teacher dogpiles on
>got a broken rib
>questioned by police but too young to be charged properly
>got a permanent mark as a fucking nutjob on my police record
>ex gf got a concussion and a bunch of stiches
>apparently chad got brain damage completely fucked and turned into a junkie
The Federal Bureau of Investigation reports that psychopathic behavior is consistent with traits common to some serial killers, including sensation seeking, a lack of remorse or guilt, impulsivity, the need for control, and predatory behavior.
I didnt get treated, I just got assessed and they basically said she was a bitch which triggered me
Kind of feel bad when I think about his parents, but more or less I couldnt give a shit.
I was disallowed to attend public schools, so my parents had to put me in an all boys school. I don't have urges if I'm not around women. now im around women again im kind of getting similar feelings. everything just goes dull inside and you loose track of what you're doing.