>>25688945 >Back when normiebook first got big >There was this girl in my high school named Aubrey who I thought was absolutely exquisite. >She was smart, funny, nice, and absolutely beautiful. She had a gorgeous face with a thin waist, huge shapely hips, and large womanly breasts. >I visited her facebook page often to keep up with things she was doing and on a couple of occasions to look at her pictures. >This app came out where you could see who was your most frequent visitor on facebook, though it would only show their profile picture >She used it and my face came up. >She shared on her facebook wall along with the comment, "Ewww! Who is this supposed to be." >To which everyone replied, "Haha! That's Anon!"
9th grade it occured it was more than likely my problems totally confirmed it and stopped trying all together at 11th After I lost my first and only gf i just started spending long hard looks at myself in the mirror It's weird I was perfectly happy before she came along now I'm a antisocial freak completely disconnected to the world o_O
>>25689120 how come this board is having an increasingly large number of people who can't pick up slight irony You're probably one of the people who thinks there are people here who actually wear fedoras right
Very early. When puberty started I guess. I never cared much for looks, but then girls started to dress more slutty and guys started orbiting them etc. and looked at my parents. They were both ugly. Then I started to become more self conscious and realised their DNA combined in my super ugliness. I'm an older dude today and ageing has worked on me for the better, but I still consider myself 'not good looking'.
7th or 8th not quite sure. Previous to those years, I had plenty of friends. I was aight, girls hanged out with me no probs. Then puberty hit, mustache started to grow, became stinkier, acne was riddling my face, fatter, and eyesight was becoming worse at an alarming rate leading me to have to wear bottlecap thick glasses. I am kinda alone now, gotta 3 friends. 1 of which is my childhood friend, she never stopped being my friend but even though I asked her out she rejected me. Most girls are kinda distant.
>>25688945 >think I'm ugly through middle school >generally neutral about appearance sophomore and junior year of high school >senior year >"anooooooon someone has a crush on youuuuuuuuuu" >it's the girl I thought was a 10/10 my god I must be hot >now in college >grills-"hehehe anon you're so cute, anon you wanna cuddle?, anon I think anonette has a crush on youuu!" still a socially crippled fuck-wit, but hey, /fit/ and /fa/ got me somewhere I guess
>>25688945 I was 12 years old. I went to a new school and girls instantly made fun of my flappy ears. A few years later I realized I have a very big double chin even when I was skinny. But honestly I didn't care about girls until I was 17 I think. That was when I actually realized I'm ugly both inside and outside.
>>25688945 When i was in school, like 13-14 or something, a girl told me she doesn't like me because i am ugly. I felt extremely bad and it was the first time i realized i am not what i imagined i was and what my mom was telling me. After that i never got a gf, i watched my friends get chased by girls. I guess being 5'7 didn't help. Now i am a 26 year old khv. However after i started reading philosophy and red pill stuff i don't really want to date anymore in general. I still get tfwnogf though, i think it's the reptile brain pushing you to do your biological imperative. But i know that i will never find that girl that would turn my life around like in the movies and love me forever. We are being fed so much lies and bullshit while we grow up and then people are wondering why marriages and birth rates are plummeting. Robotisation and basic income couldn't come sooner.
>>25692917 children and teenagers are more cruel and don't care about your feelings so they are more honest, once you grow up everyone starts being nicer because they can't afford being dickholes anymore so they will lie to your face shamelessly, normies do that everyday
>>25693086 if you are around middle or higher class people they want the world to be their hugbox, they compliment and expect compliments and hate all negativity in whatever form it is, it's why you get all those retards calling burn victims and down syndrome people on facebook "beautiful" and "inspiring"
>>25693256 as i said you might have actually matured into a good looking man, i'm just talking from my experience and perspective, i was bullied and called ugly then as people got older they didn't have the balls to do it and i would often receive compliments out of obvious pity which made me feel even worse
>>25693282 yeah exactly, when they start to pity you you know you are fucked forever no matter what you do
this shit is actually molding me into a somewhat of a junior maniupulator, i hate people who take pity on me so i would fake being hurt, stupid, inept just to get shit out of them and take all benefit possible
fuck em if they won't treat me like a proper human might as well abuse them if i get the chance
4, when I started school. A kid walked up to me and said to my face "You're really ugly" on my first day. I cried. It doesn't hurt so badly most of the time now. Just when I'm laying awake at night, staring at the ceiling, and I remember that I'm going to die alone because I'm ugly inside and out.
When people, including some friends, in highschool would tease me because of my nose. I have a pretty attractive face but since I broke my nose when I was 14 it's always looked much bigger and stands out a lot from the rest of my face. I knew it looked bad but when people made fun of me for it that's when it started to affect me emotionally pretty bad.
It actually got to the point when I started my first year of college that it tormented me, I haven't even taken a picture of myself in 4 years, I don't even like to look at myself in the mirror because all I see is my nose taking up all of my face, I would have conversation with people and I would be telling myself the entire time "they're staring at my nose, they're staring at my nose" and when at home by myself I'd constantly be pinching the tip of my nose thinking it will somehow make it smaller even though I'm aware it won't (I still do this everyday).
I've already saved up 8,000 dollarydoo's to have the surgery finally done, I don't know how people are going to judge me afterwards for doing it but I don't care. It has really fucked with me and my confidence really hard when people pointed it out, my friends aren't aware of it and I know they were just ripping on me because we were teenagers back then but words like these actually stick with you and emotionally damage you pretty hard.
I had a girl that I really adored and liked turn me down for that sole reason. It's pretty much ruined my college social life and gutted my confidence, It really had mentally damaged me and it all started with people pointing it out all the time
>>25693459 Godspeed anon i hope the sugery does you well i have a huge birthmark on my face so i can see where youre coming from with ppl you are talking to and if they are staring. Plus I couldnt even walk past ppl with my left side of my face because i would think everyone would just stare.
>>25688945 I'm not, but I'm subject to the same shit as ugly white people because I'm a chink, and no, this isn't because of anything inherent, it's because girls see chinks being painted as nerds and Ken Jeong in hangover or whatever while you guys get everything good
>girls in primary school would say 'eww' and put their hands up to avoid touching me whenever I was near by. >they did the same to my friend A >asked friend B why girls reacted like that to A >B said it's because A is ugly >I asked B why they react like that to me > he said he didn't know and I didn't believe I was ugly, only normal looking > 1 year later, guy says I'm ugly straight to my face >shocked and had no comeback
I honestly can't believe how i didn't see it back then. Shitskin, facial deformity, the works. I was delusional.
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