> tfw sensitive and emotional
> tfw become cold and calloused to try and be more alpha
> tfw dead inside and unable to form relationships
> tfw hate myself
any sensies know these feels?
i'm like this. looking back i treated people so badly, just using them to make myself seem more impressive without ever considering them.. i'm starting to feel again and the regret is coming in waves..
i owe so many people apologies.. but im too scared
im better off alone now so thats how it'll be
My oneotis left me were so close i loved her more than anything because she was the only person that showed me real affection and loved me for who i really was
Kill my sorrows by drinking and fucking women
To the people outside it looks like i am having the time of my life
In reality i cant love or trust anyone again or have motivation for the future
I want to kill .myself some times
Alcohol helps block out the thoughts
>tfw shes a 8 out of 10
>tfw shes funny and likes lost of things you like.
>...tfw when you dint notice it and went for the wrong one..
>tfw you wisen up and notice you made a mistake
>...tfw you notice she isnt there anymore
>tfw you made her move on
>tfw YOU are the one who friendzoned and crushed her.
>tfw become cold logical and cynical demon.
i am scum and deserve no companion, this will be the year I end it.
I'm just a broken person. I can't blame anyone but myself. When I suffer adversity I grow harder and colder rather than persevere and overcome.
Where successful people gain confidence and resilience, I only grow more bitter and jaded.
i like to try to rationalize that since this world sucks its not 100% my fault but some times..
>sensitive and emotional
>people like me, but never had friends or a group, I was just the beta guy who never tals and its always alone
>become cold and rude
>insult people jokingly
>everyone hates me
I just gave up
you must become a chameleon never let them in and thrive for your own good fuck everyone and try to make something that helps you and no one else. its what helps me.