Who /ronniefilyaw/ here?
>acute self awareness of own problems
>mania for anime
>uncontrollable desire to eat
I bet you he's browsing this board at this exact moment.
If you can't relate to Ronnie, I'm afraid you don't belong on this board.
He is a leader, a spokesman, a friend. Everything is alright knowing he exists.
Both are good, but Ronnie Filyaw is real and is a hero.
I hate my life and want to die but don't because I hang on to some weird shred of hope that doesn't go away, like my brain is forcing me to hang on by a thread
Sometimes the crushing emptiness crashes onto me like a wave of brick walls constructed purely of bullshit and I have no means to drown it out
what is anything
I'm so confused
I'm losing it lads
Sounds like you're going through some really tough times, brother. Keep holding on to that hope, because there really are good reasons for living. They might not be obvious to you now, but they will come.
Start out with the small good things. Hot chocolate. Chicken nuggets. Ronnie Filyaw. Then your brain will accept happiness bit by bit and you will begin to recognize bigger good things. Your family. Beautiful people. Music.
Things get better, man. There's a lot of potential in you.
I've been making progress with doing things but everything is so uninteresting and leaves me feeling empty so I have to force myself to do things like work out to make myself feel better which only lasts for a few hours at most
There's this deeper crushing numbness I can't get rid of
Hey anons, remember THIS FEEL?
>he quit making comics because 4chan liked him
Saying zzz is a representation of sleeping. Maybe it's an english thing.
Have the superior .gif version
Sounds like you need a therapist and/or antidepressants. Sometimes there's just something biologically wrong and you can't be happy. But you've probably heard the whole "get therapy" spiel before.
Ronnie Filyaw, true child autist. A mirror of my past.
I love him so much.
I had two dreams where different woman acknowledged me a in a dream. I don't mean sexually or anything, it was mere acknowledgment. For several days afterwards that's all I wanted when I went to bed. When it gets to that point. . .
I actually have a therapist and we're making some progress but there's still some stuff I'm not even comfortable about talking with him, because I have him convinced that
I don't have anybody to truly talk with and I'm going insane
You really aren't getting all that you can out of therapy if you aren't telling him/her the whole story. You're paying for it, might as well get your price's worth. This is the best way for you to sort your life out. What are you so afraid of? That your therapist will judge you?
Does your father happen to be Santa Claus
Fuck man,this feel is the worst.
When you still have visions of happiness from your great relationship in the ether dancing round in your head,and the realisation hits that that dream will never be true,you'll never feel those happy feels,and you've never even held a girls hand,much less told her you love her.
>woman you live with is cold
>have a toasty hole instead of cuddling
this is sadly too real.
I've actually created elaborate false memories of a girl I've never even met before.
I sometimes have to think twice about things because I might be remembering things that never actually happened.
Thousands of robots share their darkest secrets here. You aren't any different. If you can't tell your therapist, the person you should be able to trust, might as well take that first baby step and tell us.
He may have had moments where he got a glimpse of normal life, but he is no different than me and you at heart.
If you give a tiger shoes, does he become a man? Or is he still a tiger?
I know this all too well
Sometimes it seems I sabotage any chance I may have had with girls that I've known,because I'm convinced that it will only end in pain.
To a tiger without the shoes of men,he would seem quite suspect.
But to those who seek men,he offers nothing.
I like Ronnie's dreams
>He may have had moments where he got a glimpse of normal life, but he is no different than me and you at heart.
More like he's an advanced normalfag but had glimpses of robotics.
To get the kind of things he got you cannot be a robot.
All that shit is just too far away for anyone who isn't a full normalfag. Getting asked out? Having a gf? That stuff proves beyond any reasonable doubt that he's not anything like a robot.
He's 0% robot.