>can only fap to futa hentai
>cannot fap to vagina or 3D porn anymore, no matter how hard I try
>25 and still a virgin, slowly losing all attraction to 3D to begin with
>small hunchback formed from terrible posture as a teen
>can no longer find normalfag-free communities anymore
>Rely on Internet communities for socialization even though years ago I could go months without talking to people
>family thinks I'm a mentally retarded autist who cannot work, treat me as if I'm still 9
Anyone else here feel like their life is slowly descending into their eventual end? I always knew I was going to die but now I'm anticipating it much sooner than I thought.
Honestly, 2D is so much better, it's not even funny. 3D shit looks so vulgar and base by comparison; 2D porn is fucking art, and the girls exist at a higher level.
But ya know... 3D has a whole nother dimmension, and pheromones, lubricants, tones and textures, and the feeling of the vag contracting and expanding around your dick is ecstasy. As much as you might say machines and 2D achieve the same effect a 3D 100$ escort can achieve the same effect.
>Used to get excited for when I would get horny and fap to futa on male and self insert as the male
>Now I feel no desire to use material and just stick a vibrator in my butt, fall asleep and call it a day
im on that same shit op
>25 kv neet on bux for almost 5 years here
>all my social activities are online, i have ZERO offlane communications besides saying hi to my flatmates whenever i see then, which is seldom cause im only awake at night
like yesterdayi spent the entire day severely depressed because thinking about how females are money grubbing whores who fuck chads in their ptp youth and chase beta bux and cheat on them relentlessly
>however most days im just in a codeine ephedrine gaming 4chan haze
>i honestly dont even when i wake up or go to sleep, but usually im awake at night as its comfier and quieter
also fuck sunlight
>im ordering igonaine next month to try to quit porn and masturbation. that is my last hail mary attempt to get better. if that fails its the final nail in the coffin, and will live like this until DEATH
honestly, being in 4chan since 05 and being with u guys is the best thing that ever happened to me. my youth is just disappointment, homelessness and moving every other year
Same here familia, wouldn't trade those times for the world.
>just no drugs.