>This isn't for attention. This is my obligation to the last thing I cherish...my fellow robots
Inb4 you ask for livestream, i just cant...some of you might get some sick amusement out of it but for me, on this night? The last night I spend on this earth..It's something sacred, something precious, the ending of it all. I dont want to be laughed at anymore..can't subject my parents or anyone else to the dissapointment of being a neet...This is solely to thank all of you for bearing the burden of life with me. For making me smile when no one else could. I've tried, please know that I have. Ive stuck it out for so long. I just cant...I dont have the strength to get out of bed in the morning I dont have the strength to look myself in the mirror one more time. To feel that loathing and hate for everything, especially myself. To feel so, so alone. I love you all so much and thank you for making this miserable existence a little bit more tolerable. To the Chad anon...you helped to try and turn my life around, thank you, you're not all as bad as I thought...you coached me and helped me over the last year and I even got a gf...she left me yesterday. I've been trying to cope and I just can't. I longed for love for so long and now that i've lost it...there just isnt anything left for me. I saw your steam profile was gone...otherwise I would have reached out to you Chad. And thank you /r9k/ bartender. I hope you get better, I really do. Thank you for the cold ones
God I love you guys so much...
No one was made for this...to be this alone
If I could make one final request of you guys? Please post some songs for me...please try harder than I did, please find your happiness anons
Goodbye /r9k/ see you on the other side
Anon please, if these people really helped you and mean something to you, and if this isn't bait, don't do it. Don't let all the efforts of those who care about you and who you care about go to waste.
this sum good
if youre gonna do it you should do i with a clear head, which you clearly dont have right now.
hopefully this music will make things seem better for you.
I'm sure a lot of us will be along shortly. Later dude
WE LOST THE SEA - A GALLANT GENTLEMAN
I can't be arsed to get a YouTube link but the live session recording is a MUST WATCH/LISTEN. One of the best songs I've had the pleasure to unbury, and it would be my pleasure to share with you for your departure; it is a most fitting departure song considering the boys wrote it in effect as an homage to their dead vocalist who also committed suicide.
Only good suicide is a murder suicide. Become a hero to all fellow robots op.
In honour of your struggle, I will put this album on my Itunes and listen to it fondly. I can relate to your anguise and respect your decision. R.I.P. in peace
Don't do this. You're letting the roastie win. Listen to this song. Feel it in your blood, my man. Succeed and prove how fucking shit they are. Don't let them beat you down. Live and prove to yourself that you aren't useless and aren't a waste of oxygen. I know things seem hopeless now but don't give up.
>I even got a gf...she left me yesterday.
>I longed for love for so long and now that i've lost it...there just isnt anything left for me.
Every first love is meaningless because it inspires these feelings regardless of how good it actually was. It's only after you've been through this that you can experience true love. True love is something you mutually decide on and work toward, together with another person. It's not some mad passionate fling and it's not the feeling of craving and insanity you feel when the other part of a mad passionate fling leaves you.
If you do this you're doing it over something ephemeral. However much the feelings feel real to you now, they ARE ephemeral. I put a shotgun in my mouth last autumn because the only girl who had ever given me the time of day broke up with me, then humiliated and cucked me. I didn't pull the trigger, because I was too scared, so I had to wait a few months. Now I don't give a shit about her and haven't thought about her in ages.
You were able to survive before and you've proven people are capable of liking you and taking an interest in you. If you stick around, you will find companionship again. If you let the feelings of the moment overwhelm you, you will have done so for practically nothing, since the relationship was doomed anyway.
Immerse yourself in whatever socialising you can and just wait it out. Every day you don't think about her or how miserable you are, because you spent that whole day chatting with bros on Steam or listening to a good audiobook, that's one day closer to forgetting how you feel right now, and getting things back on track. There are a set number of days until that happens. Then you can pick your hope back up, which you have already proved you have by improving your situation, and start moving forward.
If you can't do it for yourself, do it for the other NEETs you can inspire by leading the way. There always has to be that first torch-bearer who explores the darkness.
>she left me yesterday. I've been trying to cope and I just can't. I longed for love for so long and now that i've lost it
Wow, who knew OP was a fucking cuck.
>bwahhh mah gf left me suicide
You can be happy
I was on the verge of suicide, drug addiction crippling every facet of life
My mom came to get me
I weighted so little my bones showed up all over my body
I went to sleep
She put her thinly white transparent veil on my head and prayed for me
I woke up cured, no drug addiction
A will to live
These thoughts you have come from the enemy whispering his wishes upon you
Jesus loves your soul so much, look for him, his arms are open.
OP. Could you listen to this album for me before you go? It's an entire album about suicide. It's one of my favorite albums and bands. I don't expect it to change your mind, but maybe it will bring you some kind of catharsis?
I'll drink to that, mate. See you on the other side, anon.
I wanted to play it at my mother's funeral, but I was 14 at the time and too scared to speak up so my cunt uncle played this awful shit that she had told him she disliked
sibling rivalry goes to the grave I guess
Didn't read anything after
>This isn't for attention
Because of course it is for attention you stupid retard, why else would you even post it if it wasn't. Grow some balls and actually kill yourself faggot.
>killing yourself over a girl who will forget you in 3 weeks
>Because of course it is for attention you stupid retard, why else would you even post it if it wasn't.
ding ding ding
>post some music for me guyz
pure uncut faggotry
shame on you all
Here's a great one OP, also make sure to aim right and not become a potato.
I would also suggest doing it in the bathtub with the curtains closed, the hole plugged, and the water not running.
it would make the cleanup a lot easier.
FUCKING CHRIST WHAT DONT YOU FOOLS GET ABOUT THIS
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
If your going to through your life away you might as well take some others with you.
This suicide is just you irrationally feeling sorry for yourself/trying to get back at this girl/your parents/the world for doing what ever they did to you. Let go of your ego that's what's really causing you this pain. Sure you may be complete genetic trash and you've been delt a shit hand but if you just let it go and accept it you can find gratification in life. Also somebody probably has it worse
just be urself op
>Appreciation to an anonymous community of people who don't even know you exist, let alone give a shit if you drop dead.
Yeah no. That fucking pussy just wants a thread with 300 replies saying:
>omg man dun kill yourself life is worth it
>dont fo it over a grill OP
>life gets better op
>add me on stem so we can talk
>stream it faggot
>[50 more of these posted like 5 times each]
Fucking attentionwhores I swear.
"In the Kamigata area, they have a sort of tiered lunchbox they use for a single day when flower viewing. Upon returning, they throw them away, trampling them underfoot."
"The end is important in all things."
-- Tsunetomo Yamamoto, The Hagakure
Just do it anon, do you really want to live in this world
Pic related as example
I am the person who has been posting new Elliot pictures for the last three days. Post a throwaway and I will reveal my identity. Seeing as you will be taking the knowledge to the grave it won't matter.
>Killing yourself over pussy
You're going to fucking do that to your family? WHEN MY FRIEND DIED HIS MOTHER HYSTERICALLY CRIED NEXT TO HIS CASKET DURING THE WAKE.
HIS PARENTS AND SIBLINGS MISS HIM EVERY FUCKING DAY. BURYING YOUR CHILD IS A PARENT'S WORST NIGHTMARE, DON'T PUT THEM THROUGH A LIFETIME OF PAIN BECAUSE YOU CANT FUCKING HANDLE STRESS LIKE A GIRLFRIEND DUMPING YOU.
HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOUR KID KILLED THEMSELVES?
Who's going to set up your funeral? Oh wait your parents!!!!
dont' do it anon! you only feel this way because you just got out of a relationship. if you really want to kill yourself, you can, but you really should give it some time. this needs to be a coolheaded decision. right now you are full of emotions and can't make a good decision.
I guarantee you will feel better the further away you get from the day your relationship ended. sending lots of hugs your way <3
better yet, OP, go get the bitch that broke your heart.
I hope you don't go through with it OP, there's so much to live for. But if you do end up doing it, farewell, see you again someday. I know it's video game crap but have some songs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-vOq_rp-BE4
Someone probably has had it worse anon.
You know what we should do? Lets take a tally of ever person on the planet and line up thier lives from worse to perfect. Then we can only feel bad for the one individual whos had it the worst!
>killing yourself when you're a normie
>killing yourself when you've already won at life
retarded af. if you can get one gf you can get another, you don't have mental problems like most people here.
>WHEN MY FRIEND DIED HIS MOTHER HYSTERICALLY CRIED NEXT TO HIS CASKET DURING THE WAKE.
hahahah nice. I would set up everything to hang myself right in front of the main door and then wait till my mom comes back, look at her right in the eye, and then drop the chair and die right in front of her. I bet that would sure show them who's boss.
>I'm white, male, 24
>I'm smart but lazy
>I like to play videogames and watch anime
>I have mild autism
>I have a couple online friends
My life isn't worth living anon.
Dont kill yourself. It makes no sense. Dont let your feelings betray you, leave all toxic people behind, become a hermit. It makes you more self aware and takes away all the stress of a poisonous society.
You can only be free and clear-minded when you live as a hermit.
See you in the other side anon. have some cute Mokou.
May the Lord bless you and keep you.
Do you have some account where we can write?
I do not want to give you the usual " dont do it, live is great blabla" bullshit. I just want to talk to you, even if it is for the last time or to have some last, meaningful conversation.
what are your favourite animes? and where do you live?
your parents love you OP.
It may not seem like it but there is someone out there for you.
There's someone out there for all of us.
Why not take that gun to a shooting range, unload it on a target instead?
life keeps going. There is someone who will make your life worth living again.
Don't kill yourself anon.
Not when a DEEP! DEEP! Dish Pepperoni Pizza at Little Caesars is only $8!
good luck, anon
NOT YET OP!
WE'RE NOT DONE!
how about eight little shotguns, when they turn on the light?
Come on Anon dont kill yourself. Lifes full of ups and downs, get yourself some dope, a few beers and kick the fuck back. people come and go, but we will always be us. Fuck em man. Stand for you.
Killing yourself because of a girl is fucking dumb.
is this a new pasta? never seen it before desu senpai
Nothing awaits you, killing yourself is a long term fix for a problem that won't matter in 2-3 months. Do whatever makes you happy man, but if your going to kill yourself at least make something of yourself before you leave. Later bud.
OP, assuming this isnt some a troll, know this. A piece of my story:
The love of my life left me. I spent the better part of five years thinking about putting a gun behind my ear. Drinking until I couldn't stand. Using drugs to try to forget her. I wanted anything, everything to just go away. Nothing could make it better.
Then, after five years, she came back to me. We're married now. Just married. I can't say that will happen for you. Who can know. But I know this, your life isn't over unless you give up. Everyday is a chore and you may want to die more days than not. Please don't give up. I believe in you, that tomorrow, or someday may be better. I love you anon. Peace.
Wot the fok did ye just say 2 me m8? i dropped out of newcastle primary skool im the sickest bloke ull ever meet & ive nicked ova 300 chocolate globbernaughts frum tha corner shop. im trained in street fitin' & im the strongest foker in tha entire newcastle gym. yer nothin to me but a cheeky lil bellend w/ a fit mum & fakebling. ill waste u and smash a fokin bottle oer yer head bruv, i swer 2 christ. ya think u can fokin run ya gabber at me whilst sittin on yer arse behind a lil screen? think again wanka. im callin me homeboys rite now preparin for a proper scrap. A roomble thatll make ur nan sore jus hearin about it. yer a waste bruv. me crew be all over tha place & ill beat ya to a proper fokin pulp with me fists wanka. if i aint satisfied w/ that ill borrow me m8s cricket paddle & see if that gets u the fok out o' newcastle ya daft kunt. if ye had seen this bloody fokin mess commin ye might a' kept ya gabber from runnin. but it seems yea stupid lil twat, innit? ima shite fury & ull drown in it m8. ur ina proper mess knob.
Bye op, I hope your last night isn't too shitty. Sorry about everything, but I guess there's nothing anyone can really do.
>Maybe we'll see you on the other side if there's something there.
Email me if you need to talk.
I will be your friend and gib lots of e-hugs desu
I was like you, and I somehow got a girlfriend in college despite being a total friendless shut-in in high school. I loved her for four years. She was absolutely everything to me.
She dumped me last year in November. My world completely collapsed. I literally went into a state of shock, I couldn't stop shivering. I told myself I would do anything to get her back, that I would come back in a year a better person who she couldn't help but fall in love with again. I thought about her every second of every day, for months. It nearly killed me.
You know what though? Eventually, I decided I didn't deserve to be lonely. I went on OKcupid, and I went on some dates. I still thought about her, about how much I loved her, and how she had stolen my world away. How the new girl I was dating was nothing in comparison.
But that faded away, and was replaced not only by new love but a new sense of self confidence. I know it seems impossible. I really, really know. For months I fell asleep crying every night, for months I'd be reminded of her everywhere. But, the mind heals.
If you stick it out, you really can get to a good place again. Honestly it's even more rewarding the second time around.
OP PT 1. Im listening to all your songs before I go. Once the list ends im pulling the trigger. For those who understand thank you. For those reaching out, thank you. But I am doing this. Tonight.
>Never had a birthday party
>Never celebrated christmas/got presents
>First day of school. Stars in my eyes. An escape. Cute little chubby kid
>Made fun of from the moment I stepped through the door for my weight
>Dad in and out of prison for heroin possession
>Mother becomes an abusive alcoholic and starts smoking crack
>Teacher sees bruises, she is kind to me, the first time someone was ever kind to me
>My only friend is a stray cat. Put scraps out every day
>Love this cat like ive never loved anyone
>Spill moms wine down the sink and throw away her pipe after drug lesson in school
>Mom gets high, kills my cat with kitchen knife
>Call CPS with help of teacher . They take me away .Go to foster home
Cont in PT 2
>Be me. 6th grade
>Make a normie friend. Start drinking and smoking pot with him
>7th grade turns to pills. Bullying is so bad at this point FP's move and I switch schools
>8th grade turns to coke. Lost my friend so more depression and still bullying/beaten up
>Freshmen year I am stealing from my foster parents and pawning it .Can't go a day without it
>I'll never forget the moment I really knew I was fucked up
>My nose was bleeding so I plugged it and switched to the other nostril
>That one starts bleeding too. So I say fuck it and pull the plug out. Rail double barrel through the blood
>Break down in tears
>Foster parents realize whats going on, call cops
>Take me to juvie
>Beaten up and bullied for being white and fat and ugly
>Parents get on stand and say they dont know what to do, they reliquinsh custody and I become a ward of the state
>Spend the next 6 years in inpatients for suicidal thoughts/drug abuse
>In indiana the state can own you as a ward until you're 21
>Be me. Be 21. Never experienced highschool besides the 1st semester
>Go back to live with mother/ FP's gave up a long time ago
>Dad beats mom. I try to protect her...bad idea
Cont in pt 3
>Spend a year homeless. Wandering from city to city. Begging for money to get high
>Go back to parents broken
>Beatings are worse but im a shell
>Get laptop for free from nice old lady neighbor.
>play vidya for the 1st time
>Get a job at mcdonalds/become even more overweight depsite riding bike to work
>Find 4chan, spend alot of time on /r9k/ the only people that have ever "Gotten me"
>Meet a chad, he's different
>Gives me his steam. Helps me work through a ton of shit
>Gives me an easy workout/diet plan
>Lose 80lbs and befriend a new co-worker
>Old co-worker starts bringing me to his house to hang
>Meet a 4/10 girl at one of his get-togethers
>We date for a year
>She can't handle life
>Goes out an hero last night. Slit wrists in tub
>Im going with her
She didn't leave me, she left it all...
they brought him into the world, they'll see him out.
It's just as selfish for them & you to keep him alive when he doesn't want to be.
That said I don't think it's worth it OP, not so soon, give it some proper rational thought over the next week or so after talking it out with some people, perhaps on here or on a helpline.
Otherwise goodbye OP I'll see you up there, if there exists.
Did you read
You're being very irrational. People are only ever capable of seeing their current situation as the norm. Even if a man wins the lottery and has everything, that's just becomes his new normal.
Your life will get better if you stay alive, that's a certainty. It's just a question of recognizing the positive aspects of your life and normalizing them.
Jesus, I'm sorry op.
I'd tell you to hang in there and all the usual empty shit, but we both know that's just lies people say to make themselves feel better.
I'm sorry your life sucked, nothing can really change that though I guess. I hope you got to have a bit of happiness along the way. Peace op.
i can't imagine your loss. not really. and when i do it hurts more than i can bear. i feel your pain. at least as well as i can from here, across the world, behind the cold glow of my screen. feel your grief. it's a good thing. it lets you know you're still a man. but, please, please don't end it. i beg you. i beg god for you.
Listen OP, I've also lost the only girlfriend I ever had, it sucks but trust me you get over it. That bitch who just left you can go to hell. Why not do something fun, learn something new? Draw, learn to play guitar, learn another language? I am sure if you improve yourself a bit you will definitely find another girl. Let that be your motivation!
If you are really dead set on killing yourself though, then I wish you a clean death my friend. Please do not mess up the shot and land up living the rest of your life blind, paralysed or retarded.
Whichever you choose, I wish you all the best OP.
Goodbye OP, this isn't the first time I've seen a thread like this. I wonder if one day I'll be able to meet all of the people who I have said goodbye to on this site, all of the people who I said
>Goodbye anon, I'll see you on the other side
gf should be on ice at the morgue. Go there and get one last fuck out of her and then blow your brains out on top of her.
It'd make an interesting news story.
Go out with a bang OP.
stream it faggot or else we don't care
No fuck that, pull yourself together man! Killing yourself over some skank? No! Cling to your hate, channel your rage, angst, and agony into showing that bitch what she lost. Workout, get huge, take MMA or something, killing yourself isn't an option, don't rely on other human beings for happiness, because let me tell you, ALL people are shitty. Embrace your solitude, use your lonlieness to better yourself. Pain will make you stronger than any Chad, unless you let it get to you.
fuck you OP. the world is literally your fucking oyster. Go do some hard drugs, become a stuntman, do some crazy shit, move to another country, the possibilities are fucking closer.
I wish I was suicidal so I could just throw it all behind and do what ever the fuck I want.
Fuck you OP you're wasting the best, and only, life you have. Make it something great buddo.
why are you here? reddit would fit you much better.
OP, please don't do this.
I'll be blunt. Your biological parents sound like twats. But if you managed to go through all of this shit as STILL get a gf, you can get another one. And that makes you more normal than the majority of people on this board.
I am sorry for the loss of your girlfriend.
Fuck this is it
Goodbye guys ive got to do this and ive got to do it now. Thank you all so fucking much for being here this last hour. I couldnt imagine spending my last moments with anyone else.
Thank you for the songs I listened to them all. Please find your happiness anons. PLEASE! I LOVE YOU GUYS THIS IS IT
holy shit man, stfu.
you sound like a huge fucking faggot right now.
Maybe I'll meet you one day anon, I don't blame you for wanting to die after the love of you life killed herself. Peace be with you my robot brother.
don't listen to these cancerous faggots, stream it for us
>girl kills herself to get away from you
>now you're chasing her into the after life
I like it.
ily anon pls stay here with me
Whores will be whores man. Im sorry that she left you but she obviously was not worth the tme you spent on her. I guess that I cant really relate to losing skmeone I actually love but, everytging can and will get better senpai. Just at least try to wait it out. Think of your parents senpai, not just yourself and some bimbo.
DG before suicide, fucking nice, the ideal way to go
So long up. We'll meet up in heaven one day. You, me, and your girl will get our Scape on under the Tree of Knowledge.
Anyway, hope this song will change your mind.
Guys, I'm thinking of setting up a /mentalhealth/ general or something for robots.
There's too much talent and intelligence amoung robotos for lives to be thrown away like this. We gotta support each otehr.
This makes me so sad.
If I'd gotten here in time and
OP was near me if have legit gone out and spent the night cuddling and talking with him in a big, snuggly duvet.
I wish he'd at least let one of us talk to him. I have a test tomorrow but I would have done it.
OP, I hope you're still here. I wish I had some more meaningful words for you.
Please don't erase yourself.
Yes, today we lost an obese fry cook.
OP, take a bus down to Los Angeles and live it up. You'll have a fucking blast, I promise. I've seen people up north who are more miserable acting/looking than most of the homeless in LA. Instant community on the streets. You'll be in for an adventure. If nothing else, you'll feel alive. Of course it's not easy but if you're tired of the numbness, this will help. Normie life and normie society in a normie town isn't made for everyone.
Fuck you. Would you have done this for someone that wasn't on the verge of suicide? What if you not doing this for someone would have pushed them to suicide? Only when someone is finally pushed to the edge you care to try and help them emotionally? Fuck you. Cuddle freely for people in need, not when it suits your agenda to feel better about yourself as a person.
No, I wouldn't.
Believe it or not I'm a physical entity with my own problems in life that I have to take care of, but yes, I would travel to hang out with somebody I believed was on the precipice of suicide if I thought it could save their life.
What, you think because I'm a woman I should offer up my services as /r9k/'s personal "I'm having a bad day" wet nurse? Double fuck you back. Where's your fucking offer to him bitchboy.
Yeah yeah he's an obese burger flipper today but he could've been more tomorrow. Look at that excellent spelling and grammar. Let me tell you, half the normies out there with college degrees can't write like that. OP could've been something and for a while there it really looked like he was pulling himself out of the drug addicted, homeless shithole he started in.
Maybe it can be a life improvement general. The Chads amoung us can hand out proper, small step advice to improve lives. We can collate resources on where to get help. Hold emergency omegle interventions for anyone feeling suicidal.
We can save lives together. I'm sick of us being individual victims when he can collectively grow.
Sorry you weren't strong enough to endure it, my man. Hopefully God is easy on your soul.
No, fuck you. Saying shit like that one poster said is literally the equivalent of normies pretending to care when the loser kid offs himself in high school. They don't actually care. If they did, they would have set up measures to prevent that sort of thing from happening in the first place.
Fuck off. I'm not the one offering empty gestures to try and help someone when it's already too late. How about you be a better person and just be nice to people in general to prevent this sort of thing from occurring in the first place instead of pretending to care when a problem finally arises. Cunt.
>not reading the thread
Dude OP was a true hero, he dragged himself up by his bootstraps with just a little encouragement from a few people who tried to help. His gf killed himself. And now he has too.
REKT BY A ROASTIE
that faggot should kill himself instead
Most robots can't be helped. We'll always lead wretched lives compared to normies despite whatever efforts and improvements we make. How can you judge someone for surrendering from that future? Just let them go. There's no hope for any of us.
How do you plan to apply serious help and support? If someone suicides, not a thing you can do will change them unless you possess a magical ability to rewrite brain patterns and change chemical reactions, or you shit money and can remove robots from negative situations (poverty, problems associated with aforementioned issue, spending time with them so they're not alone and being a friend, etc etc.)
>tfw we will never know if OP pulled the trigger or if it's all just a ruse
Im no nomie but seriously you're making a mistake. Go fucking enjoy what you have, i love eating yummy food watching anime/movies and doing things alone. I just phase normies out because i don't like people especially them.
Watch a movie about a robot, go watch some sad movies, you'll feel better and realize you're not alone. I'm saying this because i was about it end it once over a girl but in the end i realized how wrong i was, that was after i ate a Quarter Pounder meal with chips. Nothing is worth ending while you still have freedom to do what you want to.
I hope you find some peace mate, my thoughts are with you.
Got one of my favourite Pepes for you, always cheers me up, but I guess in your situation you want some peace before the end, so I hope he gives you a small bit.
Does it matter? For every story like this there are 1000's of men in similar scenarios who have killed themselves.
Good thread anyway.
wew lad, take it easy. it's okay to be rekt every now and then.
just close the tab and we can all pretend it didn't happen.
I wasn't even rekt though. Where the fuck am I that you people are taking the side of a retarded self entitled roastie.
"oh, pls op. dn't do it!!! had i known that by not cuddling you sooner u would do this, i would have, honest :(((((" Literally the worst kind of person. "i'll only do something about your depression if it gets bad enough to make you want to kill yourself, but otherwise fuck off you ugly loser"
I'm not a psychologist but we can offer each other tips and tricks that improve our daily mental health. Just thinks like identifying sources of anxiety, making lists of things you're grateful for and shit like that. It adds up over time you know.
you post here...some part of you cares. dude, it does get better, man don't give up. life is precious. call some help number or something or find some way to not do this tonight. just make it thru tonight without blowing your brains out.
>being this much of a samefag
Hi, another anon here
This paper is something that helped me identify stressors and cope with them
maybe it's not much but it could help
Can't blame you anon, life's shit and things will never be okay.
Just make sure do it right with the small calibre. Some people just blow thei eyes away. Medic here...
You're working off the assumption that I'm not already nice to everybody I encounter in life.
Go soak your head faggot, fucking lecturing me on being nice whilst you've just blasted in here and made a load of bullshit assumptions about a total stranger.
No one is remembered forever, what is important is we remember those when they need it most.
how are you still salty about this? jesus anon. can't hide the truth.
>leave to try and get some sleep
>can't sleep, keep thinking about OP
>come back, that same guy is flipping out accusing everybody that's roasting him of being me samefagging
Tep kok kazoku.
Seriously though, poor OP.
I'm the woman and I'm posting from my phone. Given the timestamp there's no way I could edit this in time to make a fake screenshot.
Fuck I gotta get some sleep.
>I'm already nice to everybody I encounter in life
>Go soak your head faggot
Guess you're not, actually, you lying dumb cunt
You're working off the assumption that I have to believe what you say online.
Telling me I got blasted when you don't have shit to back up any claims that you're not a piece of shit and total human garbage.
Go cuddle someone you know that's depressed and suicide prone to prevent the problem in the first place, not someone already on their way, you fake ass roastie slut.
>mfw he inevitably makes a spergy reply to this post
gtfo whore. Nobody wants a pity cuddle from a self-righteous roastie, OP included.
Hope it's quick and painless bud. Life is stranger than the sum of its physical parts and 100 years from now most of us will be forgotten. It's your life and do what you want with it. No one should be able to tell you to do anything. If you want help... throw the bullets in the sewer and find some.
DO IT, FUCKING DO IT, KILL YOURSELF
>killing yourself because a girl killed herself
No girl would do that for you. No girl would do that for any man. Because they are subhuman and ultimately only care about themselves.
You're ending your life mourning what was essentially a sociopath. And all these faggots ITT giving you Reddit-tier advice. This board is so kucked it's disgusting.
I'm nice to those that are nice to me.
I've got no reason to be polite nor courteous to people who insult and treat me with discontent whilst knowing nothing about me.
I reiterate, I did not see you make any attempt to placate or help the OP. You have zero room to talk.
You did not care and you still do not care.
Now you can type up an angry response if you really feel the need to, but I won't be here to read it. I'm going back to sleep. I have a test at 9:00 in like 4 hours.
Cheers. Please come back and attention whore some more.
Fuck OP really didn't have an easy life. Ya'll motherfuckers telling him to drugs and shit kek, be himself it's just one girl.
Man life just goes on and people are posting pepes again. Poor guy, maybe he didn't go through with it after all?
>I'm nice to those that are nice to me.
Changing your story now, are we?
>I did not see you make any attempt to placate or help the OP
What's your point? Why should I have? You were the one making empty statements that you couldn't uphold and I called you out on it.
>but I won't be here to read it
Cool "winning" tactic. Stay vapid and stupid.
People leave all the time anon, you never get used to it but you eventually become a person who leaves before he's left.
That's why I won't try to stop you.
I struggled long and hard to find you an appropriate song but I couldn't so here's some Johnny Cash, I love Cash
Sad music makes me happy, not immediately but after having the feels peak I feel relieved. I'm hoping it works the same way for you, if not I'm real sorry for playing a sad song. At least it's a good one
>because of girl
Have fun in hell faggot
>can't stop being a roastie samefag for one second
>Im going with her
just to let you know there is no heaven, you are not "going with her" where you're going is 6 feet under dirt were you will discompose until there's nothing but bones. The world will just go on without you.
ayy lmao, check out this sweet normalfaggotry right here
>trying to guilt trip him on the last day of his life
you need to shut the fuck up retard
normalfag from previous back the fuck off, why would OP care about them anyway
you and other retards really have a hive mind in which you all have a bunch of shit automatic responses to every situation and thereby completely ignore whats actually happened
Does this mean what I think it does?
I've got nothing wrong with killing yourself if you're done with life in general, but don't fucking do it over some woman fucking hell.
I've been alone for almost 10 years, they aren't worth it. You can live alone and be content. Don't be a fucking cuck.
If you go ahead with it make sure you actually hit the brainstem and not just blow your face off.
I love you so much
I wish you took this opportunity to love yourself and others as much as you wish others would love you
I wish you would love me without even knowing it just by being kind to a stranger on the street someday
I wish you would show that kindness to yourself
There's beauty, even here on this website full of people so hurt and full of hatred, there's so much beauty in the world
>Thinks he's being cool and edgy encouraging someone to end it
>Trying to prove himself on a Chinese noodle recipe board
Get a grip man, you're the the worst type of normie, fuck off.
I'm planning to leave soon too, OP. Here's the one I'm going with https://youtu.be/dCCXq9QB-dQ
don't you worry your little butt anon
attention's made me nauseous all my life which is why I'm doing it without warning anyone irl and I'm not leaving anything to chance. I intend to slit a few arteries and jump off a building so even if I somehow do survive the fall, I'll bleed out in minutes.
>gun has a flashlight attachment
My sides just became legend
Don't ever change r9k.
Thanks for the nice music, OP. They're really good.
Have something back if you're still here.
See ya on /r9k/ tomorrow.
Good luck anon. I'm not that broken yet, but we'll see.
Feels cold finding this thread after thinking of suicide myself. Reading all this, real or not, sure does give me hope for some odd reason.
Thanks OP, whether your still reading this or already gone.
>life ruined by abusive abusive parents who exposed you to drug use and domestic violence and killed your fucking cat
>"can't subject my parents or anyone else to the dissapointment of being a neet"
I swear having any mercy for dogshit parents is the source of most peoples problems
OP would have probably felt better if he had simply never talked to those shitheads again but hes dead because he still makes excuses for the people who did this to him
We really should start a /mentalhealthgeneral/
Too many robots are ending it for succubus induced trauma. All we really do have is each other on this fucking board, need to look into self preservation
See ya OP, if there's a god I hope he forgive you
Here you go.
I hope we could had gotten OP name at least. Rest In Peace Homie
Fucking shit anon
Made me kek
Rest in peace anon.
I'll be with you someday
Anoher robot bites the dust
To anyone who will also attempt this, executing yourself with a 9mm is a very bad idea, especially if you're shooting at the temple/under chin.
It's your last time, do yourself a favor and make sure you won't end up without your eyes or a vegetable. Buy some 00 buckshot and fire in the roof of your mouth.
I'm killing myself in a few hours after I get finished listening to bowie's albums for one last time, goodbye /r9k/
Aya bids you farewell.
Good bye space robot. Another casualty of this evil world's attack and bullying of the innocent. Like evil demons they beat him down until he couldn't take it anymore.
the normies still think this thread is a joke and posting their smug pepes and smug music. sickening.
What's the fuck is the point of trying!!!
Why did we have to have this longing in us that can't be made tangible?
I'm going to lose my mind.
Still nothing in the Indiana local news or obituaries. Hopefully OP was faking it.
You know what, kill yourself and rid society of a burden.
Or you can man the fuck up and live out the rest of your life instead of acting like a little bitch.
man up and get a better bitch
or fuck her sister/cousin/friend etc
If you can do all that in a year with a little change in perspective you should realize the shit is all just based on perspective and change it further.
If you're still alive OP, don't do it while you're depressed. Make sure your last memories are happy ones, make the best of what you have left and maybe you'll have a change of heart.
If you are kill, F.
Chad is a normie, normies will never understand the plight of a robot. They're bad in the sense lava is bad it just burns and kills you purposelessly if you're dumb enough to make contact.
Sure they might not understand but as a robot I find that the chad stereotype is more populated by genuinely nice people who are just sheltered. They're not mean, they just don't understand and can make stupid comments.
Ignorance is the root of all evil they say, so is power, Chad is evil anon, accept it, he has no real mercy on you, his kind words are just to look more like a good husband material to stacie.
Take the black pill, give in to the despair. Let the truth flow through you, there are winners and losers in life. Chad is a winner. He was a born winner, the rest of us are outcasts from the normie society full of women and fulfillment. You know it to be true, search your feelings.
See you on the other side family
Of course it's true, I understand that he is clearly more successful in every-way than I. But there is no point being negative about it, no matter who you are, you get wrinkled and old and you die alone. I take solace in the fact that looks fade.
At least they had the looks you cuck, you were waiting to die, they were living.