>be total cyborg in High School >never date girls >be junior >meet "her" >fall in love >date her for 4 years thinking im going to marry this girl >total oneitis for my GF >she moves to her dad's to be closer to school >cheats on me with a chad this experience ruined love and women for me in general. FUCK WOMEN
>>25655410 >got a speeding ticket for going 10 over >Have to appear in court and request that I take a first offenders class and keep the ticket off my record so my insurance doesn't increase >Fine is $136 >ree
I strongly feel that I have to leave my parents house one way or another when I'm around 25 years old. I cant explain it, something inside me just makes me strongly feel that way. I just wouldnt be able to handle the shame of living with my parents when I'm like 29 or something.
I gonna study to become a teacher, I've done a lot of research into what teachers are in demand in my country, I'm gonna go to a student counsellor for the second time soon. But if I'm unable to get a job, I'll probably give my parents all my shit, take a small amount of my money and clothes and become a wandering hobo.
I really, really dont want to be one of those guys that lives with his parents into his late twenties.
>Be me >Nigger >Social Anxiety out of the roof >Scared to look at people in eye >Hate the public >Knowing that no one knows you're anxious as shit in the public >Feels like you here people talking about you, mocking you >Knowing that people will have no sympathy since i'm black >Wishing people could just understand my problem and act like i,m not there
>went bouldering (climbing without a harness) for the second time ever today >realised how much I dislike heights >can barely support my weight with my arms, and I'm not even fat >most of the bouldering walls were sloping inwards, which is much harder >didn't reach the top of any of the full-size walls >pulled a muscle in my back >couldn't clench my fist after, because the tendons in my wrists were all sore/numb >tfw enjoyed it anyway, even if I would probably go somewhere else for it next time
>tfw thought about no gf today >tfw extra pressure created by almost everyone you know being in a relationship that is at a stage where they are moving in together >tfw I'm falling behind even further than I was before, and I'm only 22 >tfw can't see how I'd get a gf at any point in the near future
>tfw haven't matched with anyone on tinder in ages, which is odd, and no motivation to message any of the matches I do have because it never goes anywhere >tfw nothing to put on a dating site profile, because I don't do anything (bouldering was a rare exception)
>>25655410 >be me >wizard training to become a Grand Wizard one day >Ever since I was young I never was able to hold a friendship/do any kind of social interaction >it always stressed me out >as well as the fact no one liked being around me >have accepted I will always be alone and will not be able to hold a relationship higher than acquaintances >tfw will never have any one love me >whenever I have nothing to do or about to go to bed this feel hits me >whatever.png >looking forward to the rest of my life being a watcher...
>>25656208 Goddammit man I'm not quite so bad, I do have some friends, but I'm never an important part of their lives, no matter how much I try to be. I'm getting used to spending all my time alone, but I don't think that's a good thing really.
I have psychosis NOS (similar to schizophrenia) and am probably going through another breakdown right now. I'm terrified of being put in the hospital and never getting out and dying some useless bumblefuck.
>>25656279 I've spent all my time alone. I usually avoid this feel by playing vidya, anime, MMO
>although I have shit computer atm
People usually think its a bad way of living but I understand now that you don't have to make friends to live a successful/happy life or partner.
When I was young and early of experiencing solitude, I had dream. I would live on a grassy field isolated of people and live in a tower. The sun would be shining, peaceful animals would be around and the the rivers would glisten.
>>25656452 >I understand now that you don't have to make friends to live a successful/happy life or partner I don't know, I've never really been able to convince myself of this. I feel like I'm missing out on a massive (possibly the most important) part of the human experience. Are we deluding ourselves into thinking we'll be fine like this? Or can we actually be happy, living alone and with no contact with the rest of society? Don't get me wrong, I do like quite a bit of time to myself - I now choose to eat lunch alone at work, whereas before it made me feel bad. I don't think I want to be like this for the rest of my life though, I think I'll have killed myself before I'm 40 at that rate. I'm floating the idea of killing myself if I reach 30 without getting gf already.
From my stance I believe you can live a normal life. If you compare yourselves to others then you start believing you are "fully not living". I feel fine although I get my moments of doubt, I still get back together.
>only because everyone around me keeps bothering me and telling me I'm a failure because I never had x, y and z
>>25656142 do a bouldering course, you have to grab stuff and climb in a certain way so your limbs wont hurt. Once you get the hold of it, its really fun, a lot of grills do it too, so you might get to know one
>still can't get over the ex-bf who left me a year ago >working a shitty low-wage dead-end job and can't find anything better >no friends or acquaintances, complete lack of a social life >still living with parents >no money
>Had thick hair all my life >See my hair line slighty receded a few years back but think nothing of it >Now 22 >Noticing myself shedding hair like crazy throughout my day >Notice my hair line and crown are thinning >Go to a derm and get on Finasteride and Rogaine >tfw the wait of knowing if these treatments will work on me is killing me >tfw I have a huge forehead so I would look ass ugly bald
>Be me senior in high school >never had a girlfriend >not physically fit as peers because of my Cerebral Palsy >Everyone shows me pity instead of actually caring about me. >I started to wear longer pants to hide my leg braces. >So far no results. >Suddenly this QT junior came up to me and said can I have your number my friend thinks you're cute. >I give her my phone number and got a text saying [Hey :(] [HI] >[Just kidding bye] >10 minutes later I get another text from a different number. >We had small talk about we liked. >Feels good talking to another girl besides my mom >Then next day she texted "You want to meet for lunch?" "Of course." >get lunch, waited for her for about 45 minutes >Get a text saying "sorry you aren't my type." Got stood up by two QT junior girls on the same week. Are girls just mean to handicap people or is it just me?
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