I love alone and I'm about to order 2 large pizzas and a brownie pie from Papa John's.
Anyone else /depressioneating/ here?
Not anymore, gained 30 pounds in the past 3 months and I want to kill myself even more feeling so gross.
I know that feel.
I'm 70lbs more than I used to be, though thanks to my job, I have a fair amount of muscle. I'm not a body builder, but at least it isn't 100% fat. It's gotten worse recently. I've put on 20lbs in the past few months, and even though I feel disgusting, I can't find the care or the will to do anything about it.
I'm just a sack of shit.
I feel you 100%, I try to get back into the routine of exercises but stop giving a shit after the first few days. I'll probably go for random intervals of starvation, lose a couple pounds here and there until I'm back down to what I want.
Could be smoking weed, I know I've killed >25,000 calories in a day no problem.
About to get myself a party bag of Cheetos, both puffs and crunches, and cheddar popcorn, and maybe some Junior Mints. Feels great tbhhh
I don't know that I'll eat it all at once, but definitely the equivalent of one.
I'm a big dude. 6'4" Broad shoulders, legit big bones, with a generally wide profile. Even if I wasn't fat, I would still be 250lbs. I guess that helps. Even then, I've always had an appetite, even when I drink about a gallon of water a day.
Took this pic Friday after some anon convinced me to go buy pizza, someone else convince me now, because my diet doesnt let me
Oh, I know. I used to eat better, or at least tried to eat better. That was when I was down, but between work and school, I don't usually have time to cook something. When I do, I can't even find the will to shower let alone cook. Even something a simple as rice. I have a fucking rice cooker and all I have to do it put in rice, water, and push the fucking tab down. I can't even do that. I even get free eggs from my parents, but I can't be bothered to turn my stove on and let them sit in a pan for a few minutes.
This so much. I want to say I care about my health but I obviously don't. This is not about aesthetics or comfort at this point. I am overweight and I can't seem to care. Guess you could say I deserve to die earlier than other people then. It's like something's wrong with my brain
Prepare rice and put in it your fridge, microwave later. Hardboil eggs, put in fridge, eat later, or alternatively, wake up 10 minutes earlier and make yourself a proper breakfast. As a last bit of advice, if you must buy fast food, buy less. Just take a deep breath at the drive through and be like "I don't need a medium/large fries, or extra toppings on the burger. Get the standard burger and a small fries." It's all about calories.
I stopped drinking soda 6 years ago, and I don't usually get fries because they're too expensive for what you get out of them. Truth be told, I don't usually eat fast food unless I have a b1g1 coupon.
I know it's all about calories. That's the problem. I know all this shit, I know what I have to do, I've even done it, but I have no will to really anything. I have chicken breasts that have been sitting in my freezer since January last year because my pan was dirty and it was too much effort to clean it. Hell, even now, I'm just barely getting myself dressed to go grab my pizza that was ready 15 minutes ago.
Depression is fucked and I've been dealing with this for literally my whole life.