>>25652805 >Deleted everyone from my skype contacts and uninstalled >About to delete my normiebook permanently as well I've realized at this point that trying to socialize like a normal human being will only bring me sadness
>>25652975 Because I know that I'm completely disposable to all those people They aren't talking to me because they actually value me or anything It makes me feel twice as empty inside whenever I fuck around with social media than when I'm just alone
>>25652805 >don't have a skype >everyone on the board references skype and omegle drama >bunch of fags get together and play steam games and hang out I didn't know this was nerd/soc/ when do we get naughty kik threads too?
>>25652975 I had these friends from my college invite me in a skype group with them, I felt motivated everyday because of them and I didn't feel suicidal for a while. They abandoned me, though. My friendship with them lasted about 5 months. I know it was a short time, but I felt so happy during that time.
Ever since then i've grown needy and reliant on others, but those traits seem to annoy others, so sustaining friendships have been hard. Nobody will ever want to play steam games with me or put me in their skype groups.
I've started closing Skype since nobody in any of the groups I'm in says anything interesting
I've been thinking of leaving my tabletop game group since everyone seems to just want to start shit. Like, there always has to be some sort of drama for those fuccbois to get buttmad over. Why do people do this?
>>25653188 Also, I tried getting into a group on skype once that was r9k-related. Everybody seemed like such a normie and would only talk in group calls. I don't have a mic, and even if I did I wouldn't use it. I swear i'm too autismo for /r9k/ sometimes.
I know that feel. Nobody on skype talks to me except one grill who asks me how I'm doing every few days, and when I try to expand on the conversation, just ignores me. She has 300 orbiters so not worth imo.
>>25652805 I was hanging out with KYM a few years ago, and they had a group skype. Everyone just sat there awkwardly look at each other. I minimized it not to be rude, and forgot about it. Started picking my nose.
It's just too much goddamn effort to keep in contact with internet friends I'll feel lonely and start messaging some people, but then I realize that I don't actually care enough to keep in contact and just stop
>tfw the only pwoplw you have on skype are >a guy who used to be your bro but doesn't respond to your messages anymore, and only ever talks to you when he needs someone to listen to him sperg out over sm4sh or skullgirls >a weeaboo with pleb taste who won't watch half of your recommendations because it would cut into his keeping up with one piece and naruto >some guy I know from a freshman engineering course that posts on /a/ and seems pretty chill all around but never messages me, and I don't want to message him and sound weird or needy even though he lives in the same dorm as me and would probably be willing to hang out occasionally
>That awkward feeling when you have someone added on skype that you used to be close to in real life, but have drifted apart and you think it would be a jerk move to remove them because you still kind of see each other every day please tell me im not the only one that feels this
>>25653343 Every girl anywhere has 300 orbiters. Only once did I meet a girl who barely had friends and she still has a boyfriend before. I just avoid them now because I I can smell all the attentionwhoring and passive-aggressive orbiter autism in a few seconds.
I haven't ever been able to maintain a skype friend for more than a matter of days Every time I try to talk with people, after our first few conversations they start getting boring really fucking fast, and they start replying less and less to the point where it just gets awkward I usually just end up deleting them because I feel embarrassed I don't know if the problem is just the people I'm talking with, or if I'm really that boring and shitty of a conversation partner I didn't think I was that lame
>>25657553 So what the hell does the bottom of the barrel pursue? I'm not picky with the physical, and I actually prefer autism in a companion. I just want a shared hobby, and unfortunately my main hobby is anime. I can't even do much of that with my 10kb/s right now though.
>>25657662 /cgl/ is going to be full of roasties with tons of orbiters, and I don't cosplay so I don't feel right going there. tumblr is for normies. I don't know what lolcow is but i'll assume it's shit.
>start watching X files from the start with a friend and his friend over skype >Start being increasingly mean and snarky to me >tfw last week I message asking if they'd like to watch X files and my friend's friend tells me they're already watching >Feel hurt and a few days later ask friend about it after not talking >"Lol man sometimes I just want to watch a show with one of my friends" >Haven't messaged him since Man, I feel I would be more hurt if I had not realized the futility of relationships for me. I'm just too weird I guess and people always get annoyed because I genuinely care about other people's opinions and ask questions. I'm done being overly depressed about shit though because I think being a bit quirky and loopy is a lot better than being a bland slate and will help me accomplish my goals
>>25658000 The problem is that the gender ratio on the internet is more like 2:1, and somewhere like 4chan it's more like 10:1, and then when you're talking about girls that like anime it become more like 20:1. Your odds just keep getting lower and lower
>>25658255 I want to get /fit/ and become a professional wrestler.Used to be really suicidal but I've been making self improvement such as getting my licence and seriously looking for a job and losing 50+ pounds.I'm still a robot through and through though and will be forever even if by some mix of miracle and hard work I accomplished my dreams, I'd still be searching for something more. >>25658375 Thanks,anon. I appreciate your sentiment.Hope you have a good week
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