>Don't like your life?
>Then do something about it
Normie tier advice but it really is accurate.
What are you going to do this week to change your shitty life?
Yep. It was shocking. I would literally plan our potential conversations and end up sweating for completely asinine meetings or situations.
Retail work actually helped me out of that.
Strangely enough I interview very well. Between 15 and 30 I've only had one year where I haven't had a job and I swear it's all down to me interviewing well. Even if you're an autist after being hired they'll stick with you for a while (due to being too lazy to confront and fire you and then hire and train another person) after which you can at the very least keep your job.
I don't think I'd do too badly in an interview, the issue for me would be applying for the job/the act of actually having to GO to the interview. I'm fine when I'm in a social situation, but can easily talk myself out of them beforehand.
this p much
>try to make prototype video games or mod/map content for existing vidya, show it to someone, and get shit on so hard I just scrap the whole thing, yet again
>go to work and give a presentation, stutter through the whole thing, and then probably be ordered to see the in-house counsellor again for what is basically an interrogation, just like before my vacation
>try to draw some fursmut on my own time, copy some pieces by others that I like, and then end up hating both mine and theirs after I spot some anatomical or perspective error, just like every other time
probably just gonna end up salvaging some tubes out of the trash and building one of those partisan air rifles and just sniping people when im upset. i dont care anymore. fuck everyone. if i cant be happy no one else should be
Spend an hour a day researching things you would like to do
stems from having no passion, research shold help quell this
>no work ethic
Gonna have to force yourself to adjust to doing things you don't like. I suggest setting your alarm early and having a daily set of tasks you need to complete.
>wanting to be sad
You only want to be sad when the rest of your life is shit and even then, you don't like it, you just tolerate it because misery is comfortable and happiness requires effort.
Some say love, it is a river
And that it drowns the tender reed
And some say love, it's like a razor
And that it leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, it's only seed
It's a heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose
The same thing I do every week, Anon:
try to take over the world.
I just a new job, opened up a new back account, and Im going back to school. I kinda hate everyone in there, but it looks like I gotta push on through. Next I wanna work on trying to drive, get /fit/, and try and stop being a spaz at people.
doing my best to get that job, got 2 interviews.
im running out of steroid/nightclub money and life just isn't worth living without those.
You think the wives of small-dicked Chads don't snicker about it? He cannot overcome it, no matter how in love the girl is she will pull that out in every argument, and spread the word to her friends.