I cant take it anymore. I just want to be a normal fucking person, someone without all these problems. I dont even want to make jokes or memes about it anymore, Im only here because I have nowhere else to go and am only using this picture because I need one to post.
I dont know what Im going to do.
you know what needs to be done
IKTF on an incredibly deep level.
I feel like I don't even know who the fuck I am anymore. I feel empty. I'm shitposting here because I don't know what to do.
Is it safe for you to take a walk at this hour?
Can you drive? Are there any valuables around, money? enough to get away from there? If yes would you steal anything you can lay hands to once they pass out and get gone?
Yes, I could walk. Too lazy though. I can't drive because I got a DUI(wew lad). I have a lot of money. I wouldn't steal from them.
If it got so bad that I felt I needed to leave I would just go down and start beating them up. It's really just obnoxious as fuck. Their personalities clash way too easily.
>turn that damn music down!!
>no but you gotta listen to the lyrics
>just turn it down!
>you don't understand Kansas!!
>just turn it down
>ILL KILL YOU YOU BITCH YOU RUINED MY LIFE
Headphones and loud noises does the trick. I'm in no danger from these people.
i'm a virgin. should i go fuck my mom until she shuts up?
That's it? You really should kill yourself then huh. If you think being a virgin is such a big problem then you're probably too stupid to be able to do it for yourself huh. Get yourself a fleshlight if thats your only problem
I'm an 18 year old senior in high school who is finishing his classes online. I know everybody here will hate me for being this young but I started posting here three years ago because it was a place where I could talk about my problems and have stayed here out of habit. If I dont kill myself before I get to college I will probably study engineering.
Im supposed to be really smart, and on paper I guess I am (I got a 2360 on the SAT and have self studied for the AP Physics B and C exams and gotten 5s), but I dont sense it in anyway. I tell myself and others that I left high school because I wanted time for my own interests, but the reality is that I was close to failing because I was so depressed and anxious all the time that I couldnt function on a daily basis and was missing an average of three days of week.
In terms of a social life, my situation is kind of hard to explain. When I was younger I was pretty much almost diagnosed with actual, DSM-IV autism. I never talked to other kids and would literally out my head down, often to cry, whenever we weren't doing something until about 5th grade. Since then I developed a sense of humor to get people to like me, and that is now the only way I can talk to people. Numerous people have called me the funniest person they have ever met, but my reliance on humor has stunted me from ever getting true interaction with people as Im too scared of rejection to ever ask someone if they want to hang out or anything. On top of that, I am painfully self aware of every thing I do and know that the personality I give off to others is a total lie and that Im still a complete fuck up underneath.
Plus I have numerous physical problems that can only be treated through heavy medication. These have always instilled in me a feeling that Im faking everything, that without all this artificial help I would likely be dead.
What a pathetic post. I don't care about your bad life olympics, faggot. Go hang out on tumblr if that's what you care about. Sorry I didn't give you a sad story to cry over you fucking queer.