>tfw didn't win the record breaking Powerball jackpot
Why even live?
Don't worry, I could have won $7 and bought myself some tendies and root beer if I had the fucking red ball. There is always Wednesday though so that's something looking forward to I guess.
At this point, anything is better than going back to retail. It's so fucking unforgiving and menial. If my degree doesn't pay off I might as well just go into male prostitution. That's a thing right? Maybe camwhoring instead.
>tfw I actually, stupidly let myself get excited and spent all day fantasizing about what I'd do with the money after escaping my shitty, awful life
Now I come crashing back to reality feeling even worse about my life than before.
Why did I let myself gain hope for my situation? I should know by now. I guess my despair at my situation overrided my common sense and knowledge of the basically impossible odds.
I also got excited when I got the tickets for the lotto. It fucking hit like a truck and I now feel like shit. The waiting for the numbers was hype, which is a good feeling for me which I rarely get, but realizing that you'll forever be a wagecuck makes it not worth it.