>went to party
>was there like 15 min
>didn't say a word
>have no idea what to say
>just say bye and left
I feel awful, i honestly feel there are people like me who just doesn't belong into modern society.
Alcohol and weed are the only ways to lower your vibrations to normie levels and be able to communicate with them senpai
i know it's hard, op, but you have to make an effort. ask somebody how they're doing. maybe try talking to someone who's sitting or standing by themselves. they might also feel out of place, unsure what to do or say.
the more you do it, the easier it gets. the first step is the hardest.
>go to party
>the girl i like is there
>she's shit faced drunk
>she's normally so nice and sweet
>i didn't even know she went to parties
>she's rubbing up on everyone
>comes over to me
>i don't understand half the words that come out of her mouth
>"haha good to see you too"
>i stay in my friends room the rest of the night and play games on his computer
I've never been to a party before and I'm never going again.
Alcohol is a solution, but you can't get drunk immediatly.
You still have to deal with your autism till de alcohol clicks.
I don't and can't smoke weed, i can't paranoid and her voices in my head.