>went to party
>was there like 15 min
>didn't say a word
>have no idea what to say
>just say bye and left
I feel awful, i honestly feel there are people like me who just doesn't belong into modern society.
>>25628756
Alcohol and weed are the only ways to lower your vibrations to normie levels and be able to communicate with them senpai
Same. Want to kill yourself with me?
>>25629462
Same, too; yes.
>>25628756
That feel is correct.
>>25628756
Did you at least have a few drinks and get some digits pal?
>>25628756
i know it's hard, op, but you have to make an effort. ask somebody how they're doing. maybe try talking to someone who's sitting or standing by themselves. they might also feel out of place, unsure what to do or say.
the more you do it, the easier it gets. the first step is the hardest.
>go to party
>the girl i like is there
>she's shit faced drunk
>she's normally so nice and sweet
>i didn't even know she went to parties
>she's rubbing up on everyone
>comes over to me
>i don't understand half the words that come out of her mouth
>"haha good to see you too"
>i stay in my friends room the rest of the night and play games on his computer
I've never been to a party before and I'm never going again.
>>25629396
Alcohol is a solution, but you can't get drunk immediatly.
You still have to deal with your autism till de alcohol clicks.
I don't and can't smoke weed, i can't paranoid and her voices in my head.
>>25629665
There was this fat girl at the party, and two of my chad friends with their gf's.
Made me feel like shit.
Same, I get dragged to parties and 90% of the time I feel like I don't belong there. Sometimes though I get just the right amount of drunk or high to enjoy myself and have a good time.