>Driving home from wotk at 11pm
>Imagine myself as a all powerful lich raising the dead and destroying all life on the world with the undead
Autism thread
>tfw autistic power fantasies about killing people
>>25626803
>You will never be a lich or a necromancer in real life
>>25626890
>the you will always be too scared of the repurcussions to just off a random person
I think I took my fantasy too far desu
I already have 1800 pages of notes, drawings, character descriptions and world building for a fantasy that like it day dream about. I think about it constantly, adding new things to it.
It's not fan fiction tier either, all stuff I thought up myself, though obviously it has influences. All up there are 38 worlds, including Earth in this universe, 39 if you include the afterlife.
I should get a job or go to university or something, probably. The level of obsession I have with this fictional world is unhealthy.
>>25626770
saw this earlier it might do.
>hold fork like pic related
>someone called me out on it when i was 17
>still do it 5 years later
>>25626770
>TFW you will never be Arthas
>>25627426
Why not write a book about it, man?
>>25629139
I've considered it, I'm just not sure what the story would be about exactly. I've written a few short in universe stories, but nothing that could really be expanded into engaging fantasy book.
There's just too much to pick from, over a thousand character so far. I even started designing a language, a lingua franca for the most important characters.
>>25629083
i do too anon
>awkwardly trying to make conversation with clients at the meeting
>imagining terrorists taking over the building and defeating them in an epic battle
I used to stalk a girl when i was younger
I eventually got found out but it hasnt stopped me from imaging strangling her while listening to my special songs.
>roleplay in my head as all of my WoW characters
>each one has a detailed back story and are connected to each other in one way or another
Oh boy
>>25627426
Join us on /his/.
Pretty much everybody there has an autistic fascination with worldbuilding.
>>25626770
it could be worse, my dad was fired today for not looking like he's working hard enough after he got everything done way in advance
have a fullmetal airsoft m1a1 thompson from when i was in high school and played airsoft with a group of like 6 guys
still works
sometimes i just take out the mag and put it back in over and over
>>25629935
I already use /his/, anon
i tried to explain baneposting to my mom. i showed her the plane scene and everything
>think of my own transformation sequences for various digimon or sailor moon characters because I think I could do better than the original animators
I need help
>>25629569
Tolkien, how did you find your way to our time? Please finish the Silmarillion
>>25630710
I wish I was that talented.
>>25626770
>grocery parking lot
> see cart boys with masks on for cold
>say "I didn't know sub-zero had fallen on such hard times" OUT LOUD TO THEM
>instant cringe and regret almost instantly
>I mean they don't really speak english but if they did the reference would be lost
>all I did was insult their job kinda , didn't mean to
Go back to not talking to anyone or trying to be funny IRL
>
Sometimes I dream about being a super soldier or a sniper....
Other times that I'm popular and have a lot of friends..... Anda a girlfriend looking like Avril lavigne
And other times I pretend being king of Sparta playing total war
>>25629569
>>25627426
hey anon u cant just say shit like that with out telling us more , fuck start a whole thread for it
we want to know more about your detailed world build
like describe a few characters and some of the 38 worlds
other anons second my post to get him to talk
>be anywhere
>imagine something horribly stupid I did
>soothe my anxiety attack by imagining that, when I kill myself, my spirit will walk the earth as a conduit of mystic power
>I would be able to sidestep causality
>become an 11th dimensional
>and just
>fix
>everything
Just fix it all.
Entropy, suffering, whatever you want to call it.
>>25630946
>u
>with out
I would second your post if you weren't 15. Also,
>get him to talk
He's not a performing monkey.
>>25631018
>my spirit will walk the earth as a conduit of mystic power
>I would be able to sidestep causality
>become an 11th dimensional
>and just
>fix
>everything
I think about the exact same thing. I think that all the times I've gotten away with things, or every important life lesson I learn is my 'future' evolved self helping me to evolve so that I can one day become it.
A lot of the time I imagine being able to mark people in some way.
Like I wish I could mark people who lied about being sexually assaulted so tomorrow morning it would be clear how many people are so pathethic they make up problems for themselves. I also frequently imagine killing off specific types of people, in particular people who use the term neurodivergent in reference to themselves but aren't actually autistic
>>25629569
Pick a world at random, write a story just about that world. Pick one character from another world to be in the chosen world, use his alien origin as a plot device. Ride that out until you're feeling uninspired with them. /roll another world. Rinse repeat
>>25629983
Bro that's normal. Not to go all /k fag on you, but I sit and fuck with my guns obsessively. Btw, nice taste -- m1a's are god-tier.
>>25627426
You're cool. I wish I had your level of motivation to pen down my autism instead of being a NEET with the attention span of a goldfish who can't do anything for more than 20 minutes at a time.
>>25629083
I switch to this stance when I'm attacking peas or corn. Allows me to swiftly engage multiple targets.
>>25631275
i live in massachusetts, i would buy real guns if the process wasnt so convoluted here
>you will never go back to high school
>ywn head out into the snowy woods with 10 guys and split into 2 teams
>ywn set down your vietnam ammo box filled with plastic bbs behind cover for everybody to take from
>ywn blast motherfuckers with BBs at 10 rounds a second with your upgraded 9.6v battery
>ywn crawl slow as fuck through the snow for 30 minutes to get behind the other guys and blast them all
>ywn have fun again