Body Dysmorphia, Anorexia, Bulimia

130 lb 6'2".

Went to bed/room hungry this evening. Can't help feeling satisfied by this fact.

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What the fuck does it feel like to walk outside normally without wearing layers of clothing?

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>>25624452
I haven't been professionally diagnosed, but I can kind of relate.

18 years old at 94lbs, I don't feel fat and I'm aware that I'm crazy underweight. That bothers me a lot, but I really don't know how to fix it.

If I look in the mirror at my face, it isn't symmetrical and I can pick out everything that I hate about it, but if I take a picture of my face, it looks pretty normal and I can't seem find as many problems. Not sure what the problem is.

185lbs/6'2

All the fat is on my face, the rest of my body is skinny as a rake for some reason

>>25624452

Is that you?

If you where any thinner you'd be outright unattractive.

>>25624621
Not me, just a picture I took from a /soc/ thread where this girl was proud to be a slut and was telling all her slutty stories. It was disgusting.

I love girls with body dysmorphia.

I want to fuck their skeletal bodies senseless.

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>>25624612
I don't know what my body even looks like. I see different images in every reflection. I am constantly touching my body, under my neck, ribs, hip bones, wrist bones, back, etc seeing how much fat I have.

I've lost so much weight over the years because I used to actually be fat and wanted to better myself, but the image of myself to me never got better. I'm skinnyfat, have a thigh gap, small tummy, don't have the best shape, but I can't stand to look at it.

I'm always stretching and posing trying to find a good angle, I hate pictures, I want to rage when people take photos of me. I get so fucking angry, why the fuck do I not have the right to hide my disgusting pig self?

It's depressing. All I've ever wanted was to wear dresses and look pretty and classy. But as soon as I put on the dress, I feel like I'm disgracing it, like I'm unworthy because of my disgustingly fat body.

So I end up only playing dress up for an hour and dressing nice in my room, but when I go outside I wear jeans and baggy clothing.

I know other robots probably suffer from this too. You probably want to just feel nice for once but can't. It's horrible, you can only feel good when you're starving. I've been thinner and I didn't even notice how much I dropped. Fuck man fuck.

>106 lbs, ideally want to be at 90
>too lazy to lose any more weight 2bh
>plus my face will still be crooked so what's the point

I'm pretty sure I don't have BDD even though doctors keep trying to diagnose me as BDD. I guess it's because ideally I'd like to lose more weight but they don't understand that it's not that big of a deal to me. I don't have much dysphoria around my body unless I'm feeling bloated.

The problems that I do have revolve around my face. It isn't "dysphoric" to hate your face when it isnt aesthetically pleasing and is kind of ugly. I mean it's completely natural in that case. It kind of bothers me because they act like I'm supposed to trot along through life happy that I'm ugly. Fuck.

shut the fuck up if you don't have pectus excavatum you're literally a normie get out

>>25624452
sexy as fuck

>115 lbs
you gross fat fuck

>>25624841
I'm sorry about the hole in your chest anon. You can let it out.

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>>25624849
haha lol please end my life

>>25624452
Ye I always feel ugly and misformed but people tell me I'm not. It's not BDD tier but I definitely have self image problems. I just wanna feel beautiful ;__;

>>25624934
I just wanna be normal senpai

>>25625180
Ya me too. Did you drop your trip or are you someone else?

>>25625390
I'm not a tripfag no. But I do constantly post major threads.

>>25625453
O, nvm. I thought you were someone. But yeah I really wanna be normal. If I could get over my shit I could be like...I dunno. I could be happy. I could do shit.
I could have a gf lmao

I've had these problems my whole life
I hated my body when I was fat, I tried lifting and I hated my body more, I lost 90 pounds and finally realized i need tranny pills

>>25625532
>finally realized i need tranny pills
Maybe you should kill yourself..

>>25625559
I don't want to kill myself but wouldn't it be hot if you choked me out

>>25624808
This is literally me except I'm a guy (I assume you're a fembot because you mentioned dresses). I went from ~250 to ~150 and I still feel ugly wearing anything other than baggy jeans and a hoodie.

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>>25624452
yeah i got dysmorphia, i'm 23. Had to move back in with my parents last year because i couldnt go to the shops to buy food for myself. I have an issue with my face, and the way clothes look on my body

i'm a handsome guy and my social skills are fine, but i struggle when it comes to being on my own out in the world with people looking at me, be it that my face looks too red, my face isnt the same on both sides, the way clothes sit on my body. No matter what i do none of it feels normal to me, at all times i feel like i'm just pretending and trying to fit in and everybody knows it

it's a tough life, went back to the doctors a couple of weeks ago and got put on something called pregabalin, going to see how that goes. It's embarrasing having to go to the job centre with my mum once a fortnight because i cant go on my own, and it's mandatory for me to be there because apparently not being able to leave the house doesn't qualify you for sickness benefit any more

any one else deal with this and have found any methods of coping?

>>25624452
i have the reverse

i still feel small even though im 190 and a manlet and want to be huge as fuck and lean

gonna have to hit the gear as soon as i reach drinking age. not gonna do it sooner

>>25625890
No sorry man. Good luck with your new medication.

I'm 300 lbs and am a bulimic but I eat way more than the number of times I vomit

DO ANY OF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY MEDS THAT CAN MAKE ME NOT FEEL THE PAIN OF HUNGER

>>25624452
>I'm under 115 pounds and
>>25624536
>130 lb 6'2".

I was there once. Look, you have a problem. Do not let it continue. Eat normally and stop fucking your bodies up. I cant stop you but please dont tear yourselves apart.

>>25626765
K R A T O M will definitely do that for you
Or stims

>>25624452
>I just want to be able to walk outside without being ashamed of my body
I was actually obese and it boggles my mind how someone can feel this way under 115 lbs.

>200 lbs
>want to lose weight
>no one supports you in losing weight and say you're not fat

honestly what the fuck

>>25624452
>108

feel like a fucking fat fuck

>>25626937
It boggled my mind too. Every day in fact. Why are obese people more confident than me?

>>25627725
Most of them aren't unless they're fucking crazy or pretend to be on tumblr.

haha are we /tumblr/ self-diagnosing now? my turn!
'm fit but i have body dysmorphia

the day you pick up the iron, you will be forever small ;~;

>>25626964
im not that heavy but iktf

is your family large

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ana chans pls go

>>25624808
i can totally relate to your shitty feelings

>I hate pictures, I want to rage when people take photos of me. I get so fucking angry, why the fuck do I not have the right to hide my disgusting pig self?

this hitted right in the feels

>>25624841
>pectus excavatum

dude there was like this one guy in my neighborhood, litterally unknown to most hot topic of the season cause he had the brlliant idea of going to the pool, even i laughed at him

>>25627879
we aren't tumblr desu

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>>25624536

I'm so jealous of you. I've always admired that really emaciated look on both men and women. The best I ever did though was 5'6" 119lbs. Right now I'm 130 and I can feel the fat clinging to me.

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>>25624603

Last summer I used to walk through my neighborhood nude between the hours of 2 and 4 am. I would roll my self a cigarette, disrobe, and wander through peoples yards while pretending I was the final survivor of an Apocalypse. In answer to your question, it felt pretty good desu pham.

>>25624452
You look like a trap in this picture,
its hard to tell with your arms like that.
post moar

>>25624536
>>25626867
Not that anon, but literally the same.
Except I'm not an anorexic, eat a fuck ton yet still weigh the same.

>tfw tried very hard to recover last year, used to have bmi of 15.5
>appetite becomes insatiable monster as I start to eat more
>starting to become fat
>even more disgusted with self than I was back then

It wasn't worth it

>>25629229
I do this every night...

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Had my wisdom teeth out around 1 week ago and have to wash out the gaps in mouth every time I so I just don't eat now. Lost 4lbs already since last Monday, down to 118 (height is 5'11 btw).

>>25629841
I wish you die, anon. :^)
{its good luck fer ROBOTS}

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>tfw no period

this is my favourite thing about being a skelly

could do without my heart being a slow weak piece of shit though

>>25629873
That's my goal desu, being anorexic enough to just die.

>>25624808
i understand this a lot
>It's depressing. All I've ever wanted was to wear dresses and look pretty and classy. But as soon as I put on the dress, I feel like I'm disgracing it, like I'm unworthy because of my disgustingly fat body.

So I end up only playing dress up for an hour and dressing nice in my room, but when I go outside I wear jeans and baggy clothing.

I try to feel like im someone else but thats only because i deal with other mental disorders other than body dysphoria. I feel that the dysphoria plays a huge role in what i do

>>25629915
Can you be my girlfriend or something?

5' 11" here
Got a physical a week ago, clocked in at 106lbs.
Want to get under 100 again
Feelsbadman
Anybody else kno this feel?

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>>25624452

6'3" 205# /fit/ but still think I'm simultaneously not thin enough and also not big enough

your skinny af and nice tits senpai

154 pounds
5,34 feet

i have all symptoms to be anorexic, but i'm fat. i hate myself.

>>25624452
I am 5'4 and I am 160 pounds. I was recently diagnosed as obese. Horrah.

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Body dysmorphia? Sorry never heard of it. Stop crying fags.