Robots, I finally ascended to be a normal human being
Struggled with drugs, and suicide thoughts
finally after years i got a gf, and went clean.
I know you hate me, I know I'm a normie know, I don't belong here anymore.
I have thought of leaving but I feel
I must help you,
Anything regarding social skills, and Jesus I will assist you, he played a big part on this.
So Robots, are you willing to listen?
First big thing, no TV
I ditched TV on my house and saw how my self esteem healed, avoid ads in general, they make you feel worthless, that's how they get you to buy their products,
You look for girls at the wrong places,
Respectable girls are following Jesus, going to church, helping her mom with the dishes, they aren't at Starbucks taking selfies, why they follow Jesus? Because Jesus fills you with peace, his word is noble and speaks of morals and decency,
Once you achieve connection, with God and your future gf, drugs start to make no sense to you anymore, he cleans you.
I started with weed, for 2 years, then cocaine, extasy and some pills like clonazepam, I was the kind of drug addict that bought their shit, and them just stayed alone for 3 days straight
I have felt that religion is probably a good way to feel fulfillment with life. How can I deal with being religious if I could never believe in a god though? Like I want to be religious and read scripture and whatever but I could never find myself believing the creation stories or that God exists.
Because I'm honestly kind of a shitty person. I only really care about myself and I put zero effort into any of my relationships with anyone. I'm also incredibly cynical and bitter.
I was agnostic, I never imagined I would be going to church as I do, faith grows on you.
This is what happened to me, I won't believe it, but that's OK.
I weighted 49 kilos, on the verge of suicide, drug addiction
My mom came to get me, she saw how bad I looked, I went to sleep
Without I realizing she put her thin white transparent veil on my head
I woke up cured, no addiction, no suicide thoughts. A will to live
I was atheist agnostic until that day
I can't say it will happen to you
But faith grows on you, start slow,
Be humble and honest, and you will feel him.