>tfw I can only get off to rape
Does any other anon share this feel? Its like as soon as the girl shows any sign of enjoyment I lose my erection.
>mfw favorite tags are rape, gang rape and reverse rape
Yeah, started jerking off since 11 everyday
normal stuff just don't cut it for me
my sad panda history is all bestiality, guro, mind break, brain fuck, loli/shota, cbt, moral corruption etc some time overlapping
Same. I can't even rap to hardcore bdsm vids where the girl comes out at the end and talks about how much she enjoyed it.
>mfw I had tons of rape vids and hardcore bdsm vids where the girl is obviously in pain
>mfw I deleted my entire collection in some failed bid to quit masturbating. I want to blow my brains out; I haven't had a proper orgasm in a while and I didn't think things would turn out this way a few months ago.
Yes but rape on any side. Female raping male, male on male rape, misc torture, orgasm prevention, all of it. Not just male raping female.
I hate myself for liking it.
At least if it was male on female rape only I would know it's natural. This is some violent shit in my head.
Like Mariya here has a borderline rape scene.
Some of it was real. I used to have access to this .onion site with actual oc rape scenes; you could either access it by paying via bitcoins or by donating an oc rape vid-i chose the former. A lot of the hardcore bdsm was real though because some anon on /gif/ dumped a bunch of vids by a company that was shut down due to legal issues/sex assault cases.
>does it mean we are too degenerate for a healthy life?
I'm beginning to get worried that if I ever get a gf or sexual partner, I might not be able to resist the temptation to beat her to do something that could practically end my life. I once got really close to assaulting an old high-school class mate; I followed her one night but backed off when I saw a bunch of guys
I like it when she's forcefully stripped naked and humiliated against her will. Close enough, I guess.
This is gonna sound really obvious but they were "real", you know? Like when you've only ever seen fake gore scenes in films but then you see you're first ever snuff film on 4chan. Many of the girls didn't scream, they just lied their stiff as a board with a spaced-out look. I remember one vid-one of my favourites-the girl kept vomiting onto herself as she was being fucked on a car in a scrapyard. Most of it was gang rape, one guy holding down the girl, another guy fucking her, and taking turns. The major difference, however, was that you could see the pain in the girl's eyes. With fake rape scenes, even very convincing ones, you could tell it was acting. I make it sound bad but it was actually phenomenal if you're into rape stuff. It's like doing heroin and trying to get back into weed (fake scenes) but not having the option to do heroin again.
I stumbled up a website devoted to it on a .onion site through TOR. The site's probably still up but I lost access after I switched laptops. I'm afraid I no longer have the link but if you want to find you'll need to:
1. download tor
2. search through the hidden wiki for forums, related sites, etc.
3. lurk around on deep web (hate that buzzword) forums on TOR
4. get lucky
Be careful though. If you're in uni then don't access tor through your uni's network because admins/it staff can see that you're using it; they can't know what you're actually browsing but they'll know you're using tor.
Gather round anons, to hear the tale of a robot who once dated a girl with a rape fetish.
Me at the time: 200lb liberal, 6ft, 24 years old, white/azn, loved SJW shit and smoked weed daily, played bass in a band.
Her: 5'2, Swedish (born and raised in Stockholm), alabaster skin and brunette hair, socially awkward, 19 year old SJW liberal.
We start relationship, she has major daddy issues. Calls me daddy when we fuck, wants to role play dad daughter fucking, loves bondage and being degraded. Loved letting me cum in her. Sounds good so far Right?
I find discontent with my life, I'm fat and not contributing anything to Society. Decide to join military since it what dad/grandad did. Some hesitation on her part but she's supportive. Go though boot camp and she's loyal (I think) sends me letters every week with lipstick kisses in them, sprays her perfume on letters. Get back from boot camp and continue relationship .a year later I find out she met some guy a bar, she was texting him for a week and ended up going to his place. Fucked and left, told me the next week. I was pissed off and she went into self defence mode. "Hurr I'm so sorry I didn't tell you about how it was rough and I didn't enjoy it". Dump her and she goes full on crazy. 5 years later I miss the sex A LOT and I haven't found anyone who has rape/daddy tendencies like she did, I'm convinced girls with those fetishes are fucked and not capable of relationships. I had my fun though.
Point of the story is, dont stick your dick in crazy. OP I hope you find all the cocks you need and maybe if you're lucky one day a guy will rope you for real and we'll never find the body.
This is really similar to the vid I'm talking about but this girl has blonde hair and isn't on a truck.
Check this >>25621884 out for a vague idea of what the vids were like.