>someone left a new comment on my YouTube AMV I made 10 years ago back in high school when I was a young weeb
>"This is my favorite AMV and the only one I like." -- some YouTube person
>spend all my time shitposting and harassing people on Youtube, insulting them menacing them etc
>some girl respond to one of my rant
>I absolutely destroy her with insults
>she replies "I give up, you are the meanest person on the planet"
>check her profile up
>she's like 10yo
>mfw I spent half an hour insulting and trying to break a 10yo
I'm such a shit person, I'm killing myself soon.
She made me grew up, I didn't realised my words could hurt people irl, Internet trolling and shitposting was just a game for me, now I'm done.
It was a little conversation that took like 3 or four posts, she was literally blowing me the fuck out so I got mad and insulted her literally wanting to destroy her but when I realised my words touched her and she was like more mature than me even if she is like 15years younger than me I realised I fucked up.
>she was literally blowing me the fuck out so I got mad and insulted her
nah senpai I've embarassed myself enough
maybe not 10yo but she was like 12-16 tops.
I insulted her and she was saying stuff like "don't be mean it's unecessary" "sorry If I seemed agressive to you" it fucked broke me man but I kept going and then she said she gave up, that she was hurt and that I was the meanest person on the planet.
It hurted me more than being insulted by fags I baited on a daily basis
Shitposting, not even once
>tfw always make dank posts on yt and get top comments and upboats with my brothers account
I wonder what he thinks of it when he checks his notifications and sees all my comments and people replying to me on his account
I argument pretty well, I destroy people on the internet on a daily basis, but she changed the rules, people reply to insults with insults, and on that field I'm pretty good, she replied with kindness to my insults, trying to have a reasonable debate and stop the hatred, that fucked my shit up and made me do stupid shit.
I give up on shitposting/trolling It ain't worth it, I'll be nice now, I have to get that hatred out of me, it's consuming me, I'm tired of being an angsty faggot like I was in my teens, time to grow up.
That's just a pepe for me, I don't listen to le neo 80 le vaporware trash.
Makes me think twice about being mean on the internet, I look for little vlogging channels of obvious normies and make fun of them. I used to go to Reddit just to harass women in r/gonewild, but I got permabanned.
Maybe I should stop. I find the idea of just spending your time being mean on the internet hilarious though.
Yeah my man It's a literral waste of time and you can really hurt people with your words, I didn't realised that. You can still be mean and insult but be sure the target deserves the shit you are throwing at him/her