Post your heaviest feels. Here are mine
>You'll never make her get excited and write down "date with anon" on calendar while thinking about you all night
>that incredible smile will never be for you
>She'll never hear you knocking at the front door and coming rushing over to answer it, stopping quickly by the hallway mirror to double-check that her hair is set perfectly in the pony-tail she knows you love
>She will never hang out with you after a tired, stressful day that made her sad and just hug you and put her face in between your arm and chest and breathe deeply and fall asleep on the bed (this is all before you guys are officially dating and are still friends) and then she wakes up an hour later groggy eyed and looks up at you deeply in your eyes and she says "Anon, I really like you" and you swallow in your dry throat and choke out "I really like you too" and she moves up your body to face level and you two finally kiss deeply and she drifts back to sleep again but this time with her face in your neck and you hear her mutter "I love you anon, I always have...." and your eyes get all wet but you hold back tears because you don't want her to know how much this means to you.
>You'll never be able to give your life to someone who could take advantage of your opportunities
>You'll never get the chance to show someone how much you want to give, even if you don't know how to receive
>You'll never pleasantly surprise someone who initially underestimated you or wrote you off
>You'll never be able to speak without feeling like you're just bothering someone
>You'll never understand what it feels like for someone to want you to come somewhere, to have someone be content or cheered by just your presence
>You'll never make someone happy
>You'll never know what it's like to have someone really value you. To love you. Someone to worry about you when you are late coming home from work or the grocery store.
What stage you are in now?
That's right, grief. Keep walking toward acceptance.
I fully accept my lonely fate and wish for a horrid accident to kill me.
Anon I appreciate this thread. Like a lot of things even when you get a relationship like you describe it becomes the new normal. I was a KV 2.5 years ago and I thought I would be the happiest person if I got those things.
I've had them for 2 years now and it's still great but it's easy to forget. Like a state of sadness you really do adapt to what your normal baseline level of happiness is.
Thus thread reminds we to enjoy my good fortune and let my girl know I love her. Thanks anon
>all love/women shit related.
Just kill yourself already, faggot.
I'm in this extremely weid state where I'm not quite accepting the loneliness, but on the other hand I can't even begin to imagine what's it like to not be alone and have someone love you
This post from last night, thought to truly appreciate it you needed to be there
>All these faggots that desperately want a GF
I'm surprised you idiots are still stuck on this shit.
If you Had a Girlfriend it would be nothing like you're animes. I've had one already and it required to much effort and time and to please a bitch you need to do a million things as to where a man will have simple taste she will want the whole world.
Stop being pussys and move on you're free from being a vagina slave and have more money/time then the average balding Chad
I just want an anime gf. Fuck "real girls", 3DPD and whatnot. I just want a smooth skin, qt, neko/kitsune/etc gf with a fluffy tail who will abuse me and love me at the same time.
How am I even supposed to sleep tonight having read that :'(
>Tfw extroverted robot
>Love trying new things
>Going to new places
>Meeting new people and making friends
>But can't because i'm an autist
>Always drive people away because i'm distrusting and have been hurt too many times
>Doomed to be a lonely shut-in, when the only thing I really want is to have friends and see the world
>Still hope every day, that things will change and I won't be alone anymore
It's only been 2 years, i'm only 21. I still have my whole life ahead, r-right guys?
>don't want to die
>don't want to live
What made you this way anon?
Who hurt you?
How can we help?
i'm also a 21 years robot and i have a sort of extroverted personality, at a first moment i seem very introvert, emotionless, cold and really boring, but when i have confidence with someone i completely transform myself in a different person, open, a little crazy and fun
But years of loneliness are driving me crazy (actually 6 years without a friend) and now i'm utterly autistic and i've lost all hope to have a little social life.
Next year i'm going to move to another town, pherhaps my life will change a bit, so you should do anon. You aren't fucked up yet. Keep trying and don't listen to r9k memes
you can have that for 599$ anon
oculus rift + custom maid here you go
G-g-guys don't let this feel tread die... we haven't had one of these in a while p-p-please...
Also don't hang your happiness on being accepted by other people. People more often than not, are terrible and self-serving so you will only be giving yourself misery. Be thankful when you meet people who are good because they're rare.
This is only a stupid r9k meme. Human beings need a little of social relationship or they will go crazy. I've become questioning my mental sanity everyday for at least one year. Being alone is very sad
Not the guy you replied to, but where are all the good people?
Because so far all I've found are immature shitbags and a few very talented imitations of good people.
Just so you know, guys, some people are Picassos at pretending to be people of substance and virtue. I thought I had an eye for seeing through the fakers, but some of them have taken it into a whole new level. Not only are these people polite, you never hear them badmouthing anyone, but they also recognize and acknowledge real kindness in people. When they talk to you, they're able to emulate having insight by carefully quoting the most obscure texts they've read on the topic.
They'll have you thinking they're damn near saints before (if ever) the truth is revealed to you. And it won't happen because they allowed it, it will happen because you did something they didn't expect and weren't prepared for. Only then will you see that their world truly was only a stage.
Here's how good they are: I, having seen the grim reality, still have my doubts about whether it could be just an act or if I'm just missing some extenuating circumstances. Being able to run this kind of game on people is psychopath tier.
i agree with you that most of the people are just dumbasses, immature or "bad", but we need to interact with them if you want to fell good. You don't have to spent the whole with other people
Man, I don't know. You aren't/can't be yourself with those people. You have to put on a mask, hold your tongue when they try to pass off dumb shit as something insightful, and smile and nod when they say something you profoundly disagree with.
It's a paradox actually, if i were enough to hang myself, i would have been able to do stuff, to act on it. But then, i just sit idle by the computer screen wishing life to be over.
It doesn't matter if i die now by accident or 30 years laters through disieses, myself won't change. My death would mean the same.