What the fuck is your problem seriously?
What the fuck is it pussies?
Why can't you just go and talk to people?
If you're willing to end your fucking life I would also expect that you're willing to talk to some fucking asshole nobody at uni or in the street/work.
The fuck is wrong with you?
What's the worst than can happen?
I masturbate to 2D little girls
I know I'll just be made fun of, but I really really really don't like "hanging out" in traditional manners
Getting together and having drinks, going out to eat at a restaurant, going to a bar/ club, barbecue, get togethers
In all other ways I'm capable of improving myself, but as soon as friends feel like going out somewhere, it's actually less depressing for me to make an excuse for having to go somewhere and leaving than actually going out. Even if it's a bunch of people that legitimately like my company, it's not just uncomfortable, but it's like I'm attacked by misery.
I've sorted out a bunch of psychological problems and I'm like an ascended normie now, BESIDES this. I don't know the root cause- I suspected feelings of inadequacy or pride or something. But no matter what I do to feel good, I just spiral into wanting to leave.
>HS like third or fourth year
>be in a group with a normie/ pseudo chad and a girl translating ancient Greek
>Of course I'm doing all the work
>Reading what I've translated so that they can copy
>they suddendly they burst out laughing at my face
>I ask: "What? What is it?"
>The girl answers laughing: "Nothing, it's just your face"
That is your cue to do an even more warped face and say something autistic/ off the top of your mind. And then treat the whole situation like a joke and move on. Self deprecation
Done right it actually shows you're more confident, people like you more cause they can be more comfortable/ less careful around you