Misaki Friday thread. Talk about your week and whatever troubles you while wihsing Misaki was real. Failure to comply results in a one million Yen penalty!
As for myself, it's been one week since holidays are over and I feel like collapsing. How do normies do it? Finals are coming and I'll probably fail.
If we believe really hard maybe MCF will appear out of nowhere and start a stream.
The cross of Christ
The lost and the saved
i missed my yearly december rewatch of nhk and feel absolutely terrible
it wont go away either FUCK
Take a nap. You won't necessarily feel better after waking up, but it's better than suffering.
NHK luckily doesn't run away. You can rewatch it anytime.
My inner circles' Helter-Skelter
Echoes loving ecstasy
I know I'll find a way to live
A way for you and me
Neat, I got here early this time. What do you guys do to avoid sunlight in your room? Ideally I'd sleep early in the morning so I could be too tired to wake up during daylight, but now I'm forced to sleep closer to 12.
During my hiki days I went to bed in the morning and slept until it was dark.
Now I just use curtains.
I've thought of getting some kind of blackout curtains, but they'd have to be white to match with the other curtains in the house. I guess this is a good time to look that up again, thank you.
its not that great of an experience. At least for me. The only reason that might somewhat motivate me is the idea of making money to live by myself and afford a FEW things I want in life. But besides that I would rather be a NEET 24/7
is it that time of the week again already?
White doesn't really work at blocking out the brightness, though. I have yellow ones and it's still very bright during daylight.
I know that feel too well.
I had accounting during secondary school. Fuck that noise. I couldn't grasp it.
I hadn't considered that. My room has two curtains (both white): a thin curtain on the inside and a thicker one facing the window. I might be able to replace the thin one with regular blackout curtains, though the deciding factor is whether it's noticeable from outside. Though they may say no anyway because it's black from the inside..
I'd like to have straight black blackout curtains, but my parents won't allow it.
Misaki, I live in fear.
I love my waifu, but our relationship has been disrupted by the effects of my fear.
I cannot let go of the fear of judgement that has been drilled into me for years, driving me to try to have sex with a 3dpd woman.
Because of my cowardice I can neither let go of my fear and return to my waifu, nor can I muster the confidence to get a 3dpd girl in bed and lay my fear to rest.
I want to be free of this pain. I know what I have to do but I don't have the strength to do it.
Can you help me, Misaki?
Finishing my bachelors this year, and now I'm a bit unsure of what to do next year.. Either I can take a year for an internship or two (hopefully in Berlin or Brussels), or I can jump right into my masters.. If the latter, then I'm worried I might end up going for something I'm not really passionate about, and feel like it'd fuck things up for me, since my masters seems like a determinant for my career.
>tfw we can imagine all sorts of things and put it into stories, animate it, give our imagination life and character
>all sorts of people make these characters and personalities that are extremely desirable from their imagination
>for some reason, these characteristics and personalities stay in the realm of fantasy/fiction, even though so many people find these traits to be good
>no girls like misaki, or any of your favorite character from anywhere will ever exist, not even in spirit
Hmm, hard to tell. I think the black would still shine through the white ones, giving you an odd mix.
Abstain from the 3D and happiness shall be upon thee.
How can a masters degree be detrimental to a career?
>If we believe really hard maybe MCF will appear out of nowhere and start a stream.
i don't think i can stream today, im so tired, also today something bad happened, i just feel want to sleep and never wake up
Okay, I got tons of anger issues, I have times that I remember bad memories that pop out of nowhere, which make me either anger or sad. I feel hopeless and just survive with each day instead of thinking of a future. I have days where I'm just a hair trigger of snapping.
The other day while I was at the grocery store shopping, this group of girls stared at me and laughed, suddenly it triggered of people laughing at me in High school, so I approached them and said "What's funny", yet in a serious and threatening tone. They got worried and immediately left. That felt good but deep down, I wanted them to suffer. I wanted to put them in my basement in a locked room and treat them as dirt. The same way that happened to me.
What the hell can you do with me, I don't want to become this monster that ends up hurting people, yet it's just these people keep messing with me.
based anon, i gave 5 hour stream last week, i-i'm doing my best ;_;
>tfw my best is never good enough
Guys tonight I'm going hang with my irl Misaki. Please wish me luck everything goes well. I have had multiple weebs tell the girl I'm seeing and how we met is exactly like the story. And it actually is! Well it was at first at least, now she wants nothing to do me.
Oh, I see.
What happened? :<
I took a nap earlier just so I had enough energy for the Misaki Friday.
>actually walking up and talking to them
Well, you have way more guts than I do. I just daydream of shooting people. Being brash about it is good I think. If the world already thinks you are the bad guy you might as well act the part.
>my best is never good enough
IRL Misaki doesn't exist REEEEEEEEEEE
If you get your heart broken you are welcome to join the monastery of 2D.
>misaki about religion/god
can someone explain me? it's one of the issues that i never really understood clearly
rewatching nhk it will just remember your current situation in life and about your future, it's not a good feel, but at the same time it's somehow peaceful to rewatch nhk.
>you will never hug Misaki in the morning
>tfw people have expectations on me
hitting my feels like this ;_;
thanks for keeping these threads alive blackoutanon ;_;
>tfw i tried to go back to university
>gave up on second day
s-shut up frog yoda, you ded ;_;
why don't you just fap anon?
>bachelors this year
i think you'll do fine anon
>tfw you picture a life with your waifu
>tfw you try to forget about your current situation and your inevitable future
>tfw people nowadays are based mainstream fags
>tfw redditors still think they are cool
>tfw chads are pumping and dumping the "have fun girls mentality" tonight
>my irl Misaki
nice b8 m8 r8 8/8
y-you made me post a cheap meme anon ;_;
just bullshit money issues with my boss at work. it doesn't matter but it just reminds me my reality even if i try to forget it by being busy.
to be honest i don't remember if something happened, i just felt like i didn't belonged there, i didn't really liked people attitudes and "im smart, you're dumb" circlejerk.
many things but can't point out the exact reason.
>misaki about religion/god
Well, she did help out being a solicitor and religion is all about absolving your sins and getting to heaven. Misaki is kind of a symbol of that, since she gets to appear as an angel as well.
>thanks for keeping these threads alive
>tfw being praised for something you do / did
T_T it is a good feel. Thank you.
>gave up on second day
I have no doubts I will fail this semester. Until then I will just drift along...
>it it just reminds me my reality even if i try to forget it by being busy.
>tfw come home and can finally relax
>professors and group members keep writing you emails, piling more obligations on you
Just make them stop!
>tfw getting back into Christianity
you guys should give it a go, it's really nice. improved my outlook and that. would recommend.
oh god do I know that feel
It never really happened at my college
>i went to community so
Everyone there basically complained that school is too much work and everyone mostly failed because wagies and lazy
I'm going to try online classes this upcoming semester I guess that would eliminate dealing with people in your situation as well right?
are you going to church and all that stuff?
I had a short phase like that. But the problem is, that eventually you realize that you are only deluding yourself. I didn't get back into Christianity because I actually believed that Jesus rose from the dead and all that, but because it made me less melancholy. Also if you actually want to get serious about Christianity again, you should go to church every Sunday, depending on your denomination go to confession, pray almost every night, etc.
I've never been religious but I find certain things like monks or priests fascinating.
why don't you join
i'm going to sleep, im sorry if anyone was expecting a stream, i just can't do it today.
yeah, have been for a few months now. I sit at the back on don't sing / join in much, but it's a nice experience.
yep the vatican hires shills to post on anonymous imageboards to pick up NEETs whenever they're short of monks.
I'd like to say I'm not deluding myself, I've always sort of been agnostic and just recently decided I should put more effort into living a more Christian lifestyle (which will hopefully in the near future involve quitting here, but you know how it is).
of course I pray (albeit not daily) and go to confession, I am insulted you would think so low of me!
>yep the vatican hires shills to post on anonymous imageboards to pick up NEETs whenever they're short of monks.
I'd be so cool to wear a robe and stroll around the vaticans secret archives.
>of course I pray (albeit not daily) and go to confession, I am insulted you would think so low of me!
S-sorry. I wasn't necessarily talking about you. More about my attempt to get back into Christianity. I was reading the bible a bunch and also praying almost daily, but actually going to church terrifies me (like almost all social events) and confession actually just sounds like torture to me.
You could put an effort into cleaning the basement and making it your dank mancave.
>I don't post pics of my waifu without her consent, and since we're seperated I can assume I don't have it.
> why don't you just fap
I do that, but I feel I'm somehow a failure if i can't get a girl to sleep with me.
Mutual masturbation with my waifu only does so much, since I can't touch her or smell her or hear her voice.
I'm sorry. I know I'm not a good person. I just wish I was strong enough to overcome it.
Get a daki and some anime themed perfume. There's even butt-smell if you're into that.
We have come full circle.
This week, I got a perianal abscess (abscess near my anus on my buttocks).
It used to hurt a lot if I sat on it, but now it's better and doesn't hurt as much.
I have to go to a doctor to either give me antibiotics or get a surgical incision for drainage of pus.
Pic related - a loli's ass.
>what daki do you recommend
Oh, sorry I missed that. Well you can get any 150x50cm body pillow. The covers have different materials depending on quality/feeling.
/jp/ has a pastebin about it.
Nice. I'll have to watch it again with those.
Get that cured asap. The loli is cute.
I had one of those situations (a hematoma instead of an abcess, basically same feeling though).
Be prepared for awkward shitting while the drainage tube is in, and the literal butthurt when that thing has to be removed. It is HOLY uncomfortable/painful when they have to pull that AND stitches out of your asshole.
Also, expect slight anal seepage even after everything is said and done. enjoy your perpetual swamp ass.
Oh are we talking about our ailments now?
I had a gallstone at the tender age of 14. Worst pain I have ever experienced. Luckily it doesn't hurt anymore but for all I know the stone is still there.
Thanks for the tips.
Yesterday, I called a hospital to make an appointment, but they said that they would call my house back.
Today, I got a phone call around 7:00PM, it was a different number and I didn't pick up. It was the hospital, but the Caller ID said Toll Free Caller, so I didn't pick it up.
The hospital left a message on the answering machine and said to call them Monday morning when they open.
Another pic related - Orifushi Mafuyu's ass.
I hate how I'm so old, older than Sato, my life isn't going anywhere. All I have is a degree that might net me a job doing lab work. Minimum wage, tedious, lonely, and stressful work - if someone even wants to hire me that is. Why did I go to college again? Oh right, for that "college experience". kek
Welcome to life. It's a long downhill ride.
>be this guy
>still haven't done shit for a week except stalk her and find all her social medias and online profiles since 2007
Speaking of which, I will go to bed and hope I don't wake up.
Good night, Anons. Until next friday.
Last week thread had a good irl Misaki story. About a guy and the Milan project or something.
Hope he got his hapiness.