https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_personality_disorder
It has become increasingly clear to me that I have schizoid personality disorder.
Years ago, I thought it was just a meme disease, and that I was just an edgelord for thinking I was emotionally detached from the world. Now that I am older, and have more experience with social interactions, I finally see that it is my curse that I cannot connect with others in any meaningful way.
I am fundamentally lonely. I cannot be helped.
>>25587314
Fellow schizoid here
Get the fuck over it
>>25587335
>Get the fuck over it
No, let me wallow in self-pity.
>>25587314
Fuck you guys, seriously schizoids are all retards, why do u want to be one? Cant u like pretend that u r something else?
>>25587502
>pretend that u r something else
That's exactly what I'm doing, I forged a fake personality to hide behind. I'm like an uncool, uncharming version of Patrick Bateman.
>>25587314
How old are you Opie,
>>25587314
>>25587335
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>>25587502
>>25587581
Gentle Giant thread? Gentle Giant thread.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b0E3nqEGmcw
As I hold the key to the back door
of the world I feel my
Hand touching bounds never had before.
I can view the power of my position and my
eyes can see more than anyone in any place,
I'll play the game and never ever lose.
I'm the king in fighting competition
and the other pieces
are there for my art and my tactics now.
All my games are won before they're played for
I have planned that no opposition can stage a fight
I'll play the game and never ever lose.
My thoughts never spoken only the
visions inside my head
the truth never broken
within my silent words left unsaid.
I will steer the helm of all the nation
as the captain
take my rewards for all the good I'm doing now,
and no words that I'm the knave will alter my
philosophy for if any are heard, the games started
again I'll never ever lose.
>>25587597
l'm 24 years old.
>>25587581
Well then you have some experience in faking a personality.
But your problem is
>I forged a fake personality to hide behind
You forge one not to hide behind, but to forget yourself in it. Something more immersing.
That you can forget and believe that your imaginary universe coincides with the world good enough to be happy in it.
>>25587314
>>25587335
>>25587349
>>25587502
>>25587581
>>25587597
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>>25587671
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBqyv6MdP0w
The birth of a realization
The rise of a high expectation
Emerging successful, defiant
Together the parts make a giant
See the world in the palm of his hand
Striding steps that will cover the land
He is coming, hear him coming
Are you ready for his being?
See the giant
Feel the giant
Touch the giant
Hear the giant
Emerging successful, defiant
Together the parts make a giant
The birth of a realization
The rise of a high expectation
>>25587619
>>25587720
I don't get it, what are these supposed to mean.
I'm really bad at lyrics.
Having schizoid personality disorder is much better than actually having to deal with psychosis, you should consider yourself lucky.
Just listen to 70s prog until you're healed.
>>25587335
/thread
>>25587349
Just stop paying it any mind, find some interesting hobby and stick with it.
If you truly are schizoid then you wouldn't even care about it.
>>25587755
The first song is from a concept album, narrating a ruler's descent into greed.
The second one is from the eponymous debut album.
As >>25588034 said, listen to 70s prog until you're healed.
Camel
Caravan
Gentle Giant
Alan Parsons Project
Emerson, Lake and Palmer
then start a band and play some good Canterbury prog.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKNOlDtZluU&list=PL94gOvpr5yt2L8rnLwzbV9PDWyxC4xD-N
>>25587314
Actually, I have no sources ATM, but I believe that in 1969 'schizoid' meant as much as today's schizophrenia. In my language, the song's title appears to be agreed upon to be '21st Century Schizophrenic'.
spics plead, Jewish man's greed, niggers starving, niggers bleed
Nothing I kill we really need.
>>25588712
21st CENTURY SCHIZOID MAN
[insert fucking amazing riff here]