Things that shouldn't hurt but do
>come in to work
>covering for other guy who's normally there
>walk in, smile at everyone, go towards my desk
>as I pass by, make eye contact with a girl who's used to the other guy
>"do you ever talk anon?"
>no idea how to answer the question
>don't recognize the girl at all but it's obvious she's familiar with me
>tell her yes
>"I never hear you talk"
>ask her what I'm supposed to say
>walk away and sit down at my desk
What the fuck should I say? She doesn't say anything to me, so what am I supposed to do? Walk up to everyone and tell them some random shit just to talk to them? I don't understand what to do in that scenario that doesn't make me look like an autistic sperglord.
And it hurts, knowing that she thinks I'm some weirdo loner who never talks. I have a FWB, regular sex, more than 10 past sexual partners, hobbies, interests. I have friends over and we drink and call each other nigger faggots and play GTA. I do homework and study for tests and get average grades. I'm a normal fucking person. And yet here I am, unable to cope with even one random girl thinking I'm not. Why? Why does that mean shit to me?
It's not the grills impact on you anon. She just flaged what you already thought of yourself beforehand. That you are an "autistic sperglord". Which you kind of are because you let her dictate your behavior and try to moderate yourself or in contrast try to hard. Next time just answer "do you ever not talk?" and don't even bother.
>is a normie that can fuck girls on the reg
>"hurt" because one girl might not fuck him
Who gives a shit? Most of us will never fuck a single girl in our whole lives.
Fuck off normalfag stop being a bitch and get over the fact that one stacy doesn't like you, there's plenty of whores around just go find one that won't give shit about whether you talk or not.
>"I never hear you talk"
>yeah I don't talk much, what's your name again?
>x it's nice to meet you, I hope we get along
It's not hard to not sound autistic. If you don't want that just talk.
>girls on the reg
2/semester average. Not exactly Chad Thundercock, plus every r8 thread and attractiveness algorithm has given me dead on 5/10 average.
But I see where you're coming from, and I can agree that it's not something I should be upset over. I wouldn't care if I had a chance with her or not. Fuck, I wouldn't care if she just flat out hated me. But it's the fact that she probably thinks I'm Elliot Rodgers 2.0 that gets to me. It shouldn't, but it does.
ITT: People who ignore the thread topic and get bottom bothered by benis in bagina.
Tell me about your robotic feels. What makes you want to kill yourself but shouldn't?