>Nobody can tell just from looking at me
>20 years old and can't drive
>People still make me nervous
>Have never kissed/held hands with a girl
>Have never had a gf
>Only reason I have a job is because my dad lets me work with him
>Pretend to be a normal, socially adjusted man but actually a total shut-in
>Have been this way since I was 13
>Can only name 3 streets in the neighborhood I grew up in
>Get emotional over literally anything
>Do everything backwards
Who /aspergers/ here?
You are literally me. And probably quite a few others in this shithole. Yes, I'm a sperg.
>>Get emotional over literally anything
Yeah, I'm more of a robot. Did get better at pretending to be emotional but then seemed to lose it again as I became more isolated.
sperg life is toughest life. we are strong men like Kurosawa to have endured so long.
But unlike muscles or bones, we weaken and bend instead of growing stronger. I'm such a fuckup, I'm not stupid but I say and do stupid things, ask stupid questions etc. I'm closer and closer every day to naturally selecting myself. My depression and anxiety I've endured all these years is just my subconscious turning on me, and soon my ego will too...