It's gonna be a week now since 2016 began. What did you

Nothing. I came to the realization I will always be the way I am. Ugly, short, boring, quite with nothing interesting to contribute.

I won't fight it anymore. I am who I am. I found solace with my own company.

>>25573630

i saved those titty's on my computa, t-thanks op

>>25573630

I realized that my sexuality shouldn't be schizoid.

I should loooove my fellow man motherfucker.

I cut fizzy drinks out of my life entirely, have started eating 5 fruit and veg a day, got myself a full-time job and got a treadmill that I use for an hour every day. In a few weeks, I'm going to start doing push-ups and sit-ups. See what I can do from there. I'm a skinny-fat entirely unused to exercise so I have no idea how it really works.

I've had a bad cold all fucking week

>>25573630
I jacked off and came four times in two hours, the first time in at least 6 months

I lost today. I was at 9 days.

I realized that there isn't really too much benefit because instead of feeling more confident or whatever I just could not stop thinking about sex and was really fucking horny.

I've decided I'm only gonna fap once a week now. It's a good compromise, tee bee haitch

>quit weed cold turkey
>built a good magic deck that will hopefully win me some store credit
>got a gf

did more in one week than some of you shits will do all year

Found the garbage stench at my place.
It was my.own farts

>>25573757
Go to the gym my friendo.

Weight exercise will give you muscle and kill your fat.

>>25573788

>got a gf

Please tell how.

nice

>>25573821
probably went to the gf store

>>25573757
Godspeed anon.
Don't go too hard early on though or you will injure your body or burn out. Get a good pace and never give up.

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>>25573630
I cut all contact with oneitis.

I'm not sure how to feel about it.

>>25573808
I think I'm going to gym it when I start seeing results from simple weightless exercises. I used to be quite naturally active when younger. Coupled with a high metabolism, I was skinny (not overly so) with no issues until I hit 23, then the weight just started jumping on. So at the moment, I'm worried about doing myself serious harm due to weak-ass muscles and fatty organs. After I'm convinced I'm fit enough to work out, I have a cousin who's a strength and conditioning coach for a major football team willing to sketch me out a light plan for getting some defined muscle.

>>25573780
Fapping isn't as much of an issue as watching porn.
Porn literally destroys your mind.

>>25573821
Well, I was friends with her best friend, so that's how I met her. We immediately clicked and found out we're both passionate about self-improvement, music, art, school, and animals. We went on a few dates, just simple stuff like coffee and a walk or going to a free local art gallery, and hanging out at my apartment talking for hours. There was a really really good connection and one day when we were sitting on my bed cuddling a bit after watching a show she kissed me and we agreed to have a relationship.

>>25573890
I think porn is the addictive part of it, but fapping too much is definitely the destructive part of it. Especially morning fapping. Nothing like a morning fap to kill your drive for the rest of the day. I might try cutting out fapping more than once a week. Major morning wood be damned.

>>25573863
We keep the void in our souls and simply try to hopelessly fill it with some other person.

>>25573946
Sweet. Don't fuck it up by being too self-conscious to keep going. Remember that she doesn't see half your neuroses unless you start talking about them.

I have continued my regime of exercise, healthy eating, daily study and cold showers that I started in 2015. Though I have no belief that this will in any way improve my life. It's more like the last stand of a desperate failure.

>>25573863
It'll suck for a couple years. There will be brief occasions where you feel like you could curl up into a ball of depression. But just try remember that you're placing her on a pedestal. She's not really that fantastic because no-one is.

>>25574001
If you haven't already begun to notice how these changes improve your life, you haven't been doing them very long or very well.

>>25573993
Thanks mang. I'm not all that self conscious so it's pretty smooth sailing. She also has severe anxiety and PTSD so when she talks about it I tell her about some of my weird mental shit and she says it makes her feel like her anxiety is more normal and she's not as self-conscious about it, so it works out.

>>25574001
In the same boat friend. I have literally no idea what I should do with my life and I've been through several failures. Maybe getting fit and actually feeling strong for once will make me see life from another perspective.

>>25573976
2deep4me i want to end it all now
>>25573630
im getting a job

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Started lifting yet again.
Apart from that I'm still a miserable, lazy alcoholic who is slowly wasting his life away.
Well at least I'm going to be a /fit/ piece of garbage if I stay at it.

I did fuck all and will stick to it.
Can't set up myself for disappointment that way

I smoked weed for the first time, applied to a couple of college, get some scholarships, updated fafsa, worked out, practiced kickboxing

i haven't fapped since the 30th of december, but at the same time i'm becoming totally okay with suicide

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>>25573630
I'm sending out the application to grad school, taking the GRE in a week, applying to a NASA internship, and responding to an email sent by somebody in the area looking for people with my job.

I started writing my short stories again, too.

>>25573630
Who dat? Totally original comment

>>25574790
Good luck, anon! I took the GRE back in October, wasn't so bad but it was still a slog to get through.

160 verbal
153 quant
5.0 essay
Pretty okay scores I guess. Nothing spectacular but my letters or recommendation and writing sample are phenomenal (according to my letter writers least-ways).

I found out that my friend's boyfriend wad posting her nudes on 4Chan of I don't know what to do :/?

>>25574871
You post them here, obviously.

So far, 2016 has been unusually kind.

>Learning to actually cook for myself, like an adult
>been exercising and reading. I've already finished two large books.
>Been too busy to fap, lately but don't feel tired.
>Got a raise at work.
>This is actually the first time I've been on 4chan, this year... I almost went a while week, when last year's record was likely a day?

well, my gf of four-ish months broke up with me 2 days ago. didn't really feel all that bad, and i can still be friends with her in time, i think.

i haven't decided if i'm gonna go back to school fully yet, or what for. i was 2 years into an english degree to teach abroad, but after taking 2 years between college and uni, i'm not sure if i wanna do that anymore. kinda wanna switch into computer science, but not terribly great with math, so i'm worried i'd drop out of that.

i guess i'm gonna start doing a 7 minute workout each day starting tonight, and i've made my bed each morning when i get up to start with structuring my life a bit better. i've also lowered my anti-depressant dosage for the first time in 2 years, with the main goal of coming off of them entirely in 3 months. so that's a good change, i hope.

i know /r9k/ isn't my blog or anything, but it helps typing this out, and sending it out into the void of this board, so thanks for reading this, anybody.

>>25576210
>well, my gf of four-ish months broke up with me 2 days ago. didn't really feel all that bad

No shit it was 4 months

>>25576249

i know, but she was cool. super easy to get along with, and we've been friends forever, so it was nice being able to be romantic and intimate with her? plus she was really low maintenance, which i've never had before.

I failed my nofap. And I need it more than anyone. I destroyed it with deathgrip, and at 100%, my boner is soft as fuck. Several months will be required before I get hard boners again.

I now do 5 sets of 20 pushups on monday, 5 sets of 20 situps on tuesday, and 5 sets of 20 squats on wednesday then repeat