I cut fizzy drinks out of my life entirely, have started eating 5 fruit and veg a day, got myself a full-time job and got a treadmill that I use for an hour every day. In a few weeks, I'm going to start doing push-ups and sit-ups. See what I can do from there. I'm a skinny-fat entirely unused to exercise so I have no idea how it really works.
>>25573808 I think I'm going to gym it when I start seeing results from simple weightless exercises. I used to be quite naturally active when younger. Coupled with a high metabolism, I was skinny (not overly so) with no issues until I hit 23, then the weight just started jumping on. So at the moment, I'm worried about doing myself serious harm due to weak-ass muscles and fatty organs. After I'm convinced I'm fit enough to work out, I have a cousin who's a strength and conditioning coach for a major football team willing to sketch me out a light plan for getting some defined muscle.
>>25573821 Well, I was friends with her best friend, so that's how I met her. We immediately clicked and found out we're both passionate about self-improvement, music, art, school, and animals. We went on a few dates, just simple stuff like coffee and a walk or going to a free local art gallery, and hanging out at my apartment talking for hours. There was a really really good connection and one day when we were sitting on my bed cuddling a bit after watching a show she kissed me and we agreed to have a relationship.
>>25573890 I think porn is the addictive part of it, but fapping too much is definitely the destructive part of it. Especially morning fapping. Nothing like a morning fap to kill your drive for the rest of the day. I might try cutting out fapping more than once a week. Major morning wood be damned.
I have continued my regime of exercise, healthy eating, daily study and cold showers that I started in 2015. Though I have no belief that this will in any way improve my life. It's more like the last stand of a desperate failure.
>>25573863 It'll suck for a couple years. There will be brief occasions where you feel like you could curl up into a ball of depression. But just try remember that you're placing her on a pedestal. She's not really that fantastic because no-one is.
>>25573993 Thanks mang. I'm not all that self conscious so it's pretty smooth sailing. She also has severe anxiety and PTSD so when she talks about it I tell her about some of my weird mental shit and she says it makes her feel like her anxiety is more normal and she's not as self-conscious about it, so it works out.
>>25574001 In the same boat friend. I have literally no idea what I should do with my life and I've been through several failures. Maybe getting fit and actually feeling strong for once will make me see life from another perspective.
>>25573630 I'm sending out the application to grad school, taking the GRE in a week, applying to a NASA internship, and responding to an email sent by somebody in the area looking for people with my job.
>Learning to actually cook for myself, like an adult >been exercising and reading. I've already finished two large books. >Been too busy to fap, lately but don't feel tired. >Got a raise at work. >This is actually the first time I've been on 4chan, this year... I almost went a while week, when last year's record was likely a day?
well, my gf of four-ish months broke up with me 2 days ago. didn't really feel all that bad, and i can still be friends with her in time, i think.
i haven't decided if i'm gonna go back to school fully yet, or what for. i was 2 years into an english degree to teach abroad, but after taking 2 years between college and uni, i'm not sure if i wanna do that anymore. kinda wanna switch into computer science, but not terribly great with math, so i'm worried i'd drop out of that.
i guess i'm gonna start doing a 7 minute workout each day starting tonight, and i've made my bed each morning when i get up to start with structuring my life a bit better. i've also lowered my anti-depressant dosage for the first time in 2 years, with the main goal of coming off of them entirely in 3 months. so that's a good change, i hope.
i know /r9k/ isn't my blog or anything, but it helps typing this out, and sending it out into the void of this board, so thanks for reading this, anybody.
i know, but she was cool. super easy to get along with, and we've been friends forever, so it was nice being able to be romantic and intimate with her? plus she was really low maintenance, which i've never had before.
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