how are you holdin up anons?
share adult feels
have you found any meaning or passion in life?
what keeps you going?
As everyone knows I got the retardation/aspergurs and I've shared countless tails of adventures, just remember a new one the other day
>hanging out with older bro (I'm 20, hes 28)
>girl leaving hugs everyone but me
>Say bye in high pitched nervous voice
>she hugs me and everyone laughs
God damn do I hate my life but you all gotta remember either you spend each day improving yourself or you just continue to rot.
TFW I think I'm developing schizo but honestly I think it's just anxiety related and the side effect of welbutrin.
Since when I started takingit I went into a psychosis and heard voices and shit and just become mega retarded
>have you found any meaning or passion in life?
I did, no I don't
>what keeps you going?
/r9k/ and not wanting to disappoint family by killing myself (yet)
>talk to myself
anyone who says it gets better is lying
Get out normalfag
>tfw 28 and . . .
>live with parents
>have near min wage part time job for kids
>going back to community college
>even though I already have a worthless BA in political science.
Im going to try to make the best of it and try to develop a more normal exterior and learn some practical skills. I also have some money now, so Im thinking of going to the local dojo and signing up for some karate or judo classes too.
Not great, I just lost my job yesterday. I was going to quit next week anyway so not that bad.
I guess my profession is my only passion.
A sense of duty and fear of death are the only things keeping me away from an hero.
I guess that apart from ennui things are not that bad in my life.
I'm gonna be 24 in april and I feel 25 will hit like a fucking war hammer since I'll still be in college because I'm a failure. If I'm very, very optimistic, I'll graduate in 2.something years. Fucking kill me.
Tough luck college lets me finish courses
Tried exercise to keep mood up, inflammation
Apparently can't keep healthy for a week now
Can't find good feels, basically just existing
Still trying because too stubbornly honest