careful to not fall for this bait, triggered
I want to see what my face looks like not being fat since people have said I'm attractive despite it.
And I'd like to try finding someone willing to be with me even though my body is going to be destroyed.
BlazBlue Chronophantasma is coming to PC this month and i wanna play it
Just trying to build my wealth and see how far I get with the least effort possible. I've reduced things to a game of sorts.
Plus I want to start a business soon, though I don't know what kind.
Getting my PhD
Hopefully having a successful relationship with this unhappy borderline girl and bringing joy to her life
That's about it tbqh everything else makes me want to die in fact if I hadn't met her I'd probably just kill myself because I'm pretty sure an idea I had was published by someone else just a few weeks ago
I couldn't get into University since I couldn't buy my way in like rich faggots, but I'm going to dedicate my life on to proving the Riemann Zeta Conjecture, and my ultimate goal is to work that knowledge up to advance our knowledge on of theoretical physics. I'll show those faggot academics up.
fear of pain and uncertainty of afterlife beside that i literally have no idea how to kill myself cutting wrist is too painful i can't tie a knot with a rope and drugs aren't accessible honestly dying is hard when you seek it
Because dying is *probably* the end of the universe.
But I don't really believe that but even so the idea of something after is such an abstract thought I might as well just consider it a finality. And so its a spooky thought
I just wanna see how this bumpy ride ends.
Also my family. I don't want my mother to cry,
I'm sorry to hear that
Close to the edge, just by the river original