>one life to live
>simply desire sex and basic self esteem needs met or at least fixable
I have a job, I slave away mindlessly every day while dealing with my stupid head that feeds me negative thoughts non stop. I will never have a gf, I am ugly inside and out. I'm also obsessed with sex and women and /r9k/ tier subject matter. I hate my life, if I were better looking it wouldn't be an issue, I'd have confidence then and the women I want would naturally be attracted to me like happens in a normal life of genetically competent people who weren't social rejects their whole lives.