Who /neurotic/ here?
>lie down in bed
>think about everything wrong with my life for hours before sleeping
>having a good time
>remember something horrible or all the bad things that could happen after my good time
>constantly filled with shame and regret
didn't know that's what it's called, thanks for teaching me something OP. I don't know if it's that or just depression mixed with regret, but every time I think I fucked something up I feel like shit for a long time and can't stop thinking about it, and I'll usually just curl up into a ball in bed and sigh internally for hours