>"What do you mean you don't have much to offer? You have so much to offer Anon! And anyway it's not as if I have much to offer anyway. But as long as we're both willing to share what little we think we've got then I think things will be ok."
>"Hey Anon I'm just reading in bed. Hey, how was work? Oh you look so tired! I know, I wish it was still Christmas too. Are you hungry? Not really? Do you want to lie here with me for a little bit? I can turn off the lights if you have a headache."
>mfw I am going down so fast that I actually started to like those posts
OP PLEASE STOP THESE THREADS FUCKING KILL ME
A qt manic pixie dream girl gf who finds my awkwardness "cute" falling in love with me and saving me from my crippling depression is literally my only goal in life
I dont even care about sex I just want to be loved
I hate it
but It feels like reading a fairytale
for this very short period of time I can escape into imaginary comfy place
well I guess I am gettin weaker with every year
>"What do you mean I'll get bored of you by the summer? I don't much like the hot weather either Anon. If you don't want to go outside just tell me and we can do something indoors instead or go out at night when its cooler. Anon little things like this aren't going to make me like you any less than I do."
>"Do you think I'm childish Anon? Oh nothing, it's just I know I'm not as, I don't know, like I know I get sort of silly around you sometimes but I hope you don't think I'm annoying or something. Only around most people I feel so uptight but when I'm around you, even when we weren't dating, I feel like I can act more like myself. Does any of that make sense?"
A girl who isn't a total waste of life is super rare. I only met my wife when I was 25. That was 10 years of proactively looking. Remember it took me 10 years of proactive looking, you guys are just sitting there hoping a girl finds you. What do you think your odds are?
99% of girls don't care about you at all. They only care what you have and the second something that looks better comes along, they're gone. This sort of reasoning has been mentioned a million times before here. What's different is I've experienced it person unlike the people spouting behind their computer screen. Most my life has been pretty shitty through no fault of my own. Things are only recently good thanks to all the work I've put in. All the girls are down now. But when it was time to be down with me, when my life was shitty, ain't no girls nowhere to be found, they melting on a sidewalk somewhere. Cunts.
Same. Sister ones like that are harder to find but can be good too.
>if you want you can sleep in my bed tonight and then when I come home will cuddle
>ywn sleep in a women's bed and cuddle with her
>"Hey Anon, sorry about my brother bugging you about watching his baseball game tomorrow. If you don't want to go it's ok, I know he'll understand. It's just that since my dad left nobody ever goes to watch him play. My mom goes whenever she can get out of work. She even played in the father-and-son team last year. But I know it's not the same, she doesn't understand the rules or anything like that. But let me know and I can explain that we have plans or something. Anyway goodnight Anon, I love you. Thanks for coming to visit my hometown, it's really nice having you here."
OP has good taste in QTs
>no normie blonde skanks
>no titty cows
>"You know you could have kissed me at any time today and I would have let you. Were you scared I'd be offended or something? No it's ok, I get it. I'm like that around most people, I never know if they like me or if they're just tolerating me. But just so that you know, I really do like spending time with you. I hope you like my company too."
A brand new video game is pretty great right? But consider if you paid $60 for it. Not as great anymore is it? What you have in mind for girls is a free video game. The reality is they're more like paying $120 for a video game. They still can be pretty great but the cost is sky high. Once you factor in the cost, you're actually not missing out on much.
Also keep in mind, the odds are bad in general. Let's say your chances of finding a worthwhile girl as an autist who never leaves the house is .01%. Your odds as a well adjusted person might look something like 1%. 100x better chances but still slim chances. You're not missing out on the odds either, they're bad either way.
Point is, your life, kill yourself if you want. But it seems stupid to kill yourself over girls. Over something not worth getting worked up over. Just enjoy the other parts of your life.
>"It's strange that the qualities that make you hate yourself so much are the same ones that make me attracted to you. Well like the way you talk and talk to articulate yourself properly because you're so anxious I'm going to misinterpret what you're saying, or the way you come out with these really extreme opinions and then look at me as if I'm going to be offended or something. You're a funny guy Anon. Strange, but funny. You're a rare find, and I'm glad I'm the one who found you."
>"Oh please stop Anon. No you're not boring me, you're just making me sad. I don't like to think about you being so lonely. If I only knew you didn't have anybody when we first met, I would have talked to you sooner. You know I liked you since we first met before that first lecture together. I could see you were sort of a sad guy but I didn't imagine you were so alone. I hope my company makes up at least a little bit for all those years by yourself, and I hope neither of us will end up like that again now that we have each other."
Forgot to mention, the reason this thread triggered my rant. I was a good guy when I was younger. I don't mean the stereotypical "nice guy". I really was a good guy, hard working, determined, fearless, etc. But I had nothing.
All those years when I was younger, I was expecting a girl like described in the OP to come along. To want me for me. I figured I was a good guy, therefore good girls should like me. I thought then that the lack of girls was just bad luck. I realize now in hindsight that it wasn't bad luck, it was that girls are just that shit.
IT HURTS ME
ITS HURTING ME
GIRLS LIKE THAT DO NOT EXIST
STOP TRIGGERING ME
I wanna fall asleep cuddling with her
MAKE IT STOP
>"Anon pull the car over! Anon come on, I'm not kidding around. I don't feel safe sitting here when you're like this! Anon you know how much I love you, where is this coming from all of a sudden? Here, let's get in the backseat and talk for a while. Put the seats back and let's just lay and cuddle a while, okay?"
>you will never be twenty three years old and working part-time at a Dairy Queen, and have people from your highschool come in and notice you and overhear them saying "hey isn't that anon" and head to the back of the kitchen for fifteen to rip up boxes until they're gone, and have your shift manager ask why you're wasting time back here and to get back up front, and find the people from your highschool sitting at a table obviously attending some casual post-graduation reunion and occasionally looking up at you then turning back to say something and having the others look up and turn back smiling, and drive home each night in a silver honda civic to the house you share with your mother and your genuinely autistic younger brother who is having another tantrum about something your mother is too worn out from work to deal with, and sit in your room on the edge of your bed with a neutral facial expression but with tears coming pointlessly from your eyes and lay sideways facing the wall and feeling dozens of painful memories and regrets and embarrassing moments scrawling through your mind
I would rather prefer an overly analytical and "shut up about your gay shit" girlfriend, who is more confused/ objectively observing her own feelings and mine rather than blissfully indulging in them constantly.
With a few "My mind is racing right now, just hold me and shut up" moments sprinkled in.
I feel like the "feel good train" is prone to crash and burn once one hiccup occurs. Or even if "it's okay" happens, it needs to be more objectively focused rather than "let's make sure our feelings aren't hurt"
Very old and common meme.
Girls that are actually like this are actually insane/ still trying to find their identity, so they're just conforming to some kind of dream girl fantasy most guys would fall for.
Once they can't keep up the charade, the relationship either dissolves into a pity/ regret sort of thing or she takes the reigns and leaves. That is if she doesn't stab you and bathe in your blood.
>you will never have a qt little sister who spends all her time in her room but keeps saying everything is ok when your mom asks her in passing, and worry that she's emulating your own lifestyle or at least seeing it as something normal, and make attempts to get to know her more since you've never been all that close, but have her smile and insist it's fine and that you're being weird, and walk back to your room one night and overhear her sobbing in her room, and knock until she answers and, acting as though it isn't obvious she's been crying, tell her to come for a ride and drive her to a fastfood place and drive around with the music loud in your car and tell her jokes that make her laugh in a sort of stubborn and relieving way and begin talking unselfconciously and learn how her friends have started getting real bitchy and how a guy in her class posted something that was subtly a reference about her being overly formal and studious on facebook that made her sad, and give her a real intuitive speech that is surprisingly easy to say despite it being at the spur of the moment, and have her hug you before you drive home and go to your room feeling full from the food and feeling good about yourself, then realize while lying awake in bed it was the speech you wished someone had given you as a teenager to prevent your being a guy in his mid-20s with little life prospects and more regrets than you're able to think about with the sort ironic self-deprecating humour you use when thinking about your shitty life
Anatomy of OP post's:
Alleviation of insecurity:
>"What do you mean you don't have much to offer? You have so much to offer Anon!
>"What do you mean I'll get bored of you by the summer?
> Anon little things like this aren't going to make me like you any less than I do."
>>>It's strange that the qualities that make you hate yourself so much are the same ones that make me attracted to you
Mimicking of insecurity in qt's
>"Do you think I'm childish Anon?
> I'm like that around most people, I never know if they like me or if they're just tolerating me.
> But as long as we're both willing to share what little we think we've got then I think things will be ok."
>I can turn off the lights if you have a headache."
> I hope neither of us will end up like that again now that we have each other."
>you will never arrive home from school to find your mom sitting in the living room and saying "hey anon, come here for a second, I have something to tell you" and go in to find her half-rising from the sofa, and feel instantly sick as if you've been winded, and sit down beside her and have her smile a little though with a somewhat shaky mouth and tell you that you know all those check-ups she's mentioned recently, well it turns out she has pancreatic cancer, which has spread to her lymph nodes, but that she's fine and everything will be ok, and that you've both been through worse than this together and that she'll get through this just the same, and find yourself unable to say anything and seeing some weakness or uncertainty in the way she's talking that's never been there before that makes her seem like a scared little girl or something all of a sudden, and feel instantly guilty as though it's your fault, especially since you've been avoiding having any conversations with her recently and heading straight to your room without saying hello, and getting real easily annoyed when she asks you something twice or says something about the weather or how winter seems to be arriving sooner than last year
>you will never develop a sense of superiority over other people and interpret your loneliness and lack of social skills as evidence of your being too cerebral to be around other people who you dismiss as recklessly hedonistic and lacking self-awareness, and treat your few family members, who are the only ones who care about you, with impatience and casual cruelty, and spend your evenings and weekends posting for several hours on an imageboard online convincing yourself that the people here relate to you and you to them, but knowing all the while that your narcicissm and intuitive dislike for other people would make you not want to spend time with other people posting there in real life, and spend years and then decades becoming more obsessively individualistic and withdrawn, gaining weight and losing sexual potency, and eventually finding yourself experiencing regular bouts of hyper-awareness wherein you regret every major life decision you've ever made, and finally realize how repulsive your behaviour and mental disposition has been since early adulthood
>"No, how about you listen for once. You want to know my real feelings? How I really feel about you? I think you're pathetic. I think you're the most pathetic person I've ever known. When I first saw you I thought you were only quiet because you were shy and intelligent, I really did. But since then I've come to realize that you're just an angry, bitter, egotistical freak who thinks he is somehow destined for greatness despite having no talent at anything he does. You are worthless. You are so delusional it's actually sad. You think just because you can't interact with people that you're somehow better than them, and that just because you know all these weird references that you're somehow special? I mean are you kidding me? And not only that but you're so clingy. You praise me all the time yet you make little snide remarks about everyone you see. It's like you're trying to trap me in your pathetic little existence and expect me to find your loneliness mysterious or interesting. Well I don't, and I'm leaving, and I'll know better from now on to presume anything about lonely guys like you, because I really don't want to waste my time again"
It's a movie trope. Think Acott Pilgrim's gf, think the bitch in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and think Juno for a very rare protagonist MPDG.
Basically a lol so random but cute an endearing girl who makes the life of her boyfriend hell/worth living.
The red pill is that they aren't real because life isn't the movies.
>"Hi Anon! Are you coming to the poetry reading at the library today? Jack Prelutsky's going to be there! I-I'm also going to be reading a poem. What's it about? Well if you'd come, you'd find out! It'd mean a lot to me for you to hear this poem, Anon.."
Not mine. I want be respected by a partner, while at the same time being able to respect them.
I don't want a facade or a feel good train.
But to be fair, I don't want anyone. The thought actually stresses me out.
>you will never listlessly watch the clock tick closer to 3:00 in Mr. Ratburn's class and then groan collectively as he hasn't finished the lesson and holds the class 5 minutes over to assign more homework and when he finally finishes you run to your bike but as you unlock it a soft hand grasps your arm and it's Fern asking if you'd want to stop by Meteor comics and you walk your bikes together through Elwood City to the comic shop and there's a new issue of Grotesquely Grim Bunny but you don't have enough so Fern offers to split it with you and so you both chip in and go to the Sugar Bowl to read it and Brain is there and he gives you a slight smirk because he knows you like her and you take turns reading character lines from the comic until you both realize it's dark out and you race your bikes home up until where your paths diverge and you both stop at the stop sign not knowing how to say goodbye, and not wanting to.
Cuddlewhores are a thing. Not huge yet but as the dating game stays as it is and men get collectively more miserable, it'll get there. Many girls will probably opt for this instead of actually dating someone since its easy money and you dont have to fuck anyone. Alpha fucks beta bucks, no matter how you can get to it.
I work with an irl girl like this, shes 17 and I'm 20 and she's contantly saying how cute my awkwardness is. She's adorable desu but she subtly flirts with everyone. Such a shame.
Welcome to the club. Just look at these threads as something to make you dream for a few moments.
No one will ever love you like this. It's great being a normie, knowing that which you desire more than anything is so easy for us that we take it for granted. Hell, I've even broken their little qt hearts when it just hasn't worked out.
>I'm like that around most people, I never know if they like me or if they're just tolerating me
Fuck you. I don't know who's making these threads but this is way too perfect. How do you do this stuff?
Stop spouting tumblr feminist bullshit.
It's hard as fuck for a boy growing up with family and media selling the idea of "The nice guy gets the girl in the end" to come to terms with the fact that all of his peers are growing up and having relationships while he keeps getting rejected.
Explaining to a teenager that grew up watching cartoons and movies where the lead has a romantic interest why every single girl he has asked out has rejected him is difficult as fuck, and usually can lead to horrible self-esteem issues.
>Anon, are you going to the Faust performance at the Thingspiele tonight? You've changed so much since you joined the SS and whenever I see you in your uniform you make me safe and even proud somehow. I can't believe the boy I grew up next to would be willing to fight for the Vaterland's glory and die to secure the Lebensraum. I'd really like it if you would allow me to accompany you...
>whenever I see you in your uniform you make me safe and even proud somehow.
Don't know why that hit me so hard.
Men have an instinctual urge to protect the ones they care for. A girl you like acknowledging your efforts to defend people and their livelihoods and finding it attractive is an incredibly natural desire.
No you're not entitled to the soda.
However, vending machine companies will only get your money if they have a reputation for giving you a soda after you pay for it most of the time, so they will give you the soda. They have their own motivation to complete the transaction.
Furthermore, if they don't honor that transaction enough, you could apply force to them to give you that soda by making a complaint.
Same with girls and sex. You never do something for a girl in the hope that she will reciprocate, you want there to be some sort of motivation or force compelling her to want to have sex with you.
Fast forward. There is not enough joy in our life. By the way I want your house, new car and half of all your other assets. But I still want you to be happy (smiles). This happened to me and fucked up 20 years of my life. Fuck women.
I've never liked manic pixie girls and I don't even like this shitty music you fags post. I feel like if a girl's fits the manic pixie bill she's probably a huge slut and doesn't take much seriously.
There's no way I'd feel like love with an MPG would be anything but transient you niggers only like it because of the fantasy of love finding you, too bad you're fantasizing about shit careless sluts. Alternative cultures always was and always will be a mistake and there's nothing appealing about it unless you're a retarded teenager.
Even if your life is shit your dreams don't have to be.
>Even if your life is shit your dreams don't have to be.
I'll never have enough money to retire at my 45 years, i'll never work on something that can't save people, i will become important.
I am me, the backstage character, the useless prop, the "wasted potential", my dreams should be as easy and common, because i will only achieve easy tasks and common skills
What should my dreams be then?
I don't have any currently. Not even sure why I came to this thread, it's not my thing desu.
>backstage character, the useless prop, the "wasted potential"
Just think of yourself as an NPC.
Jesus Christ anon you just made me realize why I like that shit.
Yeah I agree with you.
Not sure I like any kind of 3D girl, though maybe it's because I don't have any experience.
From where I'm standing they don't look particularly interesting, alluring or attractive in any way.
>TFW you watch amateur porn and hard BDSM because those are the only genres where people show genuine emotion
yes please op im just scroling down listening and reading it would help a lot if you could post it so i don't have to go all the way from the top and save
Please and thank you good friend