What's her name, /r9k/?
The one that loved you for who you are? The one that supported and believed in you?
The one that could have made you legit happy, until you and only you decided to fuck it up like you fuck up every other good thing that happens to you?
Laura
Original comment, by original commentators, on original board
fuck off with your shitty melodramatic threads normies
>>25542545
tell us who SHE is, OP
get it off your chest.
>>25542545
Caitie
Their name is A and they were the one to fuck it upAll I ever did was try to love you
Her name doesn't matter now that she's dead.
>>25543839
>Their
Is that the persons preferred pronouns?
>>25543981
no
original etc
It was her fucking things up
who /can't bring himself to say it/ here
i feel like that would somehow give her more control
Emma.
im so sorry
>>25542545
It's even worse there wasnt anyone
Jessie
I miss you so much.
F U C K U P
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>>25542545
Haven't met her yet.
They keep walking out on me. All I ever do is be there for them and be the best. Women are fucking dumb. I fucking wish I was gay.
Fiona.
Never ask me again or it's suicide for me.
K.
God damn it hurts.
Carol
Worst time of my life and I'm still dealing with her indirect bullshit now. I just want her to fuck off so I can live my life.
>>25544102
>>25544110
You have met her already, guys.
You just fucked it up so hard you can't even remember her
What does it say about me that i'm 24 and i don't have anyone that even fits the first half the description, let alone the whole thing.
>>25545398
That you and i are the same and we're both on our way to hogwarts bro
>>25545406
But i don't want this.
E.....
I haven't lived a day in 10 years. Just stuck, frozen in time.
Morgan.
I am a heroin addict and she finally got tired of my use, after giving me so many chances. I've never been with any other girl, before or after our relationship. I doubt I ever will. I'm intimidated yet disgusted by them now.
>>25545425
if you dont want this then you need to get out of your comfort zone and you wont do this, trust me. I have a job that i like personally, its enough to keep me going
>>25545458
But i do have a job.
Fuck, i even have my own apartment.
I just can't for the life of me, find a girl that i would actually want to be with.
>>25545518
my problem is that i have no problem talking with girls or even somewhat escalating with them as im pretty average looking and not a manlet, its just that i autistically freeze up and get all beta when talking stops and physical contact begins. The worst memory I have of this was an oneitis i had for over a year that 2 of my friends also daydreamed about. I somehow got invited to a party, she was there and we all got pretty drunk. She sat on my lap and held her arms around my head for about 20 minutes and i did absolutely nothing, i only asked her if she felt comfy sitting on me like this. She left after that and never talked to me again. It was the worst one, but i had like 10 encounters like this and i honestly gave up on myself at this point and im not leaving my house for anything other than work for almost 3 years now.
>>25545637
also worth a mention that every single day i think how much better my life would be if i werent so fucking autistic and took my chances, most of the fellow robots here didnt choose to be like this. I feel like a failed normie and i will die a kv only because i put every chance universe gives me right up my ass. this seems like a blog thread so im not apologizing for my blog
mine was lauren. I loved her and she made me feel happy. Shes gone now and married to another man. Life is meaningless without her.
It was Victoria. Somewhere along the line, I stopped being enough for her. I kept saying she would forget about me eventually and she would always insist otherwise. She told me she loved me. Well, she's gone now.
Aisling.
Thanks for reminding me OP. It was all my fault, and I'll never forgive myself.
I'd say Alison but maybe I'm just a cuck to think that. She seemed to love me but she had a boyfriend. Doesn't matter either way because I've given up.