HOLY SHIT HOW DO I STOP THIS PAIN?
I am a fucking idiot who got attached to this cunt Rose. Now I cannot stop thinking about her. It's only been 3 months but I haven't been able to get her out of my head.
What do I do? I want to stop liking this dumb bitch.
How the hell do I stop this? I seriously cannot move on knowing I haven't met her and at least had the chance to ask her out.
HOW THE HELL DO I STOP THIS AND MOVE ON???
How do I learn to enjoy being a pathetic beta orbiter?
I feel like I could move on if I just asked her out and heard her reject me.
I saw a thread earlier that really rustled my jimmies. It said something along the lines of
>there is a combination of words and actions that would result in you dating your oneitis
It kills me. I don't want to be a pathetic orbiter of a 30 year old youtube bitch but for some reason I am, and the idea that there may be something I could do to get closure hurts.
I feel like if I give up I am losing, but if I don't give up I am also losing because I'm a beta cuck.
I'm not grateful, at all. I know that if I don't change something that could be me.
Fuck I am retarded.
Your post made me laugh for some reason.
It's true though, I'm being torn apart.
The only relief I feel is when I consider a plan for how I could meet her and ask her out, but it's just too far fetched.
I just want to be over her but I have no means of getting closure.
I wish the internet was never invented so I could never have seen this chick.
FUCK YOU AL GORE
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME GET OVER THIS BITCH
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THIS ANYMORE
I know she does, but I'VE LEARNED TO LOVE HER FLAWS
AHHHH KILLL MEEEEEEEE KILLL MEEE
She's 30. I have always liked older women though.
END MY LIFE
Can you give me a synopsis/breakdown?
It's not on Netflix.
I have no clue why.
Last video was 2013.
FUCK YOU WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL THIS WAY
I LITERALLY HAVE TO TELL MYSELF OVER AND OVER THAT SHE WILL BE MY GF ONE DAY JUST TO GET TO SLEEP
EVERY NIGHT FOR OVER THREE MONTHS
FUCKKKKKK KILL ME
KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL MEEEE NOW
>there is a combination of words and actions that would result in you dating your oneitis
Holy shit fuckin ouch
Girl breaks up with guy, guy gets really upset, friends try to get him laid, doesn't work ends up talking about how much he loved the girl. Continually goes on being upset waiting for his ex to call. Shit goes on some funny stuff happens, over some time one day In bar he sees a girl goes to her hits it off, then exchange numbers. He's about to call her, when is ex calls tells him she wants to get back together. Gets another call it's girl from last night starts talking to her leaving ex on hold, sets up date, gets really happy. Tell his friends, he asks what did you say to your ex, says I completely forgot about her
I don't want to, I want this gone.
Yeah, my reaction exactly. To do anything but move to the UK and try to ask her out feels like I'm not working hard enough. It's just a lose lose, whatever I do.
Makes sense m8, I appreciate the recommendation. Maybe if I torrent the movie and watch it I'll have a better appreciation. I just don't feel I could do that, just give up like that.
Dunno m8, i have same feelings.I'm love her so much, i can't forget her for just one moment, i'm always thinking about her, every second. My life, my soul its all hers, also i can't look on other girls.She is all what i need. I cant just leave her, she is forever in my heart.
Sorry to hear that.
FUCK IT PISSES ME OFF
WHY CAN'T IT JUST STOP FUCKKKKKKKKKK
DO NOT LOOK INTO HER IF YOU ARE A STRAIGHT MALE
Jesus christ OP you're a pathetic mess, at least choose a girl of quality to get obsessed about like princess Iceni.
I wasn't asking for help then, just advice on if I should watch the rest of her videos to get closure.
Well I did it, and it just made me love her more. Fuck
I know I am pathetic.
I wouldn't call it love, it's a stupid infatuation. I have a very obsessive personality, always have been prone to oneitis. Unfortunately this time my brain chose to attach itself to this girl who makes youtube videos.
Let me offer you some serious advice on how to get over this:
shut the Fuck up
Also just find some new person to gawk over and then someone else, and eventually you'll realize you got so many hot Bitches on your Internet dick, you don't even care about whatshername anymore.
No no, this is the other guy who constantly has to call himself an idiot, made a bunch of threads in that vein before. What if he kills himself? Just see how weak he sounds, I bet it wouldn't take much.
Okay, I know who you are now, you're the shitbud guy.
I appreciate your input, it's very helpful and effective :)
Liar. I know from several months ago with your moronic pasta.
Fuck this thread (and the other one) Fuck you and Fuck your mother since she clearly could have stopped this, but oh no slug are a holy life. What waste, you are no son of god.
I don't shitpost, I don't lie.
>Implying being a youtube whore isn't normie nowadays
>tfw Iceni will never waste copious amounts of her life on shit tier vidya as a hedonistic escape from her low self esteem and self loathing.
>tfw Iceni doesn't take 3000 pictures of herself or behave like an attention whore drowning in her own hipocrisy
>tfw Rose is just an average middle class white normie aimlessly fighting back her destiny of monotony.
I don't get why people post the same Emma or Iceri pictures over and over again.
Instead use the name option. Just write Pedro instead of posting the same Emma photo for the 100th time or write Pierre and spare us another ordinary picture of a girl nobody cares about.
>implying the same Rose pics don't get posted time and time again.
>Implying Rose isn't ordinary and boring irl who no one notices in a crowd.
>tfw Not every girl was as mentally ill as Rose and felt the need to take 10,000 pictures of herself even the famous don't have as many.
>Daily reminder of just how desperate for attention Rose was.
>I don't get why people post the same Emma or Iceri pictures over and over again.
The same reason people post the same Rose pics over and over again for the last 5 years +, you silly bellend.
I meant in Rose threads.
Obviously they are lesser waifus who can't even accomplish being a camwhore. They don't have a following as large as Rose. They are parasites of /rose/.
Effectively only Pedro posts Emma and only Pierre posts Iceri. This isn't the case with Rose. A lot of people post Rose.
And since we already saw all Emma and Iceri pictures: why not post with the name field and we can imagine the same tired half-attractive full-autistic photo by ourselves instead of having to look at such a disgusting thing.
Is this a purposeful misspelling?
>A lot of people post Rose.
A whopping 10-20 people who frequent the threads.
>having to look at such a disgusting thing.
Rose is literally a half spastic freak show, I know exactly how you feel.
rose is a cyborg with bonus gril points (confirmed through her lack of showering and being neet for 2 years)
iceni is full on normie with nothing but facebook pictures to look at
rose > iceni
>Is this a purposeful misspelling?
No. Iceni it is.
>A whopping 10-20 people who frequent the threads.
20 times "Iceni" and Emma? Exactly.
>Rose is literally a half spastic freak show, I know exactly how you feel.
Yet you are here every day. You did not start /rose/ing by accident. You saw in the catalog or a video or at somewhere and thought "What a beautiful angel."
If you preferred any other waifu over Rose, you wouldn't be in /rose/. You would be in your /shittywaifu/.
So spare me your delusions along with your pretend bad taste in women.
Rose spent her life trying to project herself and make the internet believe she is some kind of person that she really isn't. Iceni only has a facebook and limited pictures because she isn't tragic or insecure enough to care what the world thinks. Real people who actually do shit just do it they don't feel the need to attach things to there image and obsessively promote themselves in a "hai look at me guise" fashion. I'm sorry you can't see through Roses psychopathic narcissistic facade.
>You saw in the catalog or a video or at somewhere and thought "What a beautiful angel."
This is so astounding far from the truth lel but of course you can only rationalize based on your own limited perspective. Don't judge others by your standard or however the saying goes.
>If you preferred any other waifu over Rose, you wouldn't be in /rose/. You would be in your /shittywaifu/.
I have a friend who goes to the pub as a straight edge guy that just likes to socialize, you know?
No real answer. Only beating around the bush.
I consider this a victory. Let this be a lesson to you. If you can be honest with yourself you will get very valuable knowledge from the beating you just had.
>No real answer.
I think you mean you don't like the truth that you hear so feel the need to do mental gymnastics to side step or you having reading comprehension issues.
>dont ever fucking reply to me again
I can't promise that i'm afraid. Guess i just did.
>implying the only reason i like her isnt that she's literally a female me right down to the psychopathic narcissistic facade and constant need for attention hidden behind a mask of hatred of said attention
jog on lad
fuck u nate i dik in ur mouth basterd bich HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH u like tht bich? good now i DICK IN UR TEA HAHAHAHAAAHAHAAHHA u lik DIC TEA BICH FUCKA!!???
i fuck u nate i fuck u i fuck u in mouth ass tea bich
Rose reminds me of a female friend I had once who was absolutely filthy and almost entirely retarded.
It flirted and tried fucking anything that breathed, including me, which was traumatic.
I now hate both of these sluts.
holy shit, don't do it you faggot
nothing creepier than showing your face online and constantly having closet gays creep on you even though you've never spoke to them in your life.
find someone in real life, it's much easier and less beta
n8's response to this thread: https://archive.is/85QlG
Tattoos = degenerate
Unnatural colors = degenerate
Attention whoring = degenerate
You guys are literally c ucking yourselves.
Tattoos and blue hair wasn't degenerate 10 years ago, kid.
Unfortunately, the tattoo is permanent, but I doubt she would get one done now.
>Hiding from stalkers = attention whoring
A true attention whore would exploit all of us obsessive losers a hell of a lot more than Rose does. No Paytreon, or even a twitch stream.
White knighting orbiter detected..
Seriously you need to look yourself in the mirror and get some self respect.
how does such perfection exist in this cruel world
hi real epi here. been browsing rose threads for 5 years and i have an irc rose channel up. i stalk rose and all the people who are into rose. ask me anything except for posting my exclusive rose content. not giving that away (and i have stuff you want)
oh look everyone, its that pathetic newfag who thinks hes special
hurry up and kill yourself anon
Stop posting these threads. Get professional help for your mental problems. Be smart, fix yourself, or end up like this nutjob below.
This nut has been posting this bitter drivel for years. Keep watching videos and going to the threads and you will end up beind stuck here like this fool. Get professional help.
this is how the threads usually go. when pedro arrives things get better, if he doesn't give a fuck because he, for example, spends quality time sitting in a sofa with the lovely Maria, then the thread is boring and shouldn't be allowed to exist.
hopefully not too soon. as soon as he does lose his virginity he will forget about this nightmare, and we'll be stuck here alone without him. at that point, there will only be memes.
it's like a dream, how can i build a world where all moments are like this?
I had a friend who had the following theory:
If when you kill yourself, you really concentrate and focus your last thoughts and really choose them to be your very final thoughts, you will forever exist there with those thoughts, stuck in a way.
You can't really prove any of that, obviously, not with our current level of technology anyway.
Anyway, your question has occurred in previous people is what I'm trying to say, and those people have had different answers.
Sometimes I wonder what his final choice was.
they somehow improved the algorithm but its still not right, should be godlike.
I'm almost sure our good pal Pedro is currently making a move on Maria. That's why he's not here. Jealous as fuck to be honest.
Meh, at least I have a pretty waifu to look at.
nah, imagine the following:
Your life went to shit. You are in debt and have nothing left to live for, your life is over basically, so you decide to sacrifice yourself, in a ritual of sorts.
The room is dark(obviously, it's a ritual), there's a crude drawing on the floor, you can't make the drawing out in this light, hanging like some fruit, and 10 blue candles, of which only 7 are alight. A masked person stands next to each candle.
You are drugged, hanged from your legs. hands tied, head completely shaven.
One of the masked approaches you
with a scalpel, but you are so high you don't even notice the edge as he swiftly slashes both your carotid arteries and your blood shoots in a powerful stream and starts loudly filling the bucket below you. The last thing you hear is your blood splashing around in the bucket.
But your drugged up brain is OK with all of this, soaked in opiates and the sweet knowledge that this blood will be used by your beloved queen rose to keep her body young forever.
Her hair is beautiful, please famelio. Unlike pre-historic Rose
>what haircut do you want sempai
just rose my shit up
how do you know how much time i spend on 4chan?
Not even talking to you more. You're most likely not even my good pal Pedro (since he is currently making love to sweet Maria)
>that i can follow?
do you want to follow my journey through hell? the only light in my life is rose, there is nothing else.
leave this holy thread plz. /rose is dedicated to the worship of rose and lesser deities like kstewart. this is no place for trolls.
she is the most beautiful woman i have ever seen.
YOU MUST SIMULATE A NATURAL ENVIRONMENTAL REACTION TO FOLLOWING AROUND CONSTANTLY A WOMAN WHO HAS NO INTEREST IN YOU
MACE YOURSELF FAGTRON
>worse than rose
are you joking? come on.
pedro my pal, back me up on this one.
>worse than rose
thats just how it is m8.
well long time no see /rose/! haven't been here in a while
any updates on the whoerr?
she has released new content, but i will not show it to you. visit us at 8ch to see it.
pic related is what i think of you
even when she is ugly she is beautiful, you are just blind to true beauty.
anon is right, that's not really specific. any keywords, narrower time period, anything?
Actually since you're here:
Posts of King yesterday made me think. Do you remember some old ranty post blaming King about his emotional investment in the threads? Can you find it? 2011 or 2012 and it was a thread on /b/.
sry, for me she is just timeless.
i'll try to look for it. what do i win if i find it?
if i ever actually met her like in pic related my heart would go crazy.
you had me at rose. give me a couple of minutes.
/rose is for rose and rose related mental issues. you memers are only tolerated, barely.
Epi, the guy who has stalked her and her fans for over 5 years is a "lad"?
Pedro, the guy who wrote Rose rape fantasies, who sent her a book to creep her out and who is mentally unstable and writes post so lame that they're referred to with titles (e.g. "The Autism") is a "lad"?
Brian, the guy who attempted to destroy her life and put his heart and soul into this task, is a "lad"?
Epi is not a meme. He is literally sitting there trying to figure out who all of us shitposters are. It annoys him so when we post memes. Once he got so mad that he spent an entire night comparing filenames to call out King on his memeposting. Epi is a loser like no other. He's worse than Pedro, and much more creepi.
ok i have to go to bed now, good night lads.
and rose, if you read this: i love you *kiss*
Huh? There is nothing in my post that was even remotely made up. Wonky is a retarded child for sure, and a boring poster at that, but he is no threat to Rose. Pedro, Epi and Brian all are/were.
so here you go, i think this is what you're talking about. what a specific and odd thing to remember after many years.
nothing annoys me anon post away.
>collects various fun facts and pictures of his fav youtuber
>generic nice guy that just wants the best for everyone. may it be sending them entertainment or writing a fanfic they requested
>just a regular guy madly in love
I've been in /rose/ for a looong time and I've never seen this in him.
>what a specific and odd thing to remember after many years.
Who knows. Maybe it was me who posted it.
heh, that would be something.
anyways, have a good one.
i love her so much im out of words to describe it.
sometimes i wish i could travel back in time, and cross roses path when she was travelling through europe. like somehow make it so that i could be at the same youth hostel as her in spain, during that special summer. it would be like that movie "before sunrise". 2 travellers meeting and sharing a special moment
>I collect threads and posts made on a chinese meme forum
>I stalk a girl I never met
>I stalk others who stalk the girl I never met
>I have an irc channel up where I hope gullible rose posters will join so I can see their ip addresses and easily stalk them down
S T A B L E
learn how to play a musical instrument, learn how to draw, learn how to code, exercise, learn martial arts, learn how to cook, learn how to do anything that will help you grow as a person. this meme posting or whatever you're doing here gets you nowhere.
why waste time for such futile enterprises when you can bask in roses glory instead. its food for the soul.
why? so you could:
a) not find her attractive irl
b) not talk to her because you are scared
c) ignore her like every other guy there
d) realise she is nothing like you pictured and move on with your life
great idea. that worked out fine for martin
>she's unattractive bodywise
bullshit, her body is litterally perfect. i always get rock hard when i see it.
WHO /EMMA/ HERE
WE CAN ALL AGREE THAT
EMMA >>>>> ROSS
my pubes are already shaved. im ready for rose anytime.
i'm pretty sure it's well known that Emma is far more superior than that pretentious nerdbait of a whore named "rose" . Of course the delusional freakshows who lurk here will probably try to deny it
rose is not even a nerdbait. she really doesn't appeal to anyone but epi, pedro, king, kstew and brian. normal guys like pretty long hair, nice tits, good hips. emma has it all, but there is no point trying to convince sexually confused permavirgins.
yeah sure bro and next you tell me she isnt a girl. low quality bait desu.
talk to the can cause the head aint listenin to your nonsense.
this is nice and all but when is Ashley coming back?
>she really doesn't appeal to anyone but epi, pedro, king, kstew and brian. normal guys like pretty long hair, nice tits, good hips. emma has it all
you forget that it's mainly pedro who likes emma
no, not you, they know who they are
At least Kstew and Emma are not this bad
I wish you luck on your quest to feel an ounce of shame for once in your life.
Not exactly proof, more a series of educated guesses but still.
I don't get it. Are you actually doing anything or are you just trying to scare me? I'll be honest, I'm not very scared.
I'll keep humouring you tho cos it might be good entertainment further down the line.
Oh i get it. you're catfishing with my pictures and then you'll fuckin send some landwhale over to my place for a first date.
and I'll answer the door looking like a 4/10 with my pyjamas on and be super embarrassed. That would be a great gag.
I'm trying my best to act worried about this whole thing, because that's how it's supposed to go. You set up some mysterious plan involving me and I proceed to freak the fuck out for everyone's viewing pleasure.
I can't fake it bro. I'm really not worried. Maybe if you actually affected my life in some way, then i'd start being concerned.
Boredom is an angel in this house.
because I still want him to go through with the "plan". In a way I'm taunting him to fuck my shit up.
It's just this nigga thought he could scare me with some vague picture and big talk. I say bring it, tommy with a plan.
Not a bad little post there, pal. Granted, it won't get a lot of replies because not many people give a shit about artistic sentiment, especially when it's obscure or abstract.
I get a sense of what you mean, but it's still up in the air. the fact that I keep coming back to read it and make sense of it is a good sign. It means that your thoughts are intriguing and meaningful.
fuck me this song is fantastic isn't it?
if you must go to work tomorrow
well if i were you i wouldn't bother
for there are brighter sides to life
and I should know because i've seen them
but not very often
They are very overtly faggy. Look at Rose-core bands and their lyrics. I say maybe if it is catchy enough in guitar riff format.
>that last comment
sums up my thoughts. though the smiths are far from my favourite band, at least a good handful of theirs songs had an emotional sincerity, one-dimensional or not. bazan's merits seems more in his lyrics, so maybe rose is more into lyrics rather than music, thus the appeal in the over-philosophizing emo
i'm more hemingway than faulkner when it comes to music
This song isn't terrible by any means. It's very standard and kind of uninteresting. Doesn't say anything to me, really.
Smiths is infinitely better imo
rose doesnt listen to hip hop either does she? that's just pleb tastes
>hemingway than faulkner
I'm afraid I have not read either of these although I'm aware of them. With a bit of shame I would like you to explain in short what you meant.
No, doesn't seems so. A lot of screamo and hardcore combined with some singer songerwriter such Austin lucas and Cash with one classical composer Chopin. I must say, her taste is very girly.
Praised be the perfect, born under Rose!
Blessed may she be for she is Rose and she is eternal.
>with some singer songerwriter such Austin lucas and Cash
from what i've read in n8's posts, there's a close connection with alt. americana and hardcore. apparently bands like austin lucas and o'death open frequently for punk bands. don't know what's up with that.
links from pic related
Holy fucking shit this is a horrible horrible mess.
All inferior version of other bands, for example last one in particular reminded me of Tom waits.
don't try to cough during that crescendo, it'll kick his tinnitus into orbit
i was just talking about the nature of that post but all of his posts too i guess. also he's 30something and plays video games and posts on the internet all day
no yeah she's pretty autistic too
>he's 30something and plays video games and posts on the internet all day
this is becoming the acceptable norm these days. Everyone is on social media/ using technology all the time, even 30-50 year olds.
Going to sleep now. 'Nother conquest tomorrow.
Give me the original pic. I feel like editing that shit Tron background out of it. Would make for an actual decent phone wallpaper if the background had a nice color or something like the space.
Yeah, makes a lot of sense. For some reason I thought it was his, even though I had already seen the image before. Anyways, I'll just leave the request for the original pic here, in case someone happens to have it.
Dude if you're so attached to her, then make a goal to get to ask her, yes it may take a shit ton of effort but if you strive for it you will become a better version of you in the process. You can practice your social skills, learn more things, work to save up for the trip, idk maybe get /fit/ if you want or just practicing any sport to be in a non shit-tier condition, improve your diet or hygiene... I could go on for days anon, just don't let her get out of your head and become someone better, in turn increasing your chances to be with her massively. Regardless of the outcome or if you choose to do something about it or not, godspeed OP.
>everything could happen given that he really tries
That's not going to happen. It's pure fantasy. Bad advice.
>he could even get himself another girl to obsess on
This is bad advice too. Accepting reality, moving on with his life, improving himself are real goals. If he finds someone who he is interested in starting a relationship along the way, that's good too, but the relationship itself should never be the goal. Never rely on others for your happiness.
>considering how borderline she is
Nope it's just a special snowflake act because she hates just how normal she really is.
>rose seems just as nitpicky and irritable as him. there's a vyou parallel of that post about rose talking about shushing in the theatre
Anyone can be overly cynical and picky and shushing in the theatre has become a legitimate issue due to phone culture and annoying people but highlighting either of these things doesn't qualify you for an autist. I remember when Rose said in a vid she had "pepperings of autism" nobody who actually is autistic would ever say that or even be self aware enough to notice, she's just a cringey fake with a life long identity crisis.
>>tfw you'll never own 4 wealthy houses and rent them out for a living like peter
It probably wasn't even part of the plan originally but when you start knocking up everything that moves to increase the probability of survival for your feeble disgusting weak genes then you have mouths to feed, gotto get rich.
>You're always angry.
No i'm not? how ridiculous. If you choose to perceive my posts as having any kind of anger to them then that's up to you however they don't but it doesn't make the criticisms any less valid, I just say what i see.
>You show up in the mornings
Yeah because im in the uk and just got up it's not one for columbo mate. Nowt bitter about it this is a rose thread and thus everything rose gets discussed. If you can't take every aspect of those discussions then i'd suggest you grow up and stop trying to police the tone of content to suit your own biased emotional needs.
>There's that anger again. Always angry. If you're as smart as you think you are maybe you should try to find a way of solving your anger issues, along with your obsession.
There's that assumption based projection again. If you're as smart as you think you are maybe you should try finding a way of solving your self serving assumption issues, along with your obsession.
Dr Pierre prescribes a tear eyed pocket wank.
Oh, you're Pierre. That explains everything. You're the guy who stalked rose for years, posted her dox in rose threads, and posts bitter rants in threads whenever you show up. I'm not the first person to say that about you. People say it often because it's true.
>I'm embarrassed for you desu.
You embarrassed for me, but not for the stalker who's here for years, posting his bitter rants against rose and her bf, for obvious reasons. I'm embarrassed for you.
Says the guy who needs to have only "positive" Rose posts because he gets offended due to a childish emotional connection with an internet girl and has to attempt to steer the tone of threads by falsely attacking the poster whilst pleading ignorance to all the posts content he doesn't like the sound of. Truth hurts i guess.
Everything you just posted about me is completely wrong. Your deductive skills are crap. Everything I posted about you is a proven fact, Pierre.
Did you post rose's dox? Yes
Did you stalk her for years? Yes
Do you come here to rant about her because you failed to sneak your way into her inner circle of friends? Yes
>Did you post rose's dox?
Nope i came near the end of 2012, her dox had been in circulation already for ages.
>Did you stalk her for years?
If going on the internet into threads constitutes stalking these days then sure.
>Do you come here to rant about her because you failed to sneak your way into her inner circle of friends?
Failed? I mean it's hard to fail something you aren't trying to do but anyways I spoke with Zac on numerous occasions over the last 6 months and know people she went to school with obviously as i live in the same area and let's not forget i have spoken to rose in pms you silly melon and still no fucks given.