Someone just posted this thread a while ago and I can relate, can we have a mental illness thread?
[OP's post was this]
>have schizoaffective disorder
>broke up with my gf
>keep hallucinating that I'm talking to her and that she wants to get back with me
will it never end?
Complete nutso here.
I ve got some disorder that causes, on occasions, emotional input to have a reverse reaction. For instance, I had an impossible anger fit followed by a deep depression last month after I finally got my hands on this book I had been searching for for years. I should have been so happy. Sometimes, I become incredibly afraid of people who I like/love, proportional to how much I like them. Also, last time I broke a bone (broke my right wrist) I spent a whole week in a half-manic state. Bought colourful clothes that were completely unlikely, adopted this hippie gait and smiled and hit on all girls I encountered.
I pretty much had a real conspirator plot revenge against me for like half my adult life. It fucked with my head pretty bad. Now I dont know whats a real thread and whats just coincidence.