To pass the time I've been keeping track of how often I

my suicide thoughts are so constant that i just phase them out, when i stop i realize they're still there though. when it gets overwhelming i drink.

Do you seriously have nothing better to do?Doesn't matter if it is productive or not, just do something: video games, music, read a book punch a wall, go outside and just walk around.I don't know what situation you are in homewer so if yo are living in the sewers or something I am sorry.

>>25521201
>To pass the time I've been keeping track of how often I think about killing myself.
i'm gonna do the same, but i'd just end up with once or twice since it's a continous kind of feel.

It never gets better.

>>25521297

No my life is pretty comfortable, I'm just a little shit. Right now I'm in Britain and I'm supposed to be applying to colleges, but today I was so depressed that I hardly even got out of bed. I'm staying with extended family, and they haven't figured out I'm robot yet. Its kind of weird to be treated like a regular human being, even for a short period.

I spend more time lying around wallowing in my thoughts than ever before. It physically and mentally hurts me to live