>>25520009 It wasn't bad but it was dull mostly because I played it smart and kept to myself throughout highschool: >average loner kid >beta as fuck >got teases alittle in high school, but got hugely bullied in middleschool >had people who I talked too but never went to parties or hanged out with them after school >when I come back from school, I just sat and played halo, jerked off, did homework >smart as shit, got A's and B's was a teachers pet because on of my teachers was a 9/10 in her late twenties >never went to prom, didn't ever have a gf or other fun shit, only thing good thing that happened was getting my drivers license >still kissless virgin, never dated or had relationships but was a beta orbiter to girls >currently neet Well a odd plot twist was that I found out that one of the girls I orbited around in 11th grade turned out to have slept with multiple men and now is homeless and living in her car, unfortunately I'm now finding out most of my classmates are successful so it's a terrible feel >Mfw
>>25520009 >"homeschooled" >meaning I had to teach myself virtually everything I know from the 6th grade on >was smart enough to graduate at the age of 15 thanks to state exams and equivalency tests >got my driver's permit at 15, license at 16 >volunteered full-time from 12-16 to establish myself as responsible and capable to employers, got hired at my first job at 14 >bought my first car at 16 >used my independence to seek out easily manipulated and weak-willed slime to hurt for my own pleasure >abused and killed lot of animals >started training for the military at age 15, was in god-like physical shape by the time I was 18 >all of my relationships were a joke, they saw through any front I tried to put up and saw me for the shitty edgelord I really was very quickly >bipolar disorder manifested when I was 15, started having manic episodes more and more frequently >stole cars, burned down a few abandoned houses, horribly abused my siblings, threw tantrums under the guise of having an episode and completely trashed my room, etc. >only people that had any authority over me were my very abusive parents and role model/supportive grandmother >hated my parents so intensely I had been planning how to kill them since I was a young child >managed to keep my nose clean through all of this shit, eventually decided to let them live until I could be certain I wouldn't be caught for doing anything >left for bootcamp the day I turned 18, it went as poorly as you might imagine
I was extremely awkward socially and desperately tried to hide it under a lot of antisocial behavior and being an edgelord in general. I eventually alienated everyone who ever tried to be my friend and had nothing to show for how hard I worked for my independence but a lot of stress, physical injury and loneliness. I can't look back on that period of my life without cringing. Pic fucking related, if you want a feel for how insufferable I was.
>>25520697 r u me? seriously that perfectly describes me teens. even the 9/10 teacher. I really regret not doing anything with my teens. looking back, I wasn't ugly and could probably have had more friends/a girlfriend if I wasn't so insecure.
>>25520009 >Got a gf when I was 15 >16 - 17 would see gf every weekend and fuck each others brains out >Had a fuck buddy while I was 18, took her virginity, she had f cups and I would cum inside her like an animal every time
Outside of the fact that I never kissed girls until I was 18 they were pretty good. Smoked a lot of weed, went to a number of parties, got trashed, and hung out with hot girls (that again I never fugged but at last I got to look at them.)
>>25520009 Another 19fag here, 20 in May. Made lots of friends and got into college. Tried the gf thing a few times and failed miserably. Somehow managed to lose my virginity in the process. Not terrible overall desu
>>25520009 It was alright to begin with. Always felt just a little bit out of place due to Asperger's but I managed to maintain friendships at least. I went through my "scene kid" phase in order to seem cool and outgoing, but I mostly just came across to other people as fucking annoying.
Things started to mellow out around 16. The summer after I left school was fantastic: got a gf, fingerbanged said gf ree, got drunk and got high for the first time. My gf even said she would have sex with me when she turned 16 too (age of consent in bongistan). But then she suddenly moved away and I got pretty overwhelmed at college due to high workloads and having to meet new people. For the 2 years I was there I did make attempts to socialise and maybe have a shot at being normie, but I mostly just stayed in my shell.
18. Left with shit A-levels and realised that Uni was a meme and I didn't want to go even though most of the friends I had left were. Didn't want to get a job so I sunk into NEETdom and depression for a while. Now I'm in my twenties, still virgin, literally can't talk to girls, almost no friends, filthy weeb, wagecucking, and want to die.
TL;DR if you don't make it in your teens, you'll never make it.
>13- mostly carefree and active, faked a bit of "alternativeness" or whatever to get a girl to like me and it worked, all I got was a kiss tho >14- bullied for being one of the smallest and youngest looking kids in the HS, withdrawn >15- hit puberty, only 5'4 120 lbs but I had some muscle and I was a good wrestler so I got to party a bit, I developed a fetish for girls my height or taller and I fooled around but declined sex, also developed serious OCD and some Psycho/Socio disorder (have gotten a few different diagnoses, but it is definitely something) >16- full sized now, 5'9 155 lbs and wrestling stud, went full smug and got into a lot of fights with normies so I was still on the outs but I really didn't give a fuck, tall girls still fucked with me but I kept declining sex because of my issues and I also kinda assumed my dick was small (also have never masturbated so I felt kinda asexual) >17- leave school to do group therapy for young people, also 4 weeks in a psych ward >18- graduate from small alternative HS, work in a restaurant and fuck 6'1 high test virgin teen qt all summer, pic related on the right, also found out my dick was really nice (have yet to have a waking orgasm though) >19- NEET since my bday (9/23/15) starting a 19 credit NOLS semester/certification soon and I'll have time for another one before I turn 20 so I'm technically on track but still feel like kind of a loser
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