>24/2/2007 at 7pm est at her house after the beach >it was her birthday and mine was on the 8th >she died in 2008 at age 15. i was 17. >those 3years of depression and all the goes with it [07 - 09] >almost 9years later, i still hold onto 2 of her jackets and 9 of her panties. they have holes and some of her hair still on them. i have been sleeping with what she gave me since. >am almost 26
i cannot show you the things because would feel wrong.
>>25520327 Whats your secret? I'm >>25520327 and I haven't even wanted to fuck anyone else. It just seems like a hollow thing, but then again, I've only had sex in relationships. If you could explain what it's actually like to fuck some stranger, it would be greatly appreciated.
>>25520608 i started doing it because I hated the idea of her being with other guys while I sat at home alone feeling sorry for myself. it's all chemical, when you release those hormones and dopamine with someone else it helped me break that connection I had to her.
it's never really without emotion though. you can feel passion without love.
>>25520950 It's intermittent. Some days you'll feel this primal rage, other days deep sorrow. And then you'll have normal days where you won't even think about her until late at night before you go to sleep.
Usually as time goes on you'll have more normal days than angry/sad days.
Finding someone else makes it easier and speeds up the process, but it's not so easy for most guys.
>>25519807 You need to find closure. Took me three years to finally get it, but it was worth it in the end. I finally realized that the only person who cared about it was me and it was a complete waste of my time and energy.
Anyone want to have an interesting discussion? I think this is a fairly good topic point. People here don't hold tend to hold public opinions, but what about this? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tu32CCA_Ig
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