How do I know if im a lesbian or not.
> Rave mother adopted me 3 months ago
> Mentors me but is strict
> doesnt let me talk to boys when we go
> Always gives molly
> It Makes me want to talk w/ them
> Shes always there to kiss and cuddle w/ me during molly though so I dont fell lonley
> Last night she did oral to me and taught me how to it back for her.
> Now I think Im actually love w/ my rave mother.
How do I know though? b/c I think its real but it also might be b/c she forbid me to have sex w/ boys that it may be just like a 1st time thing. I never thought that I was a lesbian before though so idk? I dont think it was just the drugs either b/c I took waaay less tonight than she normally gives me and still have those feelings for her. Help please?
According to my experience, which doesn't say too much, women are typically sexually fluid. They can be attracted to both men and women. I suppose it seems confusing at first, but just roll with it. You're not a lesbian, nor are you confused. It's just nature playing with you. Once you get some prime benis, you'll realize what I'm saying is true.
>drug increases sexual stimulation
>"rave mother" gives it to girl
>forbids her from acting out sex with men
>has sex with her instead under drugs effects
>pavlovic conditioning produces sexual response over time when exposed to related stimuli
>"g-gosh, am I a lesbian?"
No, you're just a highly trainable bitch.
how often do you do molly?
that shit isn't good for you if you do it that often
she sounds like a toxic person if she's giving you all these fucking drugs and telling you not to have normal relationships with the opposite sex
you're being used
Speak proper English you fucking dreg.
you're a dumbfuck drug addict who was probably molested as a child since you still need a parental figure. your sexuality is irrelevant since you'll just fuck anyone who takes charge and dominates you because you use it as a replacement for the love you never received as a child. now take your fucking roast beef flaps and get the fuck off my board
Yeah I def want to try it w/ guy too.
Like 3-4 times week, Its not that bad for you though. Just drink lots of water! Shes is actually really cool though, and molly is expensive I think, her bf just sells we can it for free!
She mentors me and watches out for me.
Molly isnt addictve, My parents are dead and never molested me, I have an innie, before last night I was a virgin and ive only w/ person and that was a girl so im kinda am still a virgin probably?
Literally anywhere but 4chan, just stay gone.
No, you'll miss being a retarded underaged attentionwhore. Go do it someplace where they'll protect you from scary pictures.
but your the only one giving me attention.
Is it b/c u like me. I bet ur a qt boy huh?
Shes an adult too though, If I didnt have her wouldnt guys just be taking advantage of me?
and I think she does care about me though or I would be allowed to have sex w/ guys shes protecting me from that at least probaly.
Anyway we pretty much only do molly and weed which is pretty safe. I took E once from a rando and she got mad and made me throw up b/c it probaly had meth or heroine in it!
Im not gonna look at it anon but I bet its qt!
Just like you!
> buy drugs from her
> be friendly
> stop going to so many parties with her
> politely listen to her, don't actually follow her advice
> stop having sex with her and hang out with YOUR OWN FRIENDS or BY YOURSELF
> try to take molly only a few times a month, not multiple times a week
I think I am though b/c I used to be really depressed, but now Im happy alot of the time. and I know some of the stuff we do is kinda bad but if it makes us feel good to do it then it must be a good thing right?
>Its not that bad for you though.
MDMA causes severe irreversible brain damage, you fucktard.
But judging by the way you talk, It's probably too late so you should just go all in and enjoy yourself before you're off to the puzzle factory.
>kinda bad but if it makes us feel good to do it then it must be a good thing right
Seriously? You sound like you're 16. Just because something "feels good" doesn't mean it's good. Why were you depressed before?
I hope this isn't some massive troll thread
I know I am, but it's time to go back to tumblr.
Also, this whole thread is garbage, don't just single out my post, you fucking fag.
troll or no it's an extremely low quality thread made by a normalshit. don't forget your sage boys
Molly is highly damaging to your seritonin receptors if taken more than once ever month, usually 2 month break is suggested. Taking it multiple times a week WILL without a doubt cause brain damage, perhaps permanent.
I really hope you are role playing, doing meth would be more healthy than molly at the rate you are going.
You are also being used, and sexually exploited. If a man did that to you it would be considered rape, but as long as you know that it's fine, your sex life is your own business.
Please cut down on the molly, and take b6 and b12 vitamins to help with some of the effects.
I just had lost alot of my friends I guess/ didnt do that well in school and my grandparents (I live w/ them) are always on me about how thats important b/c I wouldnt get to do to college and oh your mom went to college and shed be so uppset if you wernt able too.
It does make me happy though and Ive made alot of new freinds from it and were closer than we would be w/ out it so I think its a good thing but if you dont I can understand that anon!
I know you probably want this normie to die, but we do not need more retarded adults because of misuse of drugs.
Molly very safe if taken rarely, just like most drugs. The problem is when young folk like op do not do their due diligence and research the drug they are taking.
qt baled >:p
I'll buy us the Vitim we already take melatonin too, she said that counteracts alot of the bad stuff in it.
I dont think im being exploited though Iast night was litterally the 1st time I had sex, and I liked it alot even! im probably even in love w/ her now b/c of it.
hahah Thanks anon !
> she thinks it'd be her fault, she's the perfect happy pliant little victim
As another anon suggested, you're taking way too much drugs. And she's fucking you. And her boyfriend is a dealer. It's the perfect setup.
If she doesnt even let me talk w/ guys, why would she be all of a sudden want me to have sex w/ her bf. I dont get it?
Her boyfriends really nice too he wouldnt make me do it so idk?
I scrolled through the whole thread and didn't see a pic of your tits. You seem to think the attention you want so badly will just magically pour out from us but this is not the case. Show us your tits whore
People can be "nice" towards people even if they don't have that persons best interests at heart. Especially if they trick themselves into believing that being a drug-whore is just an expression of "free love" or whatever.
And you always isolate people you're abusing, that way you can dictate their reality. It's a classic technique.
There's no way this is real senpai
But im not being a whore for it last night was the 1st time ive ever ever ever had sex!!!!!!!!!!
They just give it to me b/c were freinds and shes my rave mother thats it!
Im probaly explayining bad cuz cozy got me stoned and im sorry!
There not even that big though
I dont think we need money though, I only answered all this stuff b/c Im board and toasted senpai...
>constantly drugged up
>molested and raped by mom
>poor academic performance
Cumskins always on some other level of fucked up
> tfw you cannot just inject nazi vampirism into someone to wake them up and stop them from being victimized
Please, please, please walk away from that. I knew an ex-criminal guy in college who was so tired of all that shit. And the worst was fucking dopehead people on MDMA who couldn't function anymore, reduced to children mentally.
You're not stoned, you're fucked up. She's breaking your mind down with drugs you dense motherfucker, and then you'll be her boyfriends little mattress.
You aren't thinking right now, just feeling. Go to your grandparents and explain the situation. You don't even need to rat out your "rave mother" as long as you get away from there!
You are almost definitely not lesbian. Ask yourself, would you enjoy having sex with her sober? If so you can consider yourself bisexual, because it sounds like you still like guys. If not then you probably are not bi-sexual.
Anyways it does not matter what you do with your "rave mother". Just be sure this does not develop into an abusive relationship, it sounds like there is a chance you are becoming dependent on your "rave mother". This is a common tactic for abusers (not saying she is an abuser though, just be careful).
Most importantly please try to cut down on the molly, find a different safer drug that can be used safely more often if you feel the need to get high multiple times a week.
okay when she goe to the bathroom or something though!
idk its just what she says she is
she passed away
the night I met her
> she takes me to party
> we roll (my 1st time)
> tells me to stick w/ her
> It gets to intense to stand
> we go to bedroom to hang out
> we cuddle cause it feels really good to be close to on it.
> Tells me im really pretty but not like in a lesbo way though
> We kiss a few times and just cuddle reakky hard against eachother
I know that souns lesbo but it feels reaally good when your on it, Trust Me!
> We just cuddle and make out till the boy whos bedroom it is comes in and we have to leave b/cs he wants to got to bed.
It's not an if. That's clearly abusive, if she's feeding her MDMA 3-5 times a week, fucking her while she's tripped out on it and isolating her.
She'll escalate the sexual advances and then cut down on the drugs so she doesn't outright ruin her but is still a compliant stupid giggling little plaything. And then introduce her to her boyfriend, sexually. And then it'll be "favor" time.
Okay im gonna be carful but I think she just wants to watch out for me most likley.
I like weed now I didnt at 1st but I do now, but not as much but I think its really safe though isnt it???
Its the only one shell let me post here have but I know how to make big help?
She doesnt want me to though b/c she thinks it would get me in trouble.
See? This is such an abusive situation that people refuse to believe that you're not lying, they think it's someone's depraved sex fantasy.
I think im just explaing it bad though and people just arnt understanding that Im okay, and also pretty happy too!
I liked that song alot better it was more chill I dont like the scary lyric guy though but everything else was cool! Thanks anon.
Prettiness has nothing to do with it. I can smell if someone's an asshole from first sight. You learn to do that when you get a bit older.
And again, she's grooming you. She doesn't want you to communicate with anyone else because they'd tell you she was abusing you. And because she is abusing you she *clearly* doesn't want you to show them her picture.
>I dont think im being exploited though Iast night was litterally the 1st time I had sex, and I liked it alot even! im probably even in love w/ her now b/c of it.
This is how all victims think and this is how this stuff works. If you weren't enjoying it it wouldn't work. It's abusive because she is in a position of power over you, she's older than you and getting you addicted to drugs. No different than an adult dating a child. I watched a Dr. Phil episode where someone's 12 year old daughter had sex with adults and were given money for it. Of course the child was enamored with the guys and thought she was having a great time and that they were actually good people, because she was a stupid 12 year old who didn't know better.
The author is a long-time user of various drugs, the difference being that he's a strong, responsible individual. AFAIK he had a period where he tried living solely on fruit fallen freely off of trees.
And no, you don't understand. You must understand that we understand more about this than you. And that even going to jail for drug use and disowned by your grandparents would be better than the fate that awaits you if you stay with those guys.
You know how they say that someone's "fallen in with the wrong crowd?" That's what you've done.
>Weed is harmful if your brain is still developing. If it was legal there would be an age restriction on it.
Your grandparents want to help you. You're just scared of getting scolded.
Hey guys, I fell asleep a liitle bit and now I feel really loopy so I think I have to go to bed now.
Thank you for talking to me though even though I explain things bad and Im going to read everything else in the morning! and I'll try to stop taking so many drugs I guess and talk to cozy if she thinks I have a problem w/ it too.
I'll make sure if Im not getting used either although I know im not, she really is just protecting me and bieng my friend too me though I think guys! I wish I could show her to you somehow then youd see for sure! that shes def a good girl!
Good guys, Love you!
This is a pretty good troll for this board, young virgin girl who is needs to be "saved".
But if anyone here can relate to OP in any way this is textbook grooming. Of course it feels good, you're on drugs, if you allow someone a position of power over you and they use it for sex, that's a bad person. OP's girl is also poor, a good mark. You get them hooked, make then relate being on drugs with sex, then when you know they're addicted you cut them off. Suddenly they're offering sex while sober.
Trust me i've seen this bullshit 1000 times, it's my job to see this bullshit. Don't be a retard. You'll either end up a used up junkie whore or a prostitute.
>Like 3-4 times week, Its not that bad for you though
You're already dead, little fucktoy.