Can we get a lonely /feels/ thread going. My only friends just went to big Bear to go skiing this week without even telling me about it. Now there all having fun in the snow and I'm home alone this whole week.
I too am ronery
Passed out drunk earlier yesterday, thought it was around 6am when I woke up. Now wide awake at 1am, alone and on /r9k/ again.
This first semester of college couldn't have gone worse. Everything went wrong besides my grades.
I joined no clubs, I wasn't in anything extracurricular, I never worked out, I didn't join a frat, I went to no parties. I didn't make any friends this semester. I was alone the whole time. The only person I really talked to much was my roommate.
The people I had the most fun with were the ones in my lab groups. I enjoyed joking with them and working together in labs, but I know that they all have a bunch of friends, and that I didn't make any impact on their lives. They probably don't give a shit about me, and I probably won't talk to them for the rest of college, yet they were my best friends this semester.
>tfw so lonely you wouldn't mind some large organization keeping track of you online, purchases, etc
>sometimes imagine that there's someone out there wasting their time waiting for you to slip up
You're just that acquaintance whose presence they can tolerate sometimes.
Nobody would voluntarily want your company unless they had something to gain from it, e.g. homework help, manual labor.
Ya I know. I was thinking the same but we were all pretty close in high school. They all go to the same community college and I go to a different one a couple towns over. Ever since school started I began getting more distant from them. Worst part is that I found out through snapchat and there's a couple of /stacys/ there
>had a few friends (who I've known since middle school) I used to occasionally talk to in high school
>didn't have any classes with them senior year
>none of them contacted me or came to my house
>tried to talk to one on steam recently, he ignored me and later deleted me
>have since moved away to college and still no friends
>today realized I haven't talked with someone since my junior year of high school
I'm so lonely. I want things to get better but I know they never will
You guys are the only people I can talk about these feels with without being humiliated, I hope you guys know that.
I've only spoken to one non-professor at Uni, and I have been here a whole semester.