What are you getting high on today, robots?
Just a relaxed liquor and weed day for me.
I'm on Vyvanse right now and I hate my life
I have an anti-drive to do any work and have a terrible headache
How come when you take this stuff everyday it's terrible
Vyvanse is a dextroamphetamine, so you are basically taking speed, just at smaller doses. Once you grow tolerant it's shit.
I once took kratom and smoked a cigarette a few hours in, it had me laying on the bed with an incredible high heart rate and unable to move, I thought I was having a heart attack.
How many times have you done it? I've only done it a few times, if you've done it a lot what's some good shit to do while high? Last time I watched Ghost in the Shell which was some crazy shit
I've had to cut weed out so now most of the time it's just LSD.
I randomly started to experience extremely high heart rates on weed so I decided to stop because it freaked me out. Can anyone explain this or is it pretty random?
I used to sometimes get palpitations if i did it more than once or twice a week which spooked me good, kept to once a week only and I've been all good for 2 years now.
The forced 7 day t-break every sesh is a huge plus too, my tolerance is still so low a gram will last a month no fucking problem.
>Do LSD once with friends
>Goes fine apart from getting paranoid about the police because of an alarm that went off when we wandered somewhere
>Do it again, but two tabs, with friend and his stepdad
>Goes well until he asks us to get in the car and then I try to take the wheel and hallucinate that I die
>It was bitter so I think it was an rc even though my friend said it's just because the dealer recycles drug bags that had mephedrone in them
>Now have some LSD
>Don't want to do it by myself and I'm scared that it'll go badly like the second time and not well like the first
I also bought my friend 3 tabs of LSD and he never paid me back and also spent the whole summer collecting mushrooms with him and he fucking ate them all (We collected them by a field near his house) and he always promises to get me more if I give him money but never does so fuck that guy. I want to trip with someone or at least have a trip sitter to help me, but idk anyone besides him
where the fuck do people get all those opioids in the first place? i can understand benzos, stimulants, things like shrooms and weed, cocaine, etc.
but I have never seen somebody using or selling opioids in my life.
do doctors in the USA prescribe them like crazy or something? lel
Took 4 mg 2-dpmp yesterday to help with studying for exams, the effect wore off and I made the mistake of re-uping another 4. I've been awake for 38 hours now approx, I've been slowly dosing Xanax to help myself chill and take the edge off (also trying not to take too much at once as to not stress my system out too much). I should be able to go to sleep soon, I'm finally getting a bit tired and the effects are starting to wear off, I took 6 mg Xanax in the past 24 hours, i'm gonna wait a couple more, take another 2mg and I'll be perfect. About to take 150-200mg Tramadol to reward myself a bit for completing a 30 page essay and studying a fuckton. Life is good, I'd just really want some fucking sleep.
I'll smoke my nightly joint after dinner. It was a real struggle to sleep last night since I wasn't at home and didn't have any weed on me. Fuck sleeping sober, it's either weed, melatonine pills or I'm sleeping after the dawn.
I'm only on the bottom of my bottle of rum. I would smoke but I am currently applying for every job near me and they've all told me about drug testing. Otherwise I'd have a blunt here and there.
Alphabay, generic shit is cheap as fuck ~.40-1.00/2mg bar depending on how much you wanna buy; or if you wanna get powder, I just checked a trusted vendor selling 500mg for 57 dollars. I'd get powder and save money it's just that it's a huge risk of fucking up and ODing with the dosage quantities being that small if you don't know what the fuck you're doing.
I want to smoke weed and be NEET but I want to be employed but they fucking drug test at all the jobs im looking at.
Probably the worst place to ask but should I just wait til I'm employed.
Fuck my life senpai.
I'll usually swallow one an hour or two before I want to sleep. Then I can go to sleep at like 1:30 instead of 5 am. I need a morning coffee when I wake up cause they leave me tired as fuck, but that refreshes me just enough. I think I have low tolerance for drugs and most substances, so those have a strong effect, but I know people who can swallow three or four before they start feeling it.
currently smoking blue widow from my shitty little glass pipe
tanked a bunch of bosses with anons from /v/ today in terraria
>Just got back from the movies
>I'm high on Vyvanse right now
used to have the 70s. Stopped taking it after college and literally freed my mind. I am so much happier. Was on ritalin as a youngin and grew up fucked on the shit. Stopped taking my pysch drugs too and so much better
>tfw can't enjoy weed anymore
>can't think about anything other than what a loser fat virgin I am
ritalin made my life bearable.
but i may be narcoleptic though (have had throughout my whole life, before i was medicated, hypersomnia and strange sleep disturbances such as sleep paralysis and hypagogia). I was diagnosed as ADD (inattentive) though.
This happens to me too. I analyze things so critically while high, so much so that I get insecure and hate myself.
I've found some things rescue the high from this wayward introspection:
>some Lou Reed, Massive Attack, Bob Marley, some kind of relaxing familiar music
>tfw parents going to bed in 30 min so I can snort 60mg adderall
Wew lads I hated all week for this day, love mondays
Fucking shame I'm not going to be able to do this much longer, joining the navy
Awfully trusting of your street drugs aren't you
no idea. i hate swallowing pills so i prefer to smoke em off tinfoil
this is kinda the reason i stopped smoking weed, except that i aint fat and im a non virgin (by pure chance, mind you)
basically i cant enjoy weed anymore because i start feeling like a failure and get stuck guilt tripping
Another thing you can do is use your feelings of low self worth for something good. When I get stoned, sometimes I look around and think "damn a pig lives here" so I clean it up. That helps the bad vibes go away and when you sober up you have little memory of what happened you say "damn my room is tidy" but you feel like you didn't even clean.
if you want to clean up your room, the best drug is ambien/zolpidem. seriously. nothing takes any effort when you set your mind on something when under the influence of that shit.
i think there is a huge difference between europe and the usa when it comes to opiate usage. in europe doctors rarely prescribe them, unless you are really suffering from cancer or something (then they give morphine or tramadol). vicodin and all those meds, I have never ever seen here.
a lot of young people in the US seem to be addicted to opioids. very strange.
but then again, alcohol is a much greater "problem" in western europe and eastern europe than it's in the USA.
scandinavia is an exception (finland obviously not included: they are booze drinkers and not scandifags). there is a very self-righteous and moralistic anti-fun and anti-drug mentality there. the most boring peoples and cultures on the planet imo.
Everclearanon here, I am exceptionally drunk and am trying my best to type here. Role play has made me quite decent at this. I don't want to live to get a high; I want to kill myself because I'm a pedo. What good is my life? There is no good for it. I appreciate your words though. I used to smoke crack and that kept me working and 'happy' for the high for a long time, but it has come to an end.
I wish you have a great day or nigh, anon. You deserve it.
Once you get the message, hang up the phone
The last 3 years of my life have revolved around drugs but I'm finally hanging up the phone. There's a lot for an open minded , inquisitive person to get out of drugs (particularly cannabis and hallucinogens) but after a while you no longer need them.
Who /SSRI's/ here? I'm about 2 months free from going cold turkey off sertraline, brain zaps constantly were the most noticable effect
I was supposed to transition onto duloxetine but I'm holding off and so far I feel better drug free, I was pretty suicidal weaning off the original meds.
Also quit drinking altogether from my life, not that I really drink in the first place.
apart from the scratching I hear from the walls, the laughing and faces I see in the evenings things are getting pretty normal again
I'm at seizure risk? I have stopped taking diazepam cold turkey like 48 hours ago. I was using about 10-15mg (sometimes 30mg) a day for a bit more than two weeks continuously. Yesterday I fel fine but now I do feel somewhat bad. Anxiety I can deal with but seizures is certainly not something I want to experience.
Am I being paranoid and overreacting? Or is there a real of seizing (considering the short period of time I was taking them and the relatively low dose and the nature of diazepam slowly removing itself from your body).
Or am I just experiencing (minor) rebound anxiety now? I feel relatively fine but still. I have read some shit on the internet about people seizing suddenly. I have no prior history of seizures and nobody in my family suffers from epilepsy.
I hope somebody can share his thoughts about this; somebody who has had short binges (<3weeks) of relatively low to moderate dose of benzos.
Unless you've got a really messed up system that gets easily addicted, you should be fine. I got prescribed 4mg Alprazolam (Xanax)/ day after surgery back a couple of years ago along with various opiates and muscle relaxers. I started taking more and more and i got up to 8-10mg/day (which is a fucking lot, I remember absolutely nothing bout those 2 months) and I had to quit cold turkey. I had 2 tabs of Tramadol 150mg left and that's all so for the next 2 days I was withdrawing from just Xanax, and after that opiates too. Apart from sleeping 2 hours on a good night, freaking the fuck out when anyone laid even a finger on me, sweating, shaking, and puking all day there were no major side effects. Since diazepam has a relatively long half-life it'll make it even easier on you (not that that's too much better if you're gonna get withdraws, i don't think you'll get anything too bad other than being irritable for the next week or so). Good luck anon.
Luckily I have ambiens which will allow me to sleep at least 7 hours (but in terms of anticonvulsant properties it's extremely insignificant: 1.5mg diazepam = 10mg ambien). Sleep in itself is already very important.
Well now I realize I was overreacting all due to reading horror stories on benzobuddies. In the end, I didn't take that much and not for a long period of time, so I should not be at risk of having a seizure.
Exactly. Esp with the Ambiens you'll be weaning off benzos; not going cold turkey, also considering it was only 2 weeks you'll be perfectly fine. I wouldn't stress about it if I were you.
Who here used to be heavy into different drugs?
Used to be. Been clean for years. Tempted to go back down that road seeing how I have nothing to lose and i've been bored out of my fucking skull since getting out of it.
>tfw none of your old druggie pals are anywhere to be found
There's no drug that would make you literally forget without killing a lot of fucking braincells, otherwise the whole of /r9k/ would be on it. Ketamine, any type of benzo, or good old alcohol will make you not give a fuck as long as you're on it. Opiates will make you feel good no matter what (I mean, have you ever seen anyone feeling like shit on morphine? excluding addicts). I'd say smoke some weed, but idk weed makes me paranoid and extremely depressed so I can't tell ya. Go out with friends (if you have any) smoke a cig, have a drink, take a Xanax and if that doesn't work then resort to K or some Codeine.
I've been really trying to find a good LSD vendor, because when i'm buying from a street dealer its always 25I-NBOMe or another weird RC. Heard that DarkNetMarket is gud, anyone here has ever bought something from there?, its easy to find vendors that do shipping to South America?
Tramadol was fucking 10/10 amazing though, it took the pain of everything away, both mental and physical, I never built a tolerance to it and I could focus on everything without a problem. The only downside to it was that it tightened my urinary tract so bad that I couldn't piss to save my life. so I was cycling in-between extreme pain and inability to urinate. kek
best market imo
>search system actually fucking works contrary to other markets
>prices good since it's vendors selling, not the site; so they have to keep the prices down and competitive
>good rating system for vendors
>2fa / pgp
>you need to actually buy from someone to rate so no bot rating spam
I get everything I need off there, no problems so far with 3 orders
I take adderal ir 20 mg, klonpin 1 mg, and suboxone.
I also have one last bowl of weed :(
fapping feels really good by the way
Im a complete robot, the only people I associate with are my mexican dealer.
I get the Best H and coke round where I live.
shooting drugs in my arm is destroying my life I highly discourage using heroin.
Unless you just dont give a fuck like me.
ill be dead in a few years
Don't paint Danes with that brush, they love beer and wine and spirits, their is even low alcohol beer for little kids.
Guys is there any good cannabinoids on the markets right now? I looked nucleus and there is XLR-11, 5F-AB-PINACA and NM-2201. Any experience with these?
codeine sucks, it's the weakest opiate. even if you have no tolerance it's pretty bad. the only reason lean is so popular is because it's usually formulated with promethazine, which potentiates opiates and makes the high a bit better.
but codeine pills on their own are garbage. that's why you never see them being sold on the street- they're worthless.
try some hydrocodone at least, and I guarantee you'll change your mind. oxy was my first opiate and it blew me away.
Which is the lesser of two evils in this situation: being an alcoholic, or being a benzo addict?
I ask because i'm currently an alcoholic (I have to drink before work and most social situations) but i'm considering changing to benzos as I feel like all this alcohol is having a bad affect on my body.
both build tolerance quickly
both have absolutely horrible withdrawals
just be yourself instead
Does a drug exist that makes you look like shit? And for a bonus makes you cough and sneeze and need to go to the toilet every 5 seconds?
I ask because i took 3 days off work due to sickness. The first 2 days I was actually sick but the last I could have gone in. Now I've got to go in tomorrow but I fear they'll see me looking okay and think the whole thing was a lie.
anyone here legal highs? All I have at the mo is weed but getting bored of it now, moved away recently so don't have great access to weed or other drugs. I've seen you can get LSD but generally not sure if I trust these legal highs
Used to be heavy into drugs. Got sober about a year ago because I was sick of not having any money and didn't have anywhere to live because couldn't afford rent because heroin.
Now I'm sober and have a job and a place to live but I can't stand being around people. I used to go to partys and bars and have friends (didn't like any of them but I could tolerate them when I was fucked up) but now I just sit at home.
I miss getting fucked up. Just don't wanna be homeless again.